bythehand: (LONGEST YEA BOI EVER)
F̶N̶-̶2̶1̶8̶7̶ | Finn ([personal profile] bythehand) wrote in [personal profile] followhim 2018-01-17 02:37 am (UTC)

[ what sucks is that's still 100% a better plan than finn had. in every aspect. mostly by existing at all.

he hangs there with his clothes bundle. trying not to touch the big-ass mess that comes with thinking "he wants to get another ship and just gun it to the resistance for real oh god". ]


You don't have to--

[ less salty. more... cautious. you don't have to give me shit, buddy. or something. is there a point where the good gestures stop???? fuck it, he's not finishing that sentence. he'd bet real life money that everything and every favor is absolutely conditional, so what will the catch be on this unwanted prison break long-term? or was the whole catch "just don't leave."

so hey check out the little beach ball custom paint job droid, which is arguably the most actually heartbreaking part of this thread THEIR INNOCENT DROID SON. if he weren't losing his shit, he'd probably feel worse for letting this robopal down. as it stands, that's a lot of beeping and he had no idea there was a droid in here holy shit. ]


I don't speak that.

[ but he does speak relative freedom. dark coruscant neighborhoods. a lot of people and a lot of narrow, twisty streets that could make it easy to lose someone. he's thinking about just going for it when he climbs out tbh. there's a second where he stands there and stares into the middle distance while all his options start unfolding around him and he's like, i really could still go for it, i didn't ask this guy for any of this, i don't owe some weirdo rebel anything no matter who he thinks i am-slash-was.

the only move he accomplishes once he's out in the open is sitting on the ground with his head in his hands, tbh. he's feeling productive. it's great when there's literally no option whatsoever that he can think of that isn't terrifying and probably going to end in disaster. he loves that. he loves how he just.... clenches fist..... emotionally catches fire and can't handle thinking about seemingly simple things. ]

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