[ as a walking factory in production of the no chill brand, finn cannot and does not put in the effort to keep a shiver from running up his spine. objectively licking shouldn't be such a Promising enterprise. but objectivity is fake anyway.
as a weenie in general, he's not complaining about the extra contact. he's happy to lean back into it some, actually. take advantage of this prime chance to get a little hand over hand action. hang with a very warm and attractive person. that's some good shit right there. ]
Maybe if it goes both ways. I'd be up for trying. [ he doesn't mean that as a double entendre but i DO. finn has broad interest in some more claim-laying activity. ] This put a big dent in those plans you mentioned?
[ slippery and tingly and trying to embrace it for the greater booty call: a star wars story. im half asleep tell me if this makes no sense and ill return to edit. ]
[ poe's dick: no keep yeeting i'm so warm i'm Ready don't worry about it the rest of him: that lube packet exploded on u for a reason and it's because you Need to Talk. this was divine intervention clearly.
he doesn't pull away, but he doesn't make any more Advancing Moves either. "in the middle of having sex is a great time for important conversations" - no one. literally no one has ever said that. but here he goes. ]
Nah. [ he kisses him one more time before yeeting into ]But can we — we talk about something first? I'm just — I think I gotta talk about it before we do anything else.
[ "the lube packet said we had to talk about it" and other deep thoughts from poe's brain. ]
[ it's the weirdest version of reading tea leaves i've ever seen in my life. but it's valid, i'd probably do the same thing in his position.
it takes finn half a second. he has to remember that his brain isn't just a one track thirst machine. he can do conversations. and then he is immediately concerned about any sort of "actually we need to talk" that comes with this kind of precision timing. he can't believe poe is either dying or breaking things off and he waited until they were having sex to bring it up. rip. ]
Yeah. Of course. [ he'd feel better about this if he had an easier time looking poe in the face, so he's gonna go ahead and finagle himself a turnaround. is it graceful? no. impossible. this is a very lubricated bed now. but it's effective. ] You okay?
[ the fact that poe only has one braincell really shines through in times like this. ]
Yeah, I — [ am instantly filled with regret for doing this now but have committed to it?? ?] I just wanted you to know that I've had sex with other people. Who weren't you. And I felt weird not saying anything. Because I still ... like you most. Is that okay?
[ well, he can see why that would feel like a better subject to bring up before really getting into anything. like yeah they're naked and he went to town on poe like this is a really trashy vampire au fic, and if the lube packet hadn't exploded it. maybe wouldn't have come up until later?
but finn can kinda get the vibe here.
he feels some kind of way about it. exactly what way, he's not sure of yet. they sort of talked about this prospect before the first quenchquest. how any kind of legit relationship attempt would be complicated At Best on sex research island. there's always gonna be some bang happening. finn keeps running it through the processor. someone might as well draw a question mark on his forehead at this rate. ]
It's not like I thought it wouldn't happen. We're here for a reason. [ everyone here is hot and bound to get to participating. he doesn't think he's upset??? there are non-poe people he'd totally be dtf if the opportunity came up. he's not hopping himself up on weird double standards of getting laid.
and there's sort of just some Oh Hm feeling circling the brain drain regardless. thinking sucks. he's gonna go highkey gay and take one of poe's slippery tingly hands between his slippery tingly hands. i wouldn't rp this sincere and serious convo in any other setting so jot that down. what if he follows his thought train... and communicates like an adult. ]
So I'm not mad. You know, it's probably good that you didn't think you had to keep it to yourself. [ that's his educated guess anyway, he has no idea what the fuck he's doing. but he thinks it's a way worse look if poe had sex with other people and felt like it meant a whole thing and needed to be kept secret from the bae. ] Look, as long as you don't start keeping me around just because you feel... obligated, or something. I think we're gonna be fine.
[ yeah that sounds about on track. a little more up the right feelings alley than deciding he must be jealous. he's 99% sure he could trust poe to be like "sorry this isn't working yeet" if that was what's really happening here, otherwise he probably wouldn't have floated that hypothetical At All.
after 2 months or whatever, dare finn believe,,, poe likes him and thinks he's attractive and enjoys spending time around him in general. ]
[ the slippery tingly handholding really adds a whole extra layer to this scene. fascinating.
this is better. it's going well. he thinks? he's in a weird in-between space emotionally. one foot in the door of "i really wanna double down on the 'i love you' thing" and one foot back outside in the "absolutely do not say that we are fwb and it's Cool." but he feels better for having said something. talking about your problems: a revolutionary technique.]
It's on the board. [that slips out just like if he got some of the lube in his big stupid mouth. ] I didn't put it on the board. I don't like that thing. But it's there.
