[ he hates the sex more than the torture honestly, because the sex comes with enjoying it and then subsequently feeling used, dirty, and guilty. torture is straightforward. he feels pain, he feels bad. a to b.
any reply he was planning on using is dashed out. as someone who wasn't forewarned about this kink and is having it done by someone who he's sure just might try to kill him, he's not holding back any reflexes to get her off of him.
or at least, that's what he thinks. for a second. he starts to. as she presses in and constricts his breathing, sparks flash in his peripheral vision. he starts to feel dizzy, but … in a good way? there's no room for mixed feelings, just a small wave of euphoria and a desire for more. ]
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any reply he was planning on using is dashed out. as someone who wasn't forewarned about this kink and is having it done by someone who he's sure just might try to kill him, he's not holding back any reflexes to get her off of him.
or at least, that's what he thinks. for a second. he starts to. as she presses in and constricts his breathing, sparks flash in his peripheral vision. he starts to feel dizzy, but … in a good way? there's no room for mixed feelings, just a small wave of euphoria and a desire for more. ]