[ he flushes with -- embarrassment? embarrassment.
she was right. wouldn't it be easier to just give in? drawing it out only made things worse. worse for him. but that was ... the idea of lying down and letting her do whatever she wanted was disgusting. he was still holding on to the hope that he'd get his way. she'd get frustrated with him and try something else.
still, that didn't seem to be happening any time soon.
and then there was the inexperience remark. it shouldn't have struck him the way it did ... but it did. made him a little defensive. he wanted to clarify that he hadn't been with a woman before. but it would mean going into any kind of detail with her, which he was stubbornly trying to avoid. and the idea of her training him. training? training. having to be with her over and over until --
keeping all the things he wanted to say inside left him with approximately nothing to actually say. ]
no subject
she was right. wouldn't it be easier to just give in? drawing it out only made things worse. worse for him. but that was ... the idea of lying down and letting her do whatever she wanted was disgusting. he was still holding on to the hope that he'd get his way. she'd get frustrated with him and try something else.
still, that didn't seem to be happening any time soon.
and then there was the inexperience remark. it shouldn't have struck him the way it did ... but it did. made him a little defensive. he wanted to clarify that he hadn't been with a woman before. but it would mean going into any kind of detail with her, which he was stubbornly trying to avoid. and the idea of her training him. training? training. having to be with her over and over until --
keeping all the things he wanted to say inside left him with approximately nothing to actually say. ]
I said whatever you want. Just pick something.