[ he can feel the force pulsing through him, stabilizing him momentarily. a part of him — the part of him that is coming to terms with what's happening — wonders if this is what it's going to feel like. becoming part of the force, going luminous. it wouldn't be so bad. just going somewhere light and warm.
what if he didn't have to go anywhere? he feels better now — not 100 percent by any means, but focusing is easier. his breathing steadies. ]
I'm trying. But you gotta promise me, okay? You still gotta try.
[ he thinks of things he'd said before. eulogies given over empty coffins. people you lose don't really go away. they stay with you. he couldn't be there, but —
— but he would still be there. in everything. an echo. sparks light the flame. matches light the flame but what happens to them after? maybe he was more of a match. if he really turned jasmine, if she could go forward with rey, if the resistance had both of them — he'd be able to rest knowing he'd done that much. ]
i know ðŸ˜
what if he didn't have to go anywhere? he feels better now — not 100 percent by any means, but focusing is easier. his breathing steadies. ]
I'm trying. But you gotta promise me, okay? You still gotta try.
[ he thinks of things he'd said before. eulogies given over empty coffins. people you lose don't really go away. they stay with you. he couldn't be there, but —
— but he would still be there. in everything. an echo. sparks light the flame. matches light the flame but what happens to them after? maybe he was more of a match. if he really turned jasmine, if she could go forward with rey, if the resistance had both of them — he'd be able to rest knowing he'd done that much. ]