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WISH LIST
★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus
★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions
★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him
★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia
★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships
kinks if ya nasty
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[ She supplies this semi-unhelpfully. Rey, for her own part, tries to keep out of it. It's really none of her business, and the way Poe and Finn get with each other is just more salt in the wound. But when he's so obviously on the brink of mauling someone — ]
You're going to bruise the fruit. [ She yank the bag from him with a huff. ] That's for all of us.
[ It's affecting the rest of the fleet, at this point. However small that fleet is, these days. ]
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it also makes him snap out of some murder fugue state he was slipping on down through. when all your thoughts are just knife emojis. ]
Sorry. Why — why would you even ask something like that, huh?
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[ Rey says it like it's easily put. She doesn't have the awareness of all the special requisites of this ABO bullshit. The overtures are lost on her. She'd avoided heat for most of her life by sheer warrant of isolating herself from any potential triggers. And then there was Finn, and Han, neither of whom could trigger her, and then …
Well. Needless to say she wasn't getting any Alpha-Omega lessons from Ben Solo. Or all the wrong ones, at least. She doesn't know how to engage any of it in a socially acceptable way. ]
I figured you thought so too since you keep staring. I can smell you. It's terrible.
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If there weren't so few of us I could just put a stop to it.
[ he'd put his foot down like "i don't think you need to hang out with rose anymore" and finn would be like "you're right yes alpha u got it" ... only that's harder to execute when you live with like ten other people and constantly have to share space. it's a solution almost equally stupid as "WE SHOULD TOTALLY JUST STAB
CAESARROSE."after spending a moment contemplating, he scratches at the back of his neck. ]
I guess we just gotta talk about it and work from there.
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[ Rey says this in a sort of sassy, probing voice that isn't particularly befitting an omega at all. But, again, 'why would you even ask something like that.' She's too blunt for her designation. She's used to the odd discomfort it leaves in people at this point. ]
Do it after they're separated. You don't want to hurt her feelings.
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Wh — did you think I meant right now? In front of everyone?
[ HE HAS ONE BRAINCELL JESUS. sure it flickers off and on like an overhead light in a horror movie, but he did decide this was probably an alone time conversation. ]
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[ Not known for the world's best impulse control. Honestly, it doesn't make a whole lot of sense to her that alphas are in charge of so many things, really. They're reckless and stupid and emotion-driven. ]
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[ he catches himself getting offended and has to stop. there he go. reckless, stupid, and emotion-driven, just like the brackets said. ]
— Why are you watching them so much, anyway?
[ why self-reflect when you can deflect!! ]
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[ She frowns, redirecting her energy to the task. She hasn't talked about it. She's not going to talk about it. She hadn't meant to open herself up to talking about it by mentioning Finn and Rose. ]
Just noticed, that's all. You don't have to be so defensive.
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[ again, said like a true person who is Not Defensive. his arms even crossed now that they're not full of supplies. this time when he catches himself, he puts more effort towards calming down. hands at hips hips. slower breathing. it's all gonna be okay. ]
He's mine, right? That's all that should matter. Not — Rose isn't anything.
[he doesn't want to ask, but ...
...
...
... he's gonna ask. he saw that can of worms and he crushed it against his forehead like an empty beer can at a frat party. ]
That's how it feels with you, right? I mean, even if you liked someone else ... it's different. It's second.
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I haven't liked anyone else.
[ She leaves it there. Flat, cold, socially awkward. Answering only what she has to with a full, flat reply that prevents her from being probed — she hopes.
No, jk she has more feelings. ]
And I don't belong to anyone.
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maybe that's why he's going to have a mental breakdown if rose gives him a Longing Glance one more time. he already kind of feels like one day he's going to black out, rose is going to be floating around outside the airlock, and he'll be left with A Lot of Explaining to Do. this is a good reason therapists should exist in star wars. especially a/b/o star wars. where are they? ]
So you're broken up? You're … un-mated? Is that how it works? I've never — I don't really know how that works.
[ a voice in the back of his head is like "idk you might find out later when finn un-mates you for that inevitable airlock situation. he will hate you so much it will override his thoughts about you making the moon come out at night and how sexy it is that you airlocked someone for him." those are a lot of thoughts to be carrying around. ]
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Leave it alone.
[ She has that flash in her eyes that only alphas get. The one that makes people just Do what they're supposed to do. But there's no weight behind it, no fluffy pheromones to make her aggression anything more than just that — aggression. Ill-placed and frankly a little embarrassing.
But she cannot withstand the conversation. Not when being separated from him makes her feel like she can't breathe and she's barely whole. ]
Deal with your own problems. [ She throws down a crate on the hangar deck and points at Rose and Finn rudely. ] And stay out of mine.
[ She's on the move then, ollying out of this conversation. ]
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which isn't to say that he doesn't feel bad. it is rey, and he knew he was on toeing on some boundaries to begin with. ]
Come on! [ with the sort of annoyed apologeticness that can only come from inheriting the will of han solo ] I'm sorry!