[ now that he's said those words, the galaxy brain is at work like he didn't say "yeah me too fam" ... what does it mean? is that good? bad? ]
What about -- did you? ... You don't have to answer that.
I don't really check the board. [ part of it is him staying in his lane. part of it is not knowing who half of anyone on there is. part of it is his mun forgetting about the board a lot of the time. balance.
reasons he likes having poe around number a million: turn down for what for free will and liberal with his "you don't have to"s. as someone who can be super spite motivated, finn is way less inclined to get salty about a question he doesn't have to answer. it's not a social corner. it's an optional window.
so he thinks on it for a sec. and doesn't really need long to think on it. they're already here doing this anyway and there's a whole lotta nothing to report as it is. SHRUG. ]
And I haven't. Yet. For the record. It's, uh. [ finn internally: @s himself over how to speak like a human. he doesn't want to just be like nah i've got you hooked on as a sex dispenser and that's It?? ] I don't feel like I'm off-track around you. And I know you've got my back. So I figured I didn't need to push it.
[ he knows why he's here. he knew before he agreed. exclusivity is a luxury folks can't afford in these parts. but he has one whole trust for poe, who's easy to be around in general anyway, and someone he goes to and feels like he fits, who he knows he can count on for the good d as a bonus. rey has the first two things and he got the impression she's personally not dtf, which he respects in general.
unless someone goes on a drugging jamboree next time there's a party, the luxury of not getting any ass he's (unsure) about felt like one he could maybe afford for a while. or the luxury of getting ass at all ever, when sometimes he tries to make small talk with someone and his soul leaves his body and he's like oh boy i'm sure not a whole-ass person oh god. ]
[ for the record poe was and continues to be fine with being a sex dispenser. he just felt vaguely guilty for doing some dispensing to other people. BUT IT'S FINE NOW. everything is actually chill. there just might be a couple of chill bones in his body.
but he's actually glad finn doesn't check the board because, as stated, he doesn't like the board. just because everyone is having sex with everyone else doesn't mean that he'd like to do anything other than stay in his lane and mind his business. (also he was going to feel bad if finn saw it first and was like "poe did what with thor?? ? ?" fuckin thor.) ]
Yeah, no, that's fine. Great. I feel the same way with you. Not off-track. It's like ... I know where I am.
[ poe's one braincell: it's because he has like no experience so he's a blank canvas you can paint all your kinks on the rest of poe: LITERALLY NO ONE ASKED YOU, IT'S BECAUSE FINN IS WHY THE STARS COME OUT AT NIGHT
it's okay because he immediately has to think about the next question. that seems like something friends do? he had friends once upon a time. in current friend news, he knows way too much about rey's sex life and he didn't even want to know that much. this seems a lot better by comparison. also, if he's being honestly with himself ... of course he wants to know. maybe they'll let him watch 👀 (he'll save that kink for later.) ]
Sure, yeah. If you wanna talk about it. [ he starts to grin, a valiant return to his bullshit. ] Maybe I can pick up some tips.
[ shoutout to his chill bones. they'll probably be short-lived so it's important to remember them while we can. finn has the finn version of chill, too, but it's not very chill. it's more like poe says he feels the same way with him and finn does a cool backflip without actually doing a backflip.
that's a good thing. he's pretty sure it's a good thing. he likes it, so. probably good. poe is such a good. he'd die for poe. ignore the base tier that self sacrifice is for finn. poe is just great and that's the real point.
even if, yes, he instantly valiantly returns to his bullshit. finn makes a face at him. ]
I think you'll manage fine without picking up tips, Poe.
[ he almost paps a hand over poe's face to push him, but luckily one of his braincells is like please don't accidentally get any of this stuff in poe's eyes. and that's valid. ]
[ poe would die for finn so that's fine. they're just that one pic of the guys noodling around each other to get in front of the gun until the person with the gun leaves.
but it's fine. great. cool. they had another Talk and it didn't end with everything being on fire. with more cumulative Talk experience, maybe he'll learn that it's very unlikely that it will ever end with anything being on fire.
maybe he can pick back up where they left off. that's what he decides. instead of finn pushing down poe, poe shoves finn down by the shoulders. ]
Yeah, you're right. I'm pretty good all on my own.
[ healthy relationship development: have had at least two responsible Talks and nothing is on fire yet.
finn goes down without a fight. he doesn't even complain about the tragic lube explosion that led them into convo town. he's decided to embrace this all in the name of getting laid. and in the name of getting some quality time with poe.
but he made the booty call and he's definitely seeing that through, so. gotta prioritize. side note from him to himself, bite poe all the time, it looks fantastic. ]
Big talk. Still waiting on those plans I heard about.
