[ still losing all that diplomacy he'd been trying so hard to maintain, his eyes narrow right back at the comment about leia.
(he reminded her of luke, not herself. she liked that he was reckless. he could try to cling to that.) ]
If you're the one that's protecting her, why can't you do it from her side? I don't get it.
[ it felt pointlessly circular. (was this what bickering with a sibling felt like?) he's pretty sure, at this point, that he's not actually making any headway. that moment has come and gone. the only thing that keeps him going is the hope of stalling — the more time he spends flinging himself at the brick wall that is kylo ren's... narcissism? martyr complex? something. the longer he does that, the more time he avoids brainwashing. ]
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(he reminded her of luke, not herself. she liked that he was reckless. he could try to cling to that.) ]
If you're the one that's protecting her, why can't you do it from her side? I don't get it.
[ it felt pointlessly circular. (was this what bickering with a sibling felt like?) he's pretty sure, at this point, that he's not actually making any headway. that moment has come and gone. the only thing that keeps him going is the hope of stalling — the more time he spends flinging himself at the brick wall that is kylo ren's... narcissism? martyr complex? something. the longer he does that, the more time he avoids brainwashing. ]