[ it's fine, he's not really thinking of what finn would want. finn's preferences. he cares about and loves finn, of course, but what he wants supersedes what finn wants. finn doesn't really get any other choice but to agree.
he's still not really thinking. he tried to regain some kind of handle on thinking, really think about what he's saying or doing, but it's too hard. it's like trying to do math in a dream. there's too much in the way. too many hormones and sensations. every time she shifts against his knot is a reminder that he's still inside her. there was so much hesitance in the way she reprimanded him for disregarding finn, in the way that she squirms like she wants to break free. looking away from him.
but then she gives in. he can feel it. the snap of something changing. relenting. ]
I will. [he kisses her on the mouth, then goes back to where he'd been before, with his face pressed against her neck. he kisses over where he drew blood biting her. does he think that will ease any discomfort she's feeling? probably not. but he gets to take in her scent, which is his main priority.
his. she's his. he shifts on top of her, letting his muscles relax, longing to melt into her. every inch of her is his and he wants to rub his scent all over her until everyone else knows it, too. erase any trace of kylo ren that might have been left behind. kylo ren abandoned her and now she's his. ]
I'll take care of you, okay? You don't ever have to be alone again.
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he's still not really thinking. he tried to regain some kind of handle on thinking, really think about what he's saying or doing, but it's too hard. it's like trying to do math in a dream. there's too much in the way. too many hormones and sensations. every time she shifts against his knot is a reminder that he's still inside her. there was so much hesitance in the way she reprimanded him for disregarding finn, in the way that she squirms like she wants to break free. looking away from him.
but then she gives in. he can feel it. the snap of something changing. relenting. ]
I will. [he kisses her on the mouth, then goes back to where he'd been before, with his face pressed against her neck. he kisses over where he drew blood biting her. does he think that will ease any discomfort she's feeling? probably not. but he gets to take in her scent, which is his main priority.
his. she's his. he shifts on top of her, letting his muscles relax, longing to melt into her. every inch of her is his and he wants to rub his scent all over her until everyone else knows it, too. erase any trace of kylo ren that might have been left behind. kylo ren abandoned her and now she's his. ]
I'll take care of you, okay? You don't ever have to be alone again.
[ ♬ we'll never have problems again.mp3 ]