[ finn feels like he's maybe trying to run into a brick wall, too. he's at the point where he literally can't think of a simpler way to put it. they're hitting an impasse based on different fundamental understandings of how the universe works.
what the hell is this, some sort of "unconditional" love and support and unwavering belief that he matters? that's fake as hell. finn's not any less scared, but he can't make himself get mad either. even though poe is clearly on the wrong end of this. he can't find another argument to raise.
he just kinda. he just kinda feels really sad. and like he would probably catch an actual grenade for this guy. QUIT TRYING TO MAKE FINN CRY IN A SPACE DENNYS? 2k18? ]
It's not like I want... [ okay no he still can't make himself say he doesn't want to go back. he knows he will somehow. he came out knowing, and if he says it out loud something bad will obviously happen, that's how it works. wanting doesn't matter for a dang.
he shakes that train of thought out of his head, and it leaves him with the dumb soft train of thought instead, which is arguably even worse for him. but like. at least he can actually make himself say it. ] I don't know what to do with that.
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what the hell is this, some sort of "unconditional" love and support and unwavering belief that he matters? that's fake as hell. finn's not any less scared, but he can't make himself get mad either. even though poe is clearly on the wrong end of this. he can't find another argument to raise.
he just kinda. he just kinda feels really sad. and like he would probably catch an actual grenade for this guy. QUIT TRYING TO MAKE FINN CRY IN A SPACE DENNYS? 2k18? ]
It's not like I want... [ okay no he still can't make himself say he doesn't want to go back. he knows he will somehow. he came out knowing, and if he says it out loud something bad will obviously happen, that's how it works. wanting doesn't matter for a dang.
he shakes that train of thought out of his head, and it leaves him with the dumb soft train of thought instead, which is arguably even worse for him. but like. at least he can actually make himself say it. ] I don't know what to do with that.