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WISH LIST

★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus


★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions

★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him

★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia


★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships

kinks if ya nasty

Comments

[forcevisions]

[ poe has underestimated rey's willpower.

he's not the only one, don't worry. i'm sure he'd be relieved to know how much he has in common w kylo ren.

she reaches one hand up to brush against the side of his face as she squirms to find a space against his chest. ]

[followhim]

[ are you ever just

also NO HE WOULD NOT BE RELIEVED YOU HEAR THAT YOU SATAN.

also also he is not as good at straight chicken as he is at gay chicken. help him. he is frozen.]

Uh ... hi.

[forcevisions]

Where did all that boldness from earlier go?

[ she laughs, if quietly. ]

[followhim]

[that was before he realized the extent of her wastedness and that it was A Bad Idea.]

I dunno. You're really-- I don't want you to regret anything.

[forcevisions]

Why would I regret this?

[ the humor softens out of her face. but it's worth noting that her eyes are still having a hard time ... staying focused. ]

[followhim]

[he's trying to be as nice as he can without flat-out calling her out on being wasted because in his experience people don't typically respond well to being called out?????? y'know. and he likes her. even though he also likes finn. fuckin anime love polygon.]

Sometimes when people have too much to drink, they do stuff they regret.

[forcevisions]

[ nope she's not going to accept that bc it's the biggest nonsense rey has ever heard. IN HER DEFENSE the drinking and sex parts of her life have been small so why would she even ... have the capacity to navigate that conversation about consent.

instead she has, ]

It's because of Finn, isn't it?

[followhim]

[he will cling on to that like jack and rose's bed frame/door thing from titanic because like it's not even a lie so????]

Yeah. [the word comes out like a sigh of relief lmfao.] You know how I feel about Finn. I don't want things to get messy.

[forcevisions]

You shouldn't have come to get me.

[ she pushes herself up to a sitting position but she has the muscle control of a toddler so one of her arms buckles and she sways like ? ?? how did that happen. she gets herself upright all the same, it just takes a second try. ]

This is all wrong. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have —

[ wanted this for herself? she feels sick with her own selfishness at the thought.

no, wait, that's the other kind of nauseous. the kind from alcohol and sitting up quickly. she groans and puts her head down against her knees. ]

[followhim]

[ you stupid bitch.mp3

no really he feels really bad. and then is immediately like “maybe she won’t remember this later!” AND FEELS BAD ABOUT THAT. he is the literal worst. a monster. a—

oh no. he scrambles to sit up with her, placing a hand against her back.]

Hey, no. You okay?

[forcevisions]

[ she wonders, briefly, how much of her nausea and drunken wooziness is coming through the bond right now. quickly, spitefully, she decides she hopes that it all does. that helps. at least she can take comfort in the possibility of making ben solo have just as miserable of a night as she's having. this is his fault, anyway.

but she still shakes her head in answer to poe's question. ]

I feel terrible.

[ and also, duh? but she's too drunk to realize that's a duh. ]

[followhim]

Yeah, but ... do you need the refresher, or is it more of a ... lay on your side and ride it out sort of thing...

[forcevisions]

[ she just lets out a low groan. ]

I don't know! I've never done this before.

[followhim]

What, never? [clearly wasn't expecting that ... because he's an idiot.]

Look, it's okay. It's gonna be okay. You might throw up, but you'll be fine. I can get you water. Or, um ... water. Yeah, I think that's about all I can do.

[forcevisions]

You've done enough.

[ that came out harsher than she meant it, but she's in no condition to notice. she starts to get up off the bunk. it's a shitshow bc it involves climbing over poe's limbs. ]

I just have to ... get back to my bunk.

[followhim]

Let me help you. [he waits for her to do her sad jellyfish wobble out of bed before following after.] I’m sorry, Rey, I don’t want you to think I don’t— I like you! I was just—

[not thinking. not even once. he was born without a brain and shara bey was like ukw i just wanna see how this turns out.]

[forcevisions]

Please don't.

[ she pushes loose hair out of her face as she straightens on the other side of the bed. she realizes only then that she

never took her shoes off in the first place. and she just sort of arches her eyebrows like ok that's helpful now but good job sexy-drunk-rey. maybe work on that one for next time you embarrassingly crawl into your supervisor's bed with him eh. ]

I think I've embarrassed us both enough. I think it's better if we just. [ she makes a vague wave of her hand to dismiss it, but that throws her off balance and she has to reach out suddenly to grab onto the wall for support. she catches herself, but it's not really boding well for her getting back to her bunk. ] Or maybe not. Maybe you just found it funny. I don't know.

[ but she's ... holding onto the wall and trying to back herself out of his bunk now. ]

[followhim]

[yeah buddy they were in bed fully clothed shoes on and everything. poe planned it that way. for reasons. he hovers near her while she teeters, concerned but not feeling like he's in much of a position to do anything. besides get out his shovel and work on digging this giant hole he's created.]

Don't — it's my fault. It's not funny. [just fuckin say son. do it.] I like you, I meant it when we were messing around over datapads, but I didn't realize how much you had to drink, and if you regretted it later, or — or, I don't know, you forgot we ever did anything, I'd feel bad.

[which he already does so like good job.]

[forcevisions]

Poe, you don't have to say that.

[ she's very convincing as she leans too hard into the wall and turns against it to face him. ]

I can handle rejection. [ she snorts at the thought. ] Believe me. You won't be the first. I know that I'm not ... [ oh no. now they're getting into it like she didn't want to. ] It's really okay. I'm happy for you and Finn.

[followhim]

Wh— Rey, there's not ... me and Finn aren't anything.

[he has feelings but can't share them because finn is making moon eyes at rose and they're trapped in this anime love polygon from hell. he shakes his head] It's not important, I'm really sorry. Just let me walk you back to your bunk.

[forcevisions]

I know the way back to my bunk. I don't need you to walk me.

[ at the very least, she seems to be on the right track to get there. surprise here's the side of rey that doesn't get gushed about. the part that shuts down and forces people out because she doesn't know how to accept nice things. ]

[followhim]

Well, I'm gonna.

[here's the side of poe where he just ignores everyone and does whatever he wants to the chagrin of everyone around him!!!]

[forcevisions]

I wish you wouldn't.

[ there's a flinch in the way she says it. like it hurts to admit bc it costs dignity to acknowledge that her

feelings are hurt / ?? ? by this perceived rejection. ]

[followhim]

I wanna make sure you make it okay. [it's not like it's on the other end of the ship he is being a giant drama queen purely out of principle at this point. he's come too far.]

[forcevisions]

I hope you're right.

[ she says it now, resigning herself to his company. ]

I hope I don't remember this in the morning.