[ he is here to ask a lot of vague conceptual questions that make sense to him even if they don't make sense in general. the answer is appreciated. he nods and everything.
anyway this is the story of how poe made his confused, traumatized pre-boyfriend cry on their second date. why exactly??
the unfounded yet sure feeling that he's in trouble? the fact that they carved this out of his brain or made it so he can't touch it anymore? the shitstorm he was having a while ago about the fact that the first order is gonna get him back eventually, and the immediate traitorous thought that he doesn't want to go back again? the fact that he's really overdue for this because it's been a hard time but there's no crying in the first order holding cells? possibly just bc he's getting a hug and he's tired, so what the fuck.
reasons he doesn't even know???? yes, is the answer.
does he consider that it's way too easy to cry on this dude tho? hell no, they call this a gift horse. join in if ur up for it pal he will not care much. ]
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anyway this is the story of how poe made his confused, traumatized pre-boyfriend cry on their second date. why exactly??
the unfounded yet sure feeling that he's in trouble? the fact that they carved this out of his brain or made it so he can't touch it anymore? the shitstorm he was having a while ago about the fact that the first order is gonna get him back eventually, and the immediate traitorous thought that he doesn't want to go back again? the fact that he's really overdue for this because it's been a hard time but there's no crying in the first order holding cells? possibly just bc he's getting a hug and he's tired, so what the fuck.
reasons he doesn't even know???? yes, is the answer.
does he consider that it's way too easy to cry on this dude tho? hell no, they call this a gift horse. join in if ur up for it pal he will not care much. ]