[ the fact that he tries to throw making out into the mix regardless of the success level really means a lot. that's one of the things finn really likes about poe. now that he's had an amount of time to know him as more than a random attractive mid-rut alpha, anyway. like a number of days of time.
poe always tries. it doesn't matter what he's doing. he puts everything into it.
and every time that finn's asked him for something, for help or answers or time, he's given as much of it as he can. poe is always trying to give. he gives himself to the people around him. he's given finn more than anyone else ever has.
with poe, it's the first time the alpha and omega thing hasn't sounded like an elaborate way to put "someone controls someone else." which is kinda the way the first order likes to put it, because how else do you justify telling thousands of soldiers to slam those suppressants and just write off biology altogether. get crushed under the fascist boot and controlled equally. clearly the best way to live.
with poe, it's easy to forget it and think about how much he wants this. to be so close they're practically sharing breath, to be pressed against him as much as is physically possible, forehead-to-forehead, body-to-body. to feel poe knotting in and close his eyes, let his breaths turn ragged on the inhales. ]
Just like that.
[ i mean congrats poe he sounds fuckin wrecked?? shame is fake and he will beg if he has to. not sure if this counts as like a pre-emptive begging actually. since ig the idea is to please do not, at this juncture, stop, because he will punch you on the arm and then take care of his own dang self. anyway, sometimes i'm glad i rp finn purely bc once he's made the elective decision that a person basically puts the stars in the sky every night he's hella easy.
he can't be afraid of belonging to someone that also belongs to him. the One Fear meme might have kicked in now and again, after he found out poe wasn't dead on jakku somewhere. on principle. but the thing is when it goes two ways, it's a lot more like belonging with somebody. and when it's poe dameron you're belonging with, everything immediately gets ten times less terrifying as a concept bc poe is great like that. Not That He's Biased. ]
comes back with the gay inception noise
poe always tries. it doesn't matter what he's doing. he puts everything into it.
and every time that finn's asked him for something, for help or answers or time, he's given as much of it as he can. poe is always trying to give. he gives himself to the people around him. he's given finn more than anyone else ever has.
with poe, it's the first time the alpha and omega thing hasn't sounded like an elaborate way to put "someone controls someone else." which is kinda the way the first order likes to put it, because how else do you justify telling thousands of soldiers to slam those suppressants and just write off biology altogether. get crushed under the fascist boot and controlled equally. clearly the best way to live.
with poe, it's easy to forget it and think about how much he wants this. to be so close they're practically sharing breath, to be pressed against him as much as is physically possible, forehead-to-forehead, body-to-body. to feel poe knotting in and close his eyes, let his breaths turn ragged on the inhales. ]
Just like that.
[ i mean congrats poe he sounds fuckin wrecked?? shame is fake and he will beg if he has to. not sure if this counts as like a pre-emptive begging actually. since ig the idea is to please do not, at this juncture, stop, because he will punch you on the arm and then take care of his own dang self. anyway, sometimes i'm glad i rp finn purely bc once he's made the elective decision that a person basically puts the stars in the sky every night he's hella easy.
he can't be afraid of belonging to someone that also belongs to him. the One Fear meme might have kicked in now and again, after he found out poe wasn't dead on jakku somewhere. on principle. but the thing is when it goes two ways, it's a lot more like belonging with somebody. and when it's poe dameron you're belonging with, everything immediately gets ten times less terrifying as a concept bc poe is great like that. Not That He's Biased. ]