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WISH LIST
★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus
★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions
★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him
★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia
★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships
kinks if ya nasty
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look, if finn wants to jump straight from blowjobs to tonsil hockey, who is poe to fault him? he would never. he loves it. what's not to love about a) finn taking initiative, b) finn's tongue scraping the inside of his mouth, and c) also getting to explore finn's mouth with his own tongue. one hand presses against his back —
and then he feels the scar that has to be there from being on the wrong end of kylo ren's lightsaber. it takes him out of the moment for half a second, half a second of him just freezing up like oh heck. he hasn't even actually seen it yet during all this nudity time, but just feeling it is more than enough to remind him that he almost lost finn before he ever got to tell him anything. the fragility of life, something something.
which means he is MAKING UP FOR IT NOW. head back in the game. everything is fine. they're still making out. cool great good. his hand finds an unmarred place on finn's back so he can stop being weird about it. his other hand goes to the back of his neck like yes just stay right here.]
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as a good person and official boyfriend finn can't just be like well guess everything's cool after all. WHAT IF POE'S NOT INTO FRENCHING AND HE'S JUST MAKING HIMSELF DO IT? ok no finn trusts him to be able to say something like "no thanks, actually, not feeling it". finn trusts poe as much as he trusts rey. they're fully on-par.
but there are so many what ifs.
he's gotta disengage the tongue. he's gotta bring out the direct eye contact. it's the only way. ]
You okay?
[ finn's gonna get to touch the dick in this timeline by god. but he'll be damned if he doesn't touch base first. ]
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also yes please poe would like him to touch the dick but he's too much of a gentleman to be like ALL RIGHT BUDDY NOW IT'S YOUR TURN. and the making out was nice. can't they just go back to that??? apparently not. aw geez.]
What? Yeah, I'm okay. [no not the eye contact too. well now he's gonna feel bad if he doesn't say anything. and he's not exactly the best liar anyway. due to that lack of mental filter.] I just forgot — [the whole lightsaber thing? the time you almost died??? why you were in a bacta bag for like 20 years??? red alert red alert, every single thing he can think of to say is the actual stupidest thing he's ever thought, and he's thought a lot of stupid things in his life.] I didn't think there'd be a scar there.
[nailed that just like he nailed landing on jakku. so fuckin smooth.]
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Oh. [ somehow this was not in the list of potential explanations that crossed his mind. in a way, that's a huge victory. that's all it is. it's far from the worst case scenario! one fear, averted. he doesn't wanna say "well. there is one." because it's pretty obvious. finn works to keep it casual. ] I forget it's there, too.
[ you know what, they can definitely push having a conversation about That Nonsense off. kylo ren showed up shirtless in tlj and ruined a million moods, he's not taking this one with him. finn is slidin his hand up a thigh, that's it. ive personally lost track of what position theyre in im just assuming he's in the clear for that landing zone. ]
Not into scars?
[ u wound him. the way his eyes are crinkling up says he is almost definitely asking that to tease poe like a jerk. ]
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BUT FIRST. you can tell he's trying to keep focus on this Serious Discussion and just ... immensely failing.]
No! No, it's fine. It just ... it doesn't hurt, does it? I don't ... wanna hurt you.
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poe would go and say something really... poe like that. honestly. he just laid on the floor on his back for a whole gay conversation. bless this beautiful pilot.
finn's never had someone be so flagrantly gentle about him so frequently in his entire life. and it's only been like a week or something. even rey hit him with a big stick the first time they met?? poe is in his own league. ]
It's fine. Promise. Pretty sure that's the last thing you need to worry about doing.
[ shit, finn loves him.
finn lets his hand get to home base on The D, finally. he gives it a couple of really slow pumps, like he's just angling to get a metaphorical feel for this whole setup. the reality is mostly that he's never gotten to do this for someone before and he thinks he's gonna be a fan of getting to do it. some life experiences you gotta savor. ]
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also: wow finn you're about to touch his dick don't bring things like logic into this. there were much more dramatic, much more gay things he could have said if he were not so close to quenching his thirst but that was what came out instead. fuckery.
he moves very quickly from being concerned to kind of wanting to laugh to gasping sharply. does he ... should he help him? no, he's fine. starting out slow is nice. get a nice, anticipatory build going.]
