[ It'll never be as good as having a real mate. They'll always have the closer bond, Poe and Finn. But for a moment, her hormone-addled brain is just yes, good, alpha will solve your problems. Alpha will make it right. That's not such a loss. She'd never have a real mate except for Ben, and Ben was … complicated. Distant. Dangerous.
She'd have to have someone to help her through her heats. She struggles, still, with the idea that Finn could ever accept this, but it's Finn. It's Finn. He'd share his toothbrush with her if he thought she was going without. And this, well, heats suffered alone were painful. Rey's breath is still short as she mulls it over, avoiding looking at him.
Hurt has transformed into a kind of fulfillment. She's wanted. Poe wants her. It shouldn't feel so good, but she's such a reject omega that she can't help it. She whimpers slightly. ]
Please.
[ This time when she squirms it's to shift his knot slightly so she can feel it stretch her, and she moans with it. The consequences here, where having a heat again means she's fertile again and going without suppressants because she'd never needed them meant the cum Poe's knot was trapping in her was more likely to take — well, that isn't occurring to her right now. She's caught in the blind haze of wanting to feel wanted. Genuinely wanted. ]
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She'd have to have someone to help her through her heats. She struggles, still, with the idea that Finn could ever accept this, but it's Finn. It's Finn. He'd share his toothbrush with her if he thought she was going without. And this, well, heats suffered alone were painful. Rey's breath is still short as she mulls it over, avoiding looking at him.
Hurt has transformed into a kind of fulfillment. She's wanted. Poe wants her. It shouldn't feel so good, but she's such a reject omega that she can't help it. She whimpers slightly. ]
Please.
[ This time when she squirms it's to shift his knot slightly so she can feel it stretch her, and she moans with it. The consequences here, where having a heat again means she's fertile again and going without suppressants because she'd never needed them meant the cum Poe's knot was trapping in her was more likely to take — well, that isn't occurring to her right now. She's caught in the blind haze of wanting to feel wanted. Genuinely wanted. ]