[ help him poebi-juan whoever u are... you're his only ho. ]
[ criticism like that, even playful criticism, ONLY MAKES HIM STRONGER. yeet here he goes. he is reinvigorated with purpose. ]
Good things come to those who wait.
[ you can almost hear the dumb winking emoji in his voice. now that he's got finn where he wants him and lube is ... generally sort of in the right place, he's just gonna go for it. gonna start fingering him in the ass, as one does for the ones they truly love. ]
[ poe is doing important and diligent partner work right now. finn, personally, opens with snorting. poe fast ships and impatience mcgee dameron up there. get a load of that guy. ]
Very wise.
[ the emphasis was gonna be there to poke fun at him a little regardless, but it's probably working double time because he says it at a fingering-adjacent point.
finn can fill this pillow queen role as needs must. i mean he takes to it easier than poe at a default tbh, but even if he didn't, at this point it's like. he made poe pillow queen for a very long time while he was engaging in sexy vampire aesthetic, it's only fair. so he's gonna do it. enjoy the ride. try to Be Relaxed and comfortable. or at least 20% more relaxed than he is most of the time and as comfortable as he can be. that's basically the same thing. poe is a comfortable person to be with. he's sure not having a bad time.
this warm tingly lube is a credit to lubekind. it should be proud.
i was gonna gagtag you with (moans) but i was actually too lazy to delete it before doing a real tag so i did a real tag instead. ]
[ honestly i would have taken (moans) as a whole valid tag because sometimes that's how life be.
he just needs a minute to reorient himself and get into this. the mood isn't gone because honestly he is ready to bone finn 365/24/7 or whatever the planetary equivalent of every second of every day is on zhautas. he can get hard again with very little effort. just the sheer energy of thinking about how much he wants to bone finn. fingering continues. when he seems to be doing ok with one, he adds in another. ]
Just relax, okay? I'm gonna ride you, you just gotta relax.
[ the second finger is a nice change of pace. finn has a notable and vested interest in it. he too wants to bone. sort of part and parcel with the experience and sort of plain old anticipation.
he doesn't try to put the kibosh on his breath hitching a few times, either. he's not here to die on a hill of doing a statue impression while he's getting fingered. that's way too steep of a hill to die on. there's good shit happening here.
it's gonna be great when poe is back in the proper grabbing range, though. important note from finn to himself: "i'm gonna ride you" sounds hot. keeping that ol' snapshot in the brain. ]
Oh, is-- sorry, is this not relaxed enough?
[ finn is asking that 100% to be a butt about it ftr. he makes a dumb gesture at himself in general. even as he speaks, he's doing the best he can to try to shift more into the relaxing zone. keep the tension to a minimum. since yeah in theory the fastest route from point a to point d is to have... a modicum of chill. moves things along a little faster, and as someone horny on main enough to initiate a booty call, finn respects that.
it should be counterproductive to have to really actively pursue relaxing more, but that's just where finn is as a person. right on that amy santiago level. ]
[ is he??? is he joking??? yeah he's joking. probably. that's finn, his salty poptart ... who is kind of tense in general as a person, huh. he just noticed. wow, he loves him so much. he chuckles under his breath. ]
You'll know.
[ has he spent a long time thinking about this? i mean, probably. he has whiteboards and diagrams full of explicit things he'd like to do to finn. one by one he will filter through all of them. he's been making great strides in the last idk month.
he decides that finn is ready (more realistically, he is impatient and can't lovingly do foreplay anymore) and just yeets on in. well ... okay he doesn't literally yeet on in. he slowly presses himself in until he's as far as he's going to go. yes. perfect. his hands settle vaguely in the area of finn's back, then he tests out the situation. thrusts a couple times. holy shit that's the good stuff. but also, first: ]
Tell me if it hurts. We can stop.
[ like, poe might literally die of thirst if he has to stop, but it's a sacrifice he's willing to make. ]
[ the ultimate scientific truth of it is that dicks are bigger than fingers and finn is in a particularly prime position to become intimately aware of that. which like, okay, duh, a very obvious fact. and poe was 100% right about the relaxing too. it's a real the more you know moment. test thrusts: succeed in not killing anybody. he takes a sharp breath and just kinda hangs onto it. ]
Sure. Yeah. [ what he knows for sure is he's super glad poe didn't actually yeet right in there. all around a very good choice. this is weirdly more a Lot than he thought it would be as it is. sort of a lot of different little things pinging around in the ol' brain space. the stretch and pressure to adjust to, not painful but a little shy of comfortable. he thinks that'll ease up pretty fast. still horny on main? yep. definitely happening. he has full confidence that it's gonna be a good time. and he knows poe is into this, which is in fact a turn-on.
