[ his actions are still echoing; he's eager to reciprocate. rutting hard against her. trying to knot back in. he knows he's bottomed out inside her, but what if he can go deeper? what if her vagina is inception?
there's a pang of guilt about finn, but it doesn't register on the same wavelength as rey's grief. take and more drown out his mixed feelings. i love you sweaty but also i get to do whatever i want and you can deal with it, how about that. ]
Should I —
[ he's not sure what that means, because he's not a mindreader and isn't really using his mind in the first place right now. he can't stop, he doesn't know how. that doesn't even show up in his mental database as an option. does how much she want it hurt? that would make sense. he knows the feeling, lived through it during every rut. that sense of need sharp like a knife. ]
— I can go slower. [ he makes an executive decision that that's what "it hurts" means. he was just being too rough. he tries to be slower and more deliberate in his thrusting. the way his hips strike against hers. it takes like 5% more restraint than he was using, but going slower actually ... feels really good? hm. good observations for later. ]
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there's a pang of guilt about finn, but it doesn't register on the same wavelength as rey's grief. take and more drown out his mixed feelings. i love you sweaty but also i get to do whatever i want and you can deal with it, how about that. ]
Should I —
[ he's not sure what that means, because he's not a mindreader and isn't really using his mind in the first place right now. he can't stop, he doesn't know how. that doesn't even show up in his mental database as an option. does how much she want it hurt? that would make sense. he knows the feeling, lived through it during every rut. that sense of need sharp like a knife. ]
— I can go slower. [ he makes an executive decision that that's what "it hurts" means. he was just being too rough. he tries to be slower and more deliberate in his thrusting. the way his hips strike against hers. it takes like 5% more restraint than he was using, but going slower actually ... feels really good? hm. good observations for later. ]