[ cut to poe, getting on his knees to suck the d, whispering "is this okay" over and over. like, he is trying so hard not to screw this up, he is actually trying too hard. 100 percent-ing gentle consensual nonsense. (he really doesn't want to screw this up.)
okay. it's all okay. everything is fine. he tries to let himself relax. really relax, not just blank out into sleep from lack of anything else worth doing. buries his face against finn's back. he smells like ... well, actually, probably not that great, realistically, but he's warm and solid and something. alive. that's all that matters.
i wonder who's gonna freak out and push the other out of bed first!!!! ]
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okay. it's all okay. everything is fine. he tries to let himself relax. really relax, not just blank out into sleep from lack of anything else worth doing. buries his face against finn's back. he smells like ... well, actually, probably not that great, realistically, but he's warm and solid and something. alive. that's all that matters.
i wonder who's gonna freak out and push the other out of bed first!!!! ]