finn finds himself mostly fumbling with the sense of straight-up intimacy that files in unannounced. they've been having sex for like a month? he's literally gently washed poe's hair in the shower at least one time. he's probably been committing to blowjob lessons. people being naked isn't a huge Thing. and yet he's still over here having a momentary galaxy brain explosion like "wow this is a thing that's really happening" i guess. there's just something about it. words for these things whomst, don't remember meeting them. (a dumb idiot in the slow careful feelings-catching process? in this economy? it's more likely than you think.)
which he doesn't dislike, really. so finn remembers the breathing out part of the breathing process finally, which is a nice outlet for relaxing himself a little bit more too. he wets his lips. ]
[ tbf, poe is feeling it too. it being the sensation of "oh shit son we're taking it to the next level." he honestly didn't expect it to feel any different from their usual bjs and handjobs setup, emotions-wise, but it kind of does. "how can he slowly melt into finn with his whole being" and other thoughts someone who just committed to being Casual probably should not be thinking. ]
Yeah you are.
[ you're doing amazing sweetie. he's so warm. a tight warm place with more friction than a mouth or hand could give. he tries to go slow, but the lube discourages him from that plan of action by making the motions feel like sliding on hot ice. he wants to chase after it. more.
it's unclear whether finn getting into it either starts or just encourages the heat rolling up inside him, but he's feeling some kind of way in this chili's tonight. he's going to show bae a good time. by trying to grind against his prostrate. ]
[ that's sure not bad content. praise kink fed, getting the good d is in progress, all is right in the world even when there are big patches of exploded lube on the covers. this is good in all the usual little ways. hearing the way poe's breathing changes, feeling when his fingers flex. how he maybe aims for slow and basically lets that thread slip right on through the cracks like sand in the hourglass.
very hot. hot is the right word. very poe.
the switch-up to grinding undeniably catches finn off guard, in one of those "in the best possible way" ways. he drops his head, open-mouthed, makes some sort of sharp, breathless sound that gets stuck in his throat before he can reel it in. fumbles a hand backwards onto whatever part of poe he can dig his fingers into for a little while. you know, classy stuff.
this specific bonus content is unexpected, but not unwelcome. it might be the goodest shit of all. this would probably be a cool time to say something sexy or encouraging but consider: no. too busy appreciating the full experience. the going's been good and it sure as hell is staying good. ]
[ he is living his best life. gay and thriving. he takes finn's sharp gasp followed by nothing as a fine compliment.
he grabs at finn's hand, although it's more of a grabbing at his wrist than an actual handhold. as much as he knows it's finn's number one kink, it's not the most opportune time. especially since he's like "hmm time for a position shift." he plants his hands down on either side of finn and presses his face down roughly in the area of behind finn's neck and also sort of at his shoulder. perfect. he's clearly not feeling much like talking either, but he does bite at the back of finn's neck while he's over there. that's how he shows affection — like a feral child.
there are a lot of good feelings here and he's like hmm maybe i can ride this out. forever. it sounds exhausting, but also ideal. he's hanging in there for now. ]
[ poe going for the hand grab is emotionally very fulfilling. finn was technically a little more in the school of Grab The Leggy, or ass, or basically whatever he found that could be grabbed, but like. the hand attempt in itself is so nice. poe's always nice. gross.
trading it off for the position shift is worth it. not just for the subtle change in angle, which finn thinks would be worth the tradeoff already-- there are a lot of good things happening with it, a sharp-edged satisfaction that comes with the stretch and the fullness and taking poe back in every time he thrusts. pressing back just enough to nail down a little more of that prostate action. finn is firmly sat upon the thriving train. getting laid aside, it's also worth it for the added dose of "hot pilot plastered onto back," which is hot on all its own merits.
change is good. the fortune cookies were right. finn embraces this turn by shifting his hand from grabby mcgee position to the more well-known jerking off position. his brain finally gets him on track with it, because he's so hard it almost hurts and turning this into a full hands-on experience makes it even better. he's cracked the code. and he's also not in any particular rush, but he's digging the 49 shades of tingly lube relief across the board right now.
he'd second the just do this forever motion in this chili's tonight, only he's busy trying to not make some form of actual legit sound since there's still a whole... house party... happening out there somewhere. people be partying. gotta work up to poe's exhibition kink. even if sources can't confirm whether or not someone was in the bathroom trying to wash a spill off their shirt and then they got a free radio show ig. ]
[ he notices finn go to jerk himself off and a stray thought is like "can i help???" only to immediately be met with no. like, he's busy with other tasks, like pounding that ass. and, secondly, he's into watching the five percent of action he can see. his brain can fill in the other 95 percent. he wanted to watch, now he's kind of watching finn jerk off and that's beautiful.
