[ on an instinctual animal level he wants to breathe as a base requirement of living. but more than that, somehow, he wants more. just enough pressure to keep feeling dizzy and lightheaded and — perhaps mostly importantly — unable to think coherently. that this is kylo ren choking him doesn't matter.
he tries to thrust into her, but it's closer to rhythmless thrashing in nature.
maybe, on some level, the idea of dying instead of being here was so appealing that he wanted to lean into it. ]
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he tries to thrust into her, but it's closer to rhythmless thrashing in nature.
maybe, on some level, the idea of dying instead of being here was so appealing that he wanted to lean into it. ]