[ she pushes herself up to a sitting position but she has the muscle control of a toddler so one of her arms buckles and she sways like ? ?? how did that happen. she gets herself upright all the same, it just takes a second try. ]
This is all wrong. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have —
[ wanted this for herself? she feels sick with her own selfishness at the thought.
no, wait, that's the other kind of nauseous. the kind from alcohol and sitting up quickly. she groans and puts her head down against her knees. ]
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[ she pushes herself up to a sitting position but she has the muscle control of a toddler so one of her arms buckles and she sways like ? ?? how did that happen. she gets herself upright all the same, it just takes a second try. ]
This is all wrong. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have —
[ wanted this for herself? she feels sick with her own selfishness at the thought.
no, wait, that's the other kind of nauseous. the kind from alcohol and sitting up quickly. she groans and puts her head down against her knees. ]