[ good yet moderately terrifying news. it means poe's still here, which is what he wanted. it also means talking to poe with words and opening the schrodinger's ally box for real.
poe is still here. and maybe this is where it happens, this is where he tells him to leave. and he tells himself it's okay, it's fair if that happens, which doesn't match up to the One Fear brand that he really feels. finn can't look at him yet. but a piece of the world solidifies where poe's voice is, and for a second all finn's face has to bring to bear is naked relief.
there are a lot of things he wants to try to explain. if he can figure out how. ]
Is it okay if I did? I won't do it again, I'm-- [ words???? ] I won't do it again.
[ i'd like to say he sounds very dignified and not like he's probably going to cry, but lbr he is a fuckin disaster. ]
I don't think they were trying to fix me.
[ and he doesn't want them to take more. take this like four-day stretch away. that makes going back sound more terrifying. it makes it scary just to have it.
but he'd rather get in a shitty spaceship with someone who treats him like a person and get blown up or caught than go back on his own, and he knows that now. ]
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poe is still here. and maybe this is where it happens, this is where he tells him to leave. and he tells himself it's okay, it's fair if that happens, which doesn't match up to the One Fear brand that he really feels. finn can't look at him yet. but a piece of the world solidifies where poe's voice is, and for a second all finn's face has to bring to bear is naked relief.
there are a lot of things he wants to try to explain. if he can figure out how. ]
Is it okay if I did? I won't do it again, I'm-- [ words???? ] I won't do it again.
[ i'd like to say he sounds very dignified and not like he's probably going to cry, but lbr he is a fuckin disaster. ]
I don't think they were trying to fix me.
[ and he doesn't want them to take more. take this like four-day stretch away. that makes going back sound more terrifying. it makes it scary just to have it.
but he'd rather get in a shitty spaceship with someone who treats him like a person and get blown up or caught than go back on his own, and he knows that now. ]