[ that was a rough several days. sure, the knights were around to remind him that other people existed, but being alone in the silence with his thoughts is usually the opposite of where poe dameron would like to be at any given point in time. nothing but that for hours upon hours upon hours ... it's a lot. a lot of time to work through feeling depressed for letting the resistance down, and also worrying about how they would react to seeing him that way in the propaganda video. he hated it. he hated the not knowing even more.
compared to overthinking all of that punctuated with trying to sleep and waking up from nightmares, getting to get up and go for a walk was exhilarating. for a second, poe is almost — well, not happy, but he feels some sort of positive emotion towards seeing kylo ren just because she's a face that exists.
that is, until she starts talking. the balance of the universe is restored. he already knew hux's feelings about him, however. that's old hat. ]
I don't know why you're telling me that like it's good news.
[ it's news, he guesses. just not the news he wanted. ]
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compared to overthinking all of that punctuated with trying to sleep and waking up from nightmares, getting to get up and go for a walk was exhilarating. for a second, poe is almost — well, not happy, but he feels some sort of positive emotion towards seeing kylo ren just because she's a face that exists.
that is, until she starts talking. the balance of the universe is restored. he already knew hux's feelings about him, however. that's old hat. ]
I don't know why you're telling me that like it's good news.
[ it's news, he guesses. just not the news he wanted. ]