[ look, he's learning some very valuable life lessons about picking your battles and your hills to die on. he learned it on the field in tlj, now he's learning it in some very specific interpersonal ways. he's not getting anywhere with this. maybe when his brain is back online, he'll cook up a better plan.
as it is, he's still working on a) not thinking, and b) getting it over with. if he can make himself forget that she's kylo ren, like he keeps trying to do, maybe it can be an enjoyable experience. ]
You don't deserve gentle.
[ it comes out as some kind of rough grumble against her mouth. one hand moves to grab her leg instead. his touch is too hard, the way he thrusts too violent. he pushes her (both of them) to the opposite shower wall. ]
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as it is, he's still working on a) not thinking, and b) getting it over with. if he can make himself forget that she's kylo ren, like he keeps trying to do, maybe it can be an enjoyable experience. ]
You don't deserve gentle.
[ it comes out as some kind of rough grumble against her mouth. one hand moves to grab her leg instead. his touch is too hard, the way he thrusts too violent. he pushes her (both of them) to the opposite shower wall. ]