1) he does bank too much on hope 2) he does miss his friend but 3) he is determined to get him back and refuses to stop until he is dead from the effort of it because that's just what a poe dameron does.
he is so tired. not just physically but also emotionally. he thought taking a break to go to space denny's would give him some energy to keep going via having food inside him at the very least, but keeping finn in an okay place has been a lot of emotional labor and the weight of it is crushing him.
self-doubt starts to sink in. can he do this? it's so much. how much more good luck can he have before he completely biffs it and they both die or he dies or finn's worst nightmare comes true and he gets taken away again??
yikes. this is why he doesn't like thinking ahead more than 10 seconds at a time. when you get past that 10-second range, you start staring into the void. he needs to stop not being in motion long enough to glimpse into the void. it keeps happening and now they have a million levels to go through where he's just gotta sit and think and stare. why didn't he just go to level 1300something??? why is he like this? ]
Yeah, I do. Lucky for you, all you gotta do is believe in me.
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1) he does bank too much on hope
2) he does miss his friend but
3) he is determined to get him back and refuses to stop until he is dead from the effort of it because that's just what a poe dameron does.
he is so tired. not just physically but also emotionally. he thought taking a break to go to space denny's would give him some energy to keep going via having food inside him at the very least, but keeping finn in an okay place has been a lot of emotional labor and the weight of it is crushing him.
self-doubt starts to sink in. can he do this? it's so much. how much more good luck can he have before he completely biffs it and they both die or he dies or finn's worst nightmare comes true and he gets taken away again??
yikes. this is why he doesn't like thinking ahead more than 10 seconds at a time. when you get past that 10-second range, you start staring into the void. he needs to stop not being in motion long enough to glimpse into the void. it keeps happening and now they have a million levels to go through where he's just gotta sit and think and stare. why didn't he just go to level 1300something??? why is he like this? ]
Yeah, I do. Lucky for you, all you gotta do is believe in me.