[ it then dawns on him that the only thing that would be worse than finn being caught and executed would him being caught and executed (or worse, being kept like this) because of an attempt to rescue him. it sends an icy cold feeling down his own spine. that drowns out any guilt she may have tried to dredge up by reminding him of his first round of torture. ]
Don't — I told you to leave Finn alone. Leave him out of it.
[ his voice breaks and his stomach sinks. he didn't want to think about finn in medbay, stuck in the bacta bag. how awful it had been, not knowing if he'd even pull through.
instead: the heat from the saber against him is all too familiar now — familiar enough, after what she did to his face, anyway. it evokes the smell of burning before it even goes as far as to touch him. but he has a feeling that no matter what she does, he'll just be carted off to medical again. cleaned up like nothing ever happened. a blank slate. ]
Do whatever you want, but don't make it a recording.
[ the words sound foreign and taste bitter coming out of his mouth. the line was moving after all. ]
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Don't — I told you to leave Finn alone. Leave him out of it.
[ his voice breaks and his stomach sinks. he didn't want to think about finn in medbay, stuck in the bacta bag. how awful it had been, not knowing if he'd even pull through.
instead: the heat from the saber against him is all too familiar now — familiar enough, after what she did to his face, anyway. it evokes the smell of burning before it even goes as far as to touch him. but he has a feeling that no matter what she does, he'll just be carted off to medical again. cleaned up like nothing ever happened. a blank slate. ]
Do whatever you want, but don't make it a recording.
[ the words sound foreign and taste bitter coming out of his mouth. the line was moving after all. ]