it inspires him to thrust harder. well, that, and he wants to get some noise out of him. maybe at least one noise. this is sex island, he has a low-key exhibition kink, and he just discovered the joy of not having to be super-quiet all the time himself. there's some more kiss-biting action around finn's neck. he's truly in his element, said element being feeding off how effective he is at making other people enjoy things. if finn is having a bad time, it's literally impossible to tell. ]
Edited (what if i used a different icon ever) 2018-09-24 02:15 (UTC)
[ poe gets off on being able to get people off. that feels accurate. also yeah, if finn were having a bad time, he'd definitely have made it known by now. it would have been the full cease, desist, and renegotiate this setup mccoy. conversation break part 2.
as it stands, he's on the opposite side of that on the sex scale. it's actually really nice to have something to do with one of his hands right now, even. trying to stroke in time, enjoying that whole Warming Sensation lube brand since there's so much of it readily available. poe's voyeurism probably has a bright future. finn likes to be doing things.
the elective decision to shift into maximum overdrive is?? good. a good call. finn can't come up with legit introspection about it because he's got better priorities. in terms of poe's quest to lowkey feed his own exhibition kink, it's probably the best elective decision. like he takes his sharp breath, everything seems quiet on the western front, perfectly legit, definitely doing a great job remembering how to breathe. and then a sound basically falls out of him like sands through the self-control hourglass at some point, before he can catch it in his verbal brita filter.
it sounds like it could have been a swear word that tripped and fell on the way out the door, maybe. or the first 1/3 of an actual moan. the seal has been broken. the CD is scratched and it's probably gonna keep coming back around to it and skipping parts of songs.
anyone probably could have told finn that getting railed a wall away from an active party would inevitably change his usual noise game before he made that booty call.
the bed is still nice, tho. poe still delivers the good content. so he probably would have risked it anyway. ]
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as a weenie in general, he's not complaining about the extra contact. he's happy to lean back into it some, actually. take advantage of this prime chance to get a little hand over hand action. hang with a very warm and attractive person. that's some good shit right there. ]
Maybe if it goes both ways. I'd be up for trying. [ he doesn't mean that as a double entendre but i DO. finn has broad interest in some more claim-laying activity. ] This put a big dent in those plans you mentioned?
[ slippery and tingly and trying to embrace it for the greater booty call: a star wars story. im half asleep tell me if this makes no sense and ill return to edit. ]
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the rest of him: that lube packet exploded on u for a reason and it's because you Need to Talk. this was divine intervention clearly.
he doesn't pull away, but he doesn't make any more Advancing Moves either. "in the middle of having sex is a great time for important conversations" - no one. literally no one has ever said that. but here he goes. ]
Nah. [ he kisses him one more time before yeeting into ]But can we — we talk about something first? I'm just — I think I gotta talk about it before we do anything else.
[ "the lube packet said we had to talk about it" and other deep thoughts from poe's brain. ]
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it takes finn half a second. he has to remember that his brain isn't just a one track thirst machine. he can do conversations. and then he is immediately concerned about any sort of "actually we need to talk" that comes with this kind of precision timing. he can't believe poe is either dying or breaking things off and he waited until they were having sex to bring it up. rip. ]
Yeah. Of course. [ he'd feel better about this if he had an easier time looking poe in the face, so he's gonna go ahead and finagle himself a turnaround. is it graceful? no. impossible. this is a very lubricated bed now. but it's effective. ] You okay?
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Yeah, I — [ am instantly filled with regret for doing this now but have committed to it?? ?] I just wanted you to know that I've had sex with other people. Who weren't you. And I felt weird not saying anything. Because I still ... like you most. Is that okay?
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but finn can kinda get the vibe here.
he feels some kind of way about it. exactly what way, he's not sure of yet. they sort of talked about this prospect before the first quenchquest. how any kind of legit relationship attempt would be complicated At Best on sex research island. there's always gonna be some bang happening. finn keeps running it through the processor. someone might as well draw a question mark on his forehead at this rate. ]
It's not like I thought it wouldn't happen. We're here for a reason. [ everyone here is hot and bound to get to participating. he doesn't think he's upset??? there are non-poe people he'd totally be dtf if the opportunity came up. he's not hopping himself up on weird double standards of getting laid.
and there's sort of just some Oh Hm feeling circling the brain drain regardless. thinking sucks. he's gonna go highkey gay and take one of poe's slippery tingly hands between his slippery tingly hands. i wouldn't rp this sincere and serious convo in any other setting so jot that down. what if he follows his thought train... and communicates like an adult. ]
So I'm not mad. You know, it's probably good that you didn't think you had to keep it to yourself. [ that's his educated guess anyway, he has no idea what the fuck he's doing. but he thinks it's a way worse look if poe had sex with other people and felt like it meant a whole thing and needed to be kept secret from the bae. ] Look, as long as you don't start keeping me around just because you feel... obligated, or something. I think we're gonna be fine.
