[ it feels wrong to say it, because so many of his kinks are... basically the same as things she could do or even has already done to him, but with him in charge of the narrative. handcuffs are different when the person holding the keys isn't some kind of sociopath. he doesn't know how to say that he likes it rough to someone who probably thinks stabbing him is foreplay. ] 

I ... I like it. I like being tied up and blindfolded. I like it when it hurts a little.

[ it feels like something being ripped out of him instead of information given freely. staying a step ahead of the force by spitting it out himself. ]

But not you. It's too real with you. It's not the same.

[ is it? isn't it? he can't think too much about it while she's stroking him. or much about anything at all. ]