[bb-8 is the one who comes to see what the situation is and finds finn. while y'all are off swimming in your ocean of sadness, bb-8 has been busy getting shit done. he definitely murdered all the rats. he's been working on the ship because what is all this human sadness nonsense. y'all humans are weird. however, there's not a lot he can do. further analysis has revealed that the ship has no shields or weapons. it barely has a functional operating system. it's basically a skeleton that's been stripped dry. that's cool.
anyway, bb-8 rolls out like "come at me bro i will annihilate any rats or homeless people so my dad can continue his sexy french depression." but then it's … other dad?!?! amazing. surely this will cheer poe up unlike his attempts to play holos for him of moments he probably shouldn't have recorded and probably also some quality holovines. so he rolls away beeping frantically. that's probably good news from finn's perspective? one would think.
a minute or two later, poe saunters out. he doesn't get up and rush out with the same enthusiasm as he did at "finn naked leaking," but at least he drags his sorry ass out of bed. so that's something.
you know what's rough? when all you want to do is sleep but you've got all these ptsd torture nightmares on top of everything else in your life being garbage. he looks much worse for wear despite doing maybe like five whole things in finn's absence.
and actually, that disgusts him a little bit. he is disappointed in himself for doing nothing but laying in bed trying to sleep for days on end besides the one time he got up to get skittles. what kind of behavior is that??? he could have been doing so many things. literally anything. he is usually all action, regardless of whether he's got 75% or even just 3% of a plan.
but ... he couldn't. couldn't do anything. all he could do was sit here and wait for finn. that'd been his big plan. hope finn came around before he was forced to make a choice one way or the other. maybe because he'd forced into that choice due to being woken up by rats chewing on his face. too bad bb-8 had to go and eliminate that possibility for him.
he wants to do his typical thing, which is to yell FINN BUDDY YOU'RE ALIVE and hug him and stare at him with anime sparkles in his eyes but
he can't. he's a bantha in a china shop, only the china shop is finn's delicate mental state and he's already smashed like half of it. he has to put all of his willpower into staying right there.]
Did you change your mind?
[kind of a dumb question. but you know, maybe he hadn't. maybe he'd come to pick him up on the way to the first order so he could collect that bounty and use it on … who knows, ramen noodles and cigarettes at the stormtrooper commissary. he wouldn't care—
no, that's wrong, he would care, because he's spent a lot of time sleep-reliving torture prison and he's not going back to torture prison. he will take finn out with a blaster and then probably take himself out because he doesn't know if he could live with himself for it.
wow that was dark??????? maybe you should wait for finn to speak before taking a journey down the darkest timeline poe elizabeth dameron. geez.]
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anyway, bb-8 rolls out like "come at me bro i will annihilate any rats or homeless people so my dad can continue his sexy french depression." but then it's … other dad?!?! amazing. surely this will cheer poe up unlike his attempts to play holos for him of moments he probably shouldn't have recorded and probably also some quality holovines. so he rolls away beeping frantically. that's probably good news from finn's perspective? one would think.
a minute or two later, poe saunters out. he doesn't get up and rush out with the same enthusiasm as he did at "finn naked leaking," but at least he drags his sorry ass out of bed. so that's something.
you know what's rough? when all you want to do is sleep but you've got all these ptsd torture nightmares on top of everything else in your life being garbage. he looks much worse for wear despite doing maybe like five whole things in finn's absence.
and actually, that disgusts him a little bit. he is disappointed in himself for doing nothing but laying in bed trying to sleep for days on end besides the one time he got up to get skittles. what kind of behavior is that??? he could have been doing so many things. literally anything. he is usually all action, regardless of whether he's got 75% or even just 3% of a plan.
but ... he couldn't. couldn't do anything. all he could do was sit here and wait for finn. that'd been his big plan. hope finn came around before he was forced to make a choice one way or the other. maybe because he'd forced into that choice due to being woken up by rats chewing on his face. too bad bb-8 had to go and eliminate that possibility for him.
he wants to do his typical thing, which is to yell FINN BUDDY YOU'RE ALIVE and hug him and stare at him with anime sparkles in his eyes but
he can't. he's a bantha in a china shop, only the china shop is finn's delicate mental state and he's already smashed like half of it. he has to put all of his willpower into staying right there.]
Did you change your mind?
[kind of a dumb question. but you know, maybe he hadn't. maybe he'd come to pick him up on the way to the first order so he could collect that bounty and use it on … who knows, ramen noodles and cigarettes at the stormtrooper commissary. he wouldn't care—
no, that's wrong, he would care, because he's spent a lot of time sleep-reliving torture prison and he's not going back to torture prison. he will take finn out with a blaster and then probably take himself out because he doesn't know if he could live with himself for it.
wow that was dark??????? maybe you should wait for finn to speak before taking a journey down the darkest timeline poe elizabeth dameron. geez.]