[ yeah that sounds about on track. a little more up the right feelings alley than deciding he must be jealous. he's 99% sure he could trust poe to be like "sorry this isn't working yeet" if that was what's really happening here, otherwise he probably wouldn't have floated that hypothetical At All.
after 2 months or whatever, dare finn believe,,, poe likes him and thinks he's attractive and enjoys spending time around him in general. ]
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this is better. it's going well. he thinks? he's in a weird in-between space emotionally. one foot in the door of "i really wanna double down on the 'i love you' thing" and one foot back outside in the "absolutely do not say that we are fwb and it's Cool." but he feels better for having said something. talking about your problems: a revolutionary technique.]
It's on the board. [that slips out just like if he got some of the lube in his big stupid mouth. ] I didn't put it on the board. I don't like that thing. But it's there.
[ now that he's said those words, the galaxy brain is at work like he didn't say "yeah me too fam" ... what does it mean? is that good? bad? ]
What about -- did you? ... You don't have to answer that.
[ yeet ]
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reasons he likes having poe around number a million: turn down for what for free will and liberal with his "you don't have to"s. as someone who can be super spite motivated, finn is way less inclined to get salty about a question he doesn't have to answer. it's not a social corner. it's an optional window.
so he thinks on it for a sec. and doesn't really need long to think on it. they're already here doing this anyway and there's a whole lotta nothing to report as it is. SHRUG. ]
And I haven't. Yet. For the record. It's, uh. [ finn internally: @s himself over how to speak like a human. he doesn't want to just be like nah i've got you hooked on as a sex dispenser and that's It?? ] I don't feel like I'm off-track around you. And I know you've got my back. So I figured I didn't need to push it.
[ he knows why he's here. he knew before he agreed. exclusivity is a luxury folks can't afford in these parts. but he has one whole trust for poe, who's easy to be around in general anyway, and someone he goes to and feels like he fits, who he knows he can count on for the good d as a bonus. rey has the first two things and he got the impression she's personally not dtf, which he respects in general.
unless someone goes on a drugging jamboree next time there's a party, the luxury of not getting any ass he's (unsure) about felt like one he could maybe afford for a while. or the luxury of getting ass at all ever, when sometimes he tries to make small talk with someone and his soul leaves his body and he's like oh boy i'm sure not a whole-ass person oh god. ]
Do you wanna know when I do?
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but he's actually glad finn doesn't check the board because, as stated, he doesn't like the board. just because everyone is having sex with everyone else doesn't mean that he'd like to do anything other than stay in his lane and mind his business. (also he was going to feel bad if finn saw it first and was like "poe did what with thor?? ? ?" fuckin thor.) ]
Yeah, no, that's fine. Great. I feel the same way with you. Not off-track. It's like ... I know where I am.
[ poe's one braincell: it's because he has like no experience so he's a blank canvas you can paint all your kinks on
the rest of poe: LITERALLY NO ONE ASKED YOU, IT'S BECAUSE FINN IS WHY THE STARS COME OUT AT NIGHT
it's okay because he immediately has to think about the next question. that seems like something friends do? he had friends once upon a time. in current friend news, he knows way too much about rey's sex life and he didn't even want to know that much. this seems a lot better by comparison. also, if he's being honestly with himself ... of course he wants to know.
maybe they'll let him watch👀 (he'll save that kink for later.) ]Sure, yeah. If you wanna talk about it. [ he starts to grin, a valiant return to his bullshit. ] Maybe I can pick up some tips.
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that's a good thing. he's pretty sure it's a good thing. he likes it, so. probably good. poe is such a good. he'd die for poe. ignore the base tier that self sacrifice is for finn. poe is just great and that's the real point.
even if, yes, he instantly valiantly returns to his bullshit. finn makes a face at him. ]
I think you'll manage fine without picking up tips, Poe.
[ he almost paps a hand over poe's face to push him, but luckily one of his braincells is like please don't accidentally get any of this stuff in poe's eyes. and that's valid. ]
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but it's fine. great. cool. they had another Talk and it didn't end with everything being on fire. with more cumulative Talk experience, maybe he'll learn that it's very unlikely that it will ever end with anything being on fire.
maybe he can pick back up where they left off. that's what he decides. instead of finn pushing down poe, poe shoves finn down by the shoulders. ]
Yeah, you're right. I'm pretty good all on my own.
