[ it’s funny that just when he thinks his endurance for pain and trauma has truly hit rock bottom, she can push him just one step further. “been there done that” is surprisingly not helpful when someone is pinning your hand to the wall by ramming a knife through it. he screams then, raw and ragged with tears in his eyes.
he tries to struggle against it, almost reflexively, but her strength offers no leeway. neither does her face, when she’s glaring at him all glowy-eyed. every fraction of a movement he tries to make just makes the pain worse.
but — he stubbornly refuses to plea or beg for it to stop. he averts her eyes and puts all his effort into simply breathing without passing out. ]
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he tries to struggle against it, almost reflexively, but her strength offers no leeway. neither does her face, when she’s glaring at him all glowy-eyed. every fraction of a movement he tries to make just makes the pain worse.
but — he stubbornly refuses to plea or beg for it to stop. he averts her eyes and puts all his effort into simply breathing without passing out. ]