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[forcevisions]

Happy beeps. Yeah.

This should be fun. It's a strange situation, but we should be having fun.

[followhim]

having fun because it's like we're trapped in a night club?

[forcevisions]

Well, I've never been to a night club. And I wanted to try everything I'd missed out on, staying on Jakku all that time. This is a chance.

I mean it's not exactly what I had in mind when I imagined trying everything, but still.

[followhim]

it's kind of like this except you can leave and nobody's actually making you have sex. and less experiments. last time i checked, it's been awhile

there are some attractive people here

[forcevisions]

I watched a stranger shower.

[ she took that 'you can talk to me about this stuff' from before very seriously. ]

[followhim]

[ well you gotta admire the straight-forwardness ... ]

were you watching-watching or taking a shower too or what?

[forcevisions]

Just watching.

He invited me to.

[followhim]

if he invited you to, it's fine. he's probably into that

we had communal showers like that when i was in new republic barracks. the shower thing doesn't really bother me

👀🚿

[forcevisions]

It doesn't bother me either. It's like the hot springs.

It was a little strange at first because I was still dressed and I wasn't there to shower or anything. Just talk to him and watch. But he made me really comfortable.

You think he got something out of being watched?

[ 'something' here subbing for 'sexual gratification.' it's not impossible to imagine. lucas had an easiness about him like that. but also, no erection, so ??? ]

Is it true there are people who enjoy being insulted and spit on? Someone told me that during the tour.

[followhim]

oh so you were just watching. huh.

maybe? or maybe he's used to it. i probably wouldn't think about it too much if someone tried to talk to me while i was taking a shower. but he WANTED you to watch, right?

uhhh

a lot of people enjoy a lot of things. if you can think of something, there's probably somebody who gets off on it.

[forcevisions]

Yeah.

At least, I think he did. He invited me in with him, said I was welcome to join, but I told him I wasn't ready.





What are you into?

[followhim]

[ poe: ???? REY YOU'RE MY SISTER
also poe: i guess we did make a blood pact for sex and that would be useful information ]

rough stuff like scratching and biting. being tied up, blindfolds, that kind of thing. i like oral a lot.

[ sittin there like "i really want at least a threesome and to talk about how i think about weird shit like having sex with droids and nonhumans who aren't just like palette swap humans but i better start small before going into that shit 💦" ]

[forcevisions]

[ Man look at that. He was just Ready. He had a fuckin list. Rey was proud of herself for being like 'uwu i like being bitten' at Lucas after he made jokes about it like twice. ]

I like scratching and biting.

[ This is weird because she's now acutely aware that he probably did this with Finn and — well, I guess that text is fair because now he's probably trapped with the mental picture of her and Kylo Ren so. Here we are on this fine evening. ]

How did you figure out about the rest? Did someone suggest it to you or did you see it in a holo?

[followhim]

[ it's true. his mind wanders to a dark place it didn't want to go. (i mean he was wondering about how kissing kylo ren was many minutes ago. maybe he's on his way to a different threesome than the one he was originally planning 50 years ago on hanabira.) ]

both? sometimes you see stuff in holos and you start thinking about it and you realize you like it. or sometimes the person you're with wants to try something and you realize you like it. it's all sort of figuring stuff out as you go along

[forcevisions]

Have you ever tried something and had it go really badly?

[followhim]

no way. i only make good choices 😉

[forcevisions]

Poe, remember who you're talking to.

[followhim]

i was joking!!

but no, i dunno. i've had bad sex before but it was bad just because it was bad

[forcevisions]

What does that mean? How does it get bad?

I don't want it to be bad.

[followhim]

sometimes you can tell when the other person isn't actually interested, right? or maybe you're not actually interested.

or sometimes you get taken out of the moment and you can't get it back.

[forcevisions]

That makes sense.

Is it okay if I keep asking you questions?

[followhim]

yeah, sure. dunno if i'll have good answers but i can try

[forcevisions]

What is it about being tied up that you like?

[followhim]

[ oh so when she said more questions she meant ... psychological analysis. sweats ]

uhhhh

well, you like scratching and biting. so you know how it is when stuff hurts but in a good way. struggling against rope or whatever is kind of like that. and it's a control thing, i guess. because i like to be in control, and when you're tied up, you're not. you have to trust the other person with you.

does that make sense? i didn't really think about it before

[forcevisions]

It makes sense.

[ this conversation is now riding a weird line between like ... supportive and friendly, academic and curious, and ... straight up erotic. and rey doesn't know what to do with that. so she's just yeeting. ]

Uh thanks. I don't really know all of what I like, obviously. So understanding what makes it appealing to you ... helps.