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finn goes down without a fight. he doesn't even complain about the tragic lube explosion that led them into convo town. he's decided to embrace this all in the name of getting laid. and in the name of getting some quality time with poe.
but he made the booty call and he's definitely seeing that through, so. gotta prioritize. side note from him to himself, bite poe all the time, it looks fantastic. ]
Big talk. Still waiting on those plans I heard about.
[ help him poebi-juan whoever u are... you're his only ho. ]
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Good things come to those who wait.
[ you can almost hear the dumb winking emoji in his voice. now that he's got finn where he wants him and lube is ... generally sort of in the right place, he's just gonna go for it. gonna start fingering him in the ass, as one does for the ones they truly love. ]
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Very wise.
[ the emphasis was gonna be there to poke fun at him a little regardless, but it's probably working double time because he says it at a fingering-adjacent point.
finn can fill this pillow queen role as needs must. i mean he takes to it easier than poe at a default tbh, but even if he didn't, at this point it's like. he made poe pillow queen for a very long time while he was engaging in sexy vampire aesthetic, it's only fair. so he's gonna do it. enjoy the ride. try to Be Relaxed and comfortable. or at least 20% more relaxed than he is most of the time and as comfortable as he can be. that's basically the same thing. poe is a comfortable person to be with. he's sure not having a bad time.
this warm tingly lube is a credit to lubekind. it should be proud.
i was gonna gagtag you with (moans) but i was actually too lazy to delete it before doing a real tag so i did a real tag instead. ]
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he just needs a minute to reorient himself and get into this. the mood isn't gone because honestly he is ready to bone finn 365/24/7 or whatever the planetary equivalent of every second of every day is on zhautas. he can get hard again with very little effort. just the sheer energy of thinking about how much he wants to bone finn. fingering continues. when he seems to be doing ok with one, he adds in another. ]
Just relax, okay? I'm gonna ride you, you just gotta relax.
[ more smooth pillowtalk from a smooth man. ]
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he doesn't try to put the kibosh on his breath hitching a few times, either. he's not here to die on a hill of doing a statue impression while he's getting fingered. that's way too steep of a hill to die on. there's good shit happening here.
it's gonna be great when poe is back in the proper grabbing range, though. important note from finn to himself: "i'm gonna ride you" sounds hot. keeping that ol' snapshot in the brain. ]
Oh, is-- sorry, is this not relaxed enough?
[ finn is asking that 100% to be a butt about it ftr. he makes a dumb gesture at himself in general. even as he speaks, he's doing the best he can to try to shift more into the relaxing zone. keep the tension to a minimum. since yeah in theory the fastest route from point a to point d is to have... a modicum of chill. moves things along a little faster, and as someone horny on main enough to initiate a booty call, finn respects that.
it should be counterproductive to have to really actively pursue relaxing more, but that's just where finn is as a person. right on that amy santiago level. ]
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You'll know.
[ has he spent a long time thinking about this? i mean, probably. he has whiteboards and diagrams full of explicit things he'd like to do to finn. one by one he will filter through all of them. he's been making great strides in the last idk month.
he decides that finn is ready (more realistically, he is impatient and can't lovingly do foreplay anymore) and just yeets on in. well ... okay he doesn't literally yeet on in. he slowly presses himself in until he's as far as he's going to go. yes. perfect. his hands settle vaguely in the area of finn's back, then he tests out the situation. thrusts a couple times. holy shit that's the good stuff. but also, first: ]
Tell me if it hurts. We can stop.
[ like, poe might literally die of thirst if he has to stop, but it's a sacrifice he's willing to make. ]
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Sure. Yeah. [ what he knows for sure is he's super glad poe didn't actually yeet right in there. all around a very good choice. this is weirdly more a Lot than he thought it would be as it is. sort of a lot of different little things pinging around in the ol' brain space. the stretch and pressure to adjust to, not painful but a little shy of comfortable. he thinks that'll ease up pretty fast. still horny on main? yep. definitely happening. he has full confidence that it's gonna be a good time. and he knows poe is into this, which is in fact a turn-on.
finn finds himself mostly fumbling with the sense of straight-up intimacy that files in unannounced. they've been having sex for like a month? he's literally gently washed poe's hair in the shower at least one time. he's probably been committing to blowjob lessons. people being naked isn't a huge Thing. and yet he's still over here having a momentary galaxy brain explosion like "wow this is a thing that's really happening" i guess. there's just something about it. words for these things whomst, don't remember meeting them. (a dumb idiot in the slow careful feelings-catching process? in this economy? it's more likely than you think.)
which he doesn't dislike, really. so finn remembers the breathing out part of the breathing process finally, which is a nice outlet for relaxing himself a little bit more too. he wets his lips. ]
I think I'm good, though.
