[ despite himself, that makes him laugh. because it's such a quintessentially finn reaction and yeah, he knows he deserves to be laughed at because he's kind of ridiculous. their lives are pretty ridiculous right now. ]

I think I used to make more sense at some point, maybe. But maybe not.

[ not the best question for someone whose life is spiraling out of control, okay. ]

I don't know what I'm doing. I know that much. I thought this would turn out one way, and it's something else. I'm just trying to keep up. But … it'll work out. Everything's gonna work out.

[ he feels bad explaining things to finn? he didn't want him to know how lost and confused he was feeling, because if he could be the one who had everything together, finn could just depend on him and then he would have everything together. because that's how leadership works. to him personally. in theory. but talking about it ... actually made him feel a little better? less alone. funny how that works.

on that note, they have food now. the waitress has to take a break from live tweeting their relationship to serve them. it's cool. everything is cool. poe is going to prove how cool everything is by eating like ah yes eating food my favorite activity. also, like, maybe he was hungry. ]