[ the way she looks at him — the way it feels like the air around him is crushing him — confirms what he already knew in his heart all this time: rey was gone. whoever... whatever... was left, this wasn't rey. the dark side warped her into something beyond recognition.
but even knowing it in his heart, seeing it before his eyes... what if there was some bit of rey left? what if he could bring her back? he knows he's not the right person for this; they were never that close and he almost certain isn't soft enough to turn someone back to the light. he solves his problems by blowing them up. ]
Doesn't matter.
[ could not give less of a shit about scavenging for a junker right now. he tries moving towards her, against the force. nope, can't. (it brings back some Bad memories, kylo ren memories. but he's pushing them down.) ]
C'mon. You don't need to do that. [ that being... kill him??? ] You could come back with me. Don't you wanna see Finn again?
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but even knowing it in his heart, seeing it before his eyes... what if there was some bit of rey left? what if he could bring her back? he knows he's not the right person for this; they were never that close and he almost certain isn't soft enough to turn someone back to the light. he solves his problems by blowing them up. ]
Doesn't matter.
[ could not give less of a shit about scavenging for a junker right now. he tries moving towards her, against the force. nope, can't. (it brings back some Bad memories, kylo ren memories. but he's pushing them down.) ]
C'mon. You don't need to do that. [ that being... kill him??? ] You could come back with me. Don't you wanna see Finn again?