anyway, now it's poe's turn to be verklempt with some equally goofy-ass grin that finn can't see. it's not like he's never received a compliment before. he should not be this stupid emotional. but ... it's like when your friends compliment you like "cool shirt" and you take it at face value like thanks susan but then your crush says "cool shirt" and it's Imbued with Meaning.
not to mention that ... well, he doesn't think he's the worst person, but he isn't delusional enough to think he's the best. he's pretty good; self-esteem is clearly not a problem for him, but he's aware that he has flaws. he keeps getting slapped for those flaws, which really drives it home. but here's finn saying he's the best with sincerity and it's just
it's a lot, okay. just like finn's hand roaming around are a lot. it's emotional and sensory overload. can humans short circuit? what does that look like? he pulls finn close with his hands pressed against his back, going more for "i want to hold you close and never let you go and maybe if we try real hard we can fuse together into a single entity" more than wandering around. he just did that, it was great. maybe he'll go in for round two in a minute. when he's not working on more mouth words.]
I'm not... you're so good. You're good, and it's like ... I'm just trying to be good, and you really are.
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anyway, now it's poe's turn to be verklempt with some equally goofy-ass grin that finn can't see. it's not like he's never received a compliment before. he should not be this stupid emotional. but ... it's like when your friends compliment you like "cool shirt" and you take it at face value like thanks susan but then your crush says "cool shirt" and it's Imbued with Meaning.
not to mention that ... well, he doesn't think he's the worst person, but he isn't delusional enough to think he's the best. he's pretty good; self-esteem is clearly not a problem for him, but he's aware that he has flaws. he keeps getting slapped for those flaws, which really drives it home. but here's finn saying he's the best with sincerity and it's just
it's a lot, okay. just like finn's hand roaming around are a lot. it's emotional and sensory overload. can humans short circuit? what does that look like? he pulls finn close with his hands pressed against his back, going more for "i want to hold you close and never let you go and maybe if we try real hard we can fuse together into a single entity" more than wandering around. he just did that, it was great. maybe he'll go in for round two in a minute. when he's not working on more mouth words.]
I'm not... you're so good. You're good, and it's like ... I'm just trying to be good, and you really are.