[ he doesn't have to be force sensitive to be aware that it clearly DOES matter, in some way or another. it was a balancing game — weighing how much he wanted to know, while knowing if he pried too hard, it could end very very poorly for him.
his dark interpretation of "it doesn't matter" is that it doesn't matter because the first order is going to track down the resistance and massacre them all. he bites at the inside of his cheek to try to keep all his emotions in, even though he'd already broken and spilled most of his emotions on the floor at this point. ]
You care. You care about General Organa for some reason.
[ there was a moment of hesitation, but now he's going full-tilt. if he's not coming out of this alive (always jumping to the worst case scenario), at least he can go down having made an effort to save his cause. ]
You could stop it if you wanted. You're Kylo Ren, you could do anything you want. And you're just letting this happen.
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his dark interpretation of "it doesn't matter" is that it doesn't matter because the first order is going to track down the resistance and massacre them all. he bites at the inside of his cheek to try to keep all his emotions in, even though he'd already broken and spilled most of his emotions on the floor at this point. ]
You care. You care about General Organa for some reason.
[ there was a moment of hesitation, but now he's going full-tilt. if he's not coming out of this alive (always jumping to the worst case scenario), at least he can go down having made an effort to save his cause. ]
You could stop it if you wanted. You're Kylo Ren, you could do anything you want. And you're just letting this happen.