[ poe's brain needs a break from its worst-case scenario day trip. i say like they're not both constantly on their worst-case scenario day trips.
that is... some highkey gay shit.
he really doesn't know what to do with that. he remembers poe's whole "you don't do anything with it, you just accept it" thing, but does that apply when it's like. so much of a thing?
no one's ever done any of this for him before.
there could have been people once, he guesses, with the whole... reconditioning Thing.
they're not the ones who walked into a holding cell in stormtrooper armor, though.
finn thinks he might just do anything for this man.
and hey, maybe he doesn't have to necessarily deserve poe or all the nice stuff poe says and does if he's trying really hard to get the point where he can deserve it. maybe that's how self-care works. they need a book on self-care and emotional health, someone help them, they're dying.
finn got his crying done for the day already. there's still a big complicated knot of emotion in his chest for this that he doesn't know how to assess. he squeezes poe's hand. what are words for complex emotions and overwhelming gratitude. they can't possibly exist. ]
Got the feeling you're not usually good with waiting. [ there was a lot of very bold, naked hoping mixed in with all the rest when he made it back to the garbage levels. ]
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that is... some highkey gay shit.
he really doesn't know what to do with that. he remembers poe's whole "you don't do anything with it, you just accept it" thing, but does that apply when it's like. so much of a thing?
no one's ever done any of this for him before.
there could have been people once, he guesses, with the whole... reconditioning Thing.
they're not the ones who walked into a holding cell in stormtrooper armor, though.
finn thinks he might just do anything for this man.
and hey, maybe he doesn't have to necessarily deserve poe or all the nice stuff poe says and does if he's trying really hard to get the point where he can deserve it. maybe that's how self-care works. they need a book on self-care and emotional health, someone help them, they're dying.
finn got his crying done for the day already. there's still a big complicated knot of emotion in his chest for this that he doesn't know how to assess. he squeezes poe's hand. what are words for complex emotions and overwhelming gratitude. they can't possibly exist. ]
Got the feeling you're not usually good with waiting. [ there was a lot of very bold, naked hoping mixed in with all the rest when he made it back to the garbage levels. ]