[ This is wrong. Terrible and wrong — in both biology and reason. The worst is knowing that her body wants it and hates it at the same time. It feels like a betrayal — of herself by her body, and of her biology by her self. She can't even be a good karking omega. She's worthless. Useless. Beyond that, she's frustrating.
Listen to your alpha apologize. Listen. You've hurt him.
But no. He's not her alpha. They can play at it all they want, and he's a good alpha, a real one, he feels warm and solid and sturdy inside of her, enfolding her, but — Force, he's Finn's. And she is Ben's. For better or worse. It's better to be cold and lonely without him than to taste the poison of trying to replace him. ]
No. [ It's not directed at him, but at the fresh surge of slick between her thighs. It turns to a progressive series of groans, woeful and bemoaning. It's a new wave of heat coming on. No matter what realization they have arrived at, her hormones aren't done with her. ]
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Listen to your alpha apologize. Listen. You've hurt him.
But no. He's not her alpha. They can play at it all they want, and he's a good alpha, a real one, he feels warm and solid and sturdy inside of her, enfolding her, but — Force, he's Finn's. And she is Ben's. For better or worse. It's better to be cold and lonely without him than to taste the poison of trying to replace him. ]
No. [ It's not directed at him, but at the fresh surge of slick between her thighs. It turns to a progressive series of groans, woeful and bemoaning. It's a new wave of heat coming on. No matter what realization they have arrived at, her hormones aren't done with her. ]