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Yeah you are.
[ you're doing amazing sweetie. he's so warm. a tight warm place with more friction than a mouth or hand could give. he tries to go slow, but the lube discourages him from that plan of action by making the motions feel like sliding on hot ice. he wants to chase after it. more.
it's unclear whether finn getting into it either starts or just encourages the heat rolling up inside him, but he's feeling some kind of way in this chili's tonight. he's going to show bae a good time. by trying to grind against his prostrate. ]
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very hot. hot is the right word. very poe.
the switch-up to grinding undeniably catches finn off guard, in one of those "in the best possible way" ways. he drops his head, open-mouthed, makes some sort of sharp, breathless sound that gets stuck in his throat before he can reel it in. fumbles a hand backwards onto whatever part of poe he can dig his fingers into for a little while. you know, classy stuff.
this specific bonus content is unexpected, but not unwelcome. it might be the goodest shit of all. this would probably be a cool time to say something sexy or encouraging but consider: no. too busy appreciating the full experience. the going's been good and it sure as hell is staying good. ]
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he grabs at finn's hand, although it's more of a grabbing at his wrist than an actual handhold. as much as he knows it's finn's number one kink, it's not the most opportune time. especially since he's like "hmm time for a position shift." he plants his hands down on either side of finn and presses his face down roughly in the area of behind finn's neck and also sort of at his shoulder. perfect. he's clearly not feeling much like talking either, but he does bite at the back of finn's neck while he's over there. that's how he shows affection — like a feral child.
there are a lot of good feelings here and he's like hmm maybe i can ride this out. forever. it sounds exhausting, but also ideal. he's hanging in there for now. ]
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trading it off for the position shift is worth it. not just for the subtle change in angle, which finn thinks would be worth the tradeoff already-- there are a lot of good things happening with it, a sharp-edged satisfaction that comes with the stretch and the fullness and taking poe back in every time he thrusts. pressing back just enough to nail down a little more of that prostate action. finn is firmly sat upon the thriving train. getting laid aside, it's also worth it for the added dose of "hot pilot plastered onto back," which is hot on all its own merits.
change is good. the fortune cookies were right. finn embraces this turn by shifting his hand from grabby mcgee position to the more well-known jerking off position. his brain finally gets him on track with it, because he's so hard it almost hurts and turning this into a full hands-on experience makes it even better. he's cracked the code. and he's also not in any particular rush, but he's digging the 49 shades of tingly lube relief across the board right now.
he'd second the just do this forever motion in this chili's tonight, only he's busy trying to not make some form of actual legit sound since there's still a whole... house party... happening out there somewhere. people be partying. gotta work up to poe's exhibition kink. even if sources can't confirm whether or not someone was in the bathroom trying to wash a spill off their shirt and then they got a free radio show ig. ]
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it inspires him to thrust harder. well, that, and he wants to get some noise out of him. maybe at least one noise. this is sex island, he has a low-key exhibition kink, and he just discovered the joy of not having to be super-quiet all the time himself. there's some more kiss-biting action around finn's neck. he's truly in his element, said element being feeding off how effective he is at making other people enjoy things. if finn is having a bad time, it's literally impossible to tell. ]
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as it stands, he's on the opposite side of that on the sex scale. it's actually really nice to have something to do with one of his hands right now, even. trying to stroke in time, enjoying that whole Warming Sensation lube brand since there's so much of it readily available. poe's voyeurism probably has a bright future. finn likes to be doing things.
the elective decision to shift into maximum overdrive is?? good. a good call. finn can't come up with legit introspection about it because he's got better priorities. in terms of poe's quest to lowkey feed his own exhibition kink, it's probably the best elective decision. like he takes his sharp breath, everything seems quiet on the western front, perfectly legit, definitely doing a great job remembering how to breathe. and then a sound basically falls out of him like sands through the self-control hourglass at some point, before he can catch it in his verbal brita filter.
it sounds like it could have been a swear word that tripped and fell on the way out the door, maybe. or the first 1/3 of an actual moan. the seal has been broken. the CD is scratched and it's probably gonna keep coming back around to it and skipping parts of songs.
anyone probably could have told finn that getting railed a wall away from an active party would inevitably change his usual noise game before he made that booty call.
the bed is still nice, tho. poe still delivers the good content. so he probably would have risked it anyway. ]
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