followhim: <lj user="easystreet"> (omg tear this dude apart)
actual 100 emoji ([personal profile] followhim) wrote 2018-05-25 03:00 am (UTC)

[ he is currently running the whole gamut of emotions. every single thing that kylo said to him, he now has to process. and it's a wild ride.

1. he wants to see the bridge. he's mad at himself for wanting to see the bridge, but he still wants to see it. aggravating hux would be a bonus.

2. "yet too rebellious." yet. untrained. he didn't like the implication that allowed. that she was going to train him into obeying her. break him down somehow. he already knew that she could, if she wanted to. she could right now. but apparently she'd rather make some kind of game out of it.

3. maybe she's right. maybe he should be glad. at least holdo's sacrifice wasn't for nothing. she bought them time before, and was continuing to do so now.

4. normally, under different circumstances, he'd be pleased with the comparison to han solo. he grew up on stories of how brave han was, all the things he did with his father. sure, spending more time with leia had knocked him askew on the pedestal, but not completely off. however, that comparison coming out of kylo ren's mouth … it twisted it somehow. like most of the "compliments" she paid him.

how does he respond to any of that? his expression stays the same, the same stony outer shell barely containing all the anger underneath. don't focus on han solo (whom she killed). don't focus on the resistance (killing in progress). keep the scope narrow. ]


Sounds like you got me pegged. Since you know me so well, you oughta know you're never gonna be able to train me to do anything for you.

[ not without him dramatically fighting tooth and nail the entire time. ]

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