[ the shirt grip is a good thing. it tells him that he is making the right choice and doesn't need to run out of the junk ship at top-speed. he is welcome to stay and keep kissing.
it's a relief. a giant rush. like a poorly built dam made of popsicle sticks breaking to let all his feelings out.
it's okay. finn likes him and it's okay to like him back and life can stop feeling victorian novel-level repressed even though, again, they spoon on a twin bed every night. MAYBE NOW THEY CAN DO THINGS BESIDES SPOON. no, dameron, get ahold of yourself. take things one step at a time. right now he gets to kiss him and that's a whole canteen in this affection desert. ]
I didn't want you to feel trapped into being with me.
[ or for him to run away again. because the first time it happened, it almost broke him. all he's wanted… the whole time … is finn's happiness. gay. ]
I've been interested the whole time. … I mean, I came to save you because I loved you. Even when I wasn't supposed to. But then … everything was different, and I didn't want…
I didn't know if it was a good idea to say that.
[ he tried so hard. do you know how hard it is for poe to restrain literally any thought in his brain. and he's been out here for weeks just trying his best. ]
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it's a relief. a giant rush. like a poorly built dam made of popsicle sticks breaking to let all his feelings out.
it's okay. finn likes him and it's okay to like him back and life can stop feeling victorian novel-level repressed even though, again, they spoon on a twin bed every night. MAYBE NOW THEY CAN DO THINGS BESIDES SPOON. no, dameron, get ahold of yourself. take things one step at a time. right now he gets to kiss him and that's a whole canteen in this affection desert. ]
I didn't want you to feel trapped into being with me.
[ or for him to run away again. because the first time it happened, it almost broke him. all he's wanted… the whole time … is finn's happiness. gay. ]
I've been interested the whole time. … I mean, I came to save you because I loved you. Even when I wasn't supposed to. But then … everything was different, and I didn't want…
I didn't know if it was a good idea to say that.
[ he tried so hard. do you know how hard it is for poe to restrain literally any thought in his brain. and he's been out here for weeks just trying his best. ]