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One of these days we'll get breathing room and some time to kill. [ well can't cherish forever. he'll pick up the pace. ] And you're gonna help me learn to do everything you like. I wanna know it.
[ he's not about to half-ass this shit fam. first day with proper privacy, school goes into session. he will master all the poe elements. he will personally learn to remove the brain from that bod like it's his job. ]
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his breathing is more like gasping, like he is trying very hard to maintain a handle on this situation and not start dramatic moaning over a handjob but there's a sliver of his voice caught at the back of his gasps, like that is in fact exactly what he's about to do.]
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anyway every day with poe, finn discovers more of his aesthetic. poe right now is peak aesthetic. if he weren't tapped out he would be valiantly rising to this occasion. he opts into the occasional wrist twist to keep things fresh.
cargo bay who??? finn doesn't know her. this is a gays only event, of wanting to see what poe's face does every step of the way. he is tunnel vision scoped in on that. what's the point being serious about stuff all the time if he can't shift some intense focus into nice occasions too? ]
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he is failing his attempts to not moan. his face is kind of flushed, kind of sweaty, kind of watching finn because he's so beautiful but also trying not to look at him too directly because he's staring at him and it's honestly like staring into a sun. he's so intense. good thing "so intense" is his kink.
annnnd that's why honestly it doesn't take that long to come. he takes a little longer than finn because he's built up more stamina in general, but he's been tortured by thirst which is now being quenched. and also, idk if you know this, but finn is everything. there's a shiver that starts small, then jolts through him like electricity. his hips buck once and then
well. this is an unlisted reason why he was like nah finn please come in my mouth. jizz is messy and now it's everywhere.
but ask him now much he cares right now. just ask. none zero percent. he flops from sitting back into laying down with a satisfied sigh.]
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poetic and romantic things like that. no need to worry about planning the honeymoon, poe, finn just did it.
he really didn't think ahead to the mess factor though, no. finn is down to lick off whatever got on his hand, as matter-of-factly as a person can, but he is not here for tongue bath duty so poe will have to perish. ]
Can't stay down there forever.
[ he says like he's not moving to lay down next to poe anyway. i think these two are more impulse than man. ]
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however, at the moment: finn licking his hand off is the absolute hottest thing he's ever seen. he's so fuckstruck. they're going to get caught in an endless feedback loop of just being enamored by the other existing. ]
Oh yeah? Watch me. [once finn is next to him, he lazily reaches over to cover finn's face with his hand. yeah take that. see how you like it. he has no intention of moving any time soon. also: ur not wrong.]
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he makes a pff sound. this hand cannot stop him, he's too powerful. ]
Yeah. I'll look back at you on my way out.
[ get walked in on being naked By Yourself in a perfectly good cargo bay, poe. how much of that even makes it through the hand though. finn considers changing his tactics. ]
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What's that? You decided to stay down here with me forever? Sounds like a plan.
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If forever's on the table, it's not down here and naked.
[ they've both literally already prepared for the lifelong haul on this one, lads. every aspect of life has to be ride or die. ]
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but finn does make a compelling point. he's not ready to move just yet ... but he is willing to consider the option.]
Yeah ... this isn't exactly ideal. Do you wanna get dressed and go to my bunk? [the falcon isn't bustling with romantic locales, okay. but he is full ready to admit that he's done doing anything productive this cycle and continue being attached at the hip to finn.]
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That's a better plan. Probably be more comfortable. [ with poe's grievous droid injury, obviously comfort must be a priority. or in any case, it's gonna be less cold and hard to lay on so. better for both of their backs, win-win. finn sets his internal 'get up and get dressed' timer to like a minute. everyone deserves a nice afterglow minute. ]
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I thought so. Then we could just ... stay there.
[he really thought that one out as u could tell]
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I'm willing to stay there as long as I can, yeah.
[ TRULY SUCH A SACRIFICE... TO STAY IN POE'S BUNK FOREVER... TBH ]
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What if it's forever?
[he's just being stupid now. let him be a goofy fuck who loves his boyfriend a lot, okay. they will probably not have that many moments like this for the rest of the war, since their lives are a constant dumpster fire.]
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this is a good warm-up exercise. now they can be less cold. ]
I mean, how comfortable is it?
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[ once he has finally forced clothing upon both of them to look like almost presentable adults. ]
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