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WISH LIST
★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus
★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions
★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him
★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia
★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships
kinks if ya nasty
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it's probably not taking advantage anymore. he'd like to hope. there was a whole time lapse. ]
Yeah. [ right. they were having a whole conversation outside of his head. he jd-ed out again. ]
I wanna — just …
[ he doesn't know how to do big actual romantic declarations, so he skips it and goes in for a kiss. he did it's he's doing it. can't go back now. ]
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all of finn's impulses and brain cells and body cells are slamming the gas pedal on "this is something that should be happening that you want to be happening." finn doesn't strictly hop right aboard the kissing-back train, though. it's not a disinterest thing, it's a surprise thing. like, a waiting for poe to change his mind about it for some reason thing. thinking about how nice it is thing.
which strands him in his own jd-ed processing zone until probably whatever point poe thinks "maybe that was not a good plan???" and starts pulling back.
in the spirit of the wise head-touching meme man: poe can't walk out of the ship very fast if finn death-grips the front of his shirt. he would like poe here in the mouth vicinity if poe would actually like to be in said vicinity. not just so he can look at poe's mouth, which he obviously does. but also so he can stare at poe's face in general like he is unlocking a lot of very vital mysteries. ]
I didn't think you were interested.
[ poe: uproots and derails his entire life to rescue him, does everything he can to help him out and keep him tethered to actual reality when things get Rough. is very good and handsome and nice and tries to be super patient, basically promises to retire to a nice ranch and live together for the foreseeable future, where they can both keep being around each other and try to be careful with each other. makes it very clear by being himself that he is not a dubconing creeper. the best loving and supportive bf material that anyone could be in these trying au times. literally kisses him.
finn, who was infatuated within a week of coming back from his half of the dramatic sad montage to poe still wanting him here: he probably means it As Friends bc he thinks i'm a baby with a swiss cheese brain where his friend once used to be, and i should respect that... :( even though he's literally the most important person in the galaxy and i would dramatically dive off of a garbage cliff if something happened to him. 1300 word youtube montage emo fanfic about it.
it's maybe not the most romantic first sentence. ]
You're, uh. You sure you're interested?
[ finn fails his bluff roll on trying not to sound hopeful. he doesn't have a fursona, he now canonically has a neon sign-sona. the sign says "dear poe dameron please really be interested in kissing me love finn 2.0."
don't @ him!!! he doesn't do take-backs. he wants to be fully on the same page before he yeets past the take-back-able point. ]
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it's a relief. a giant rush. like a poorly built dam made of popsicle sticks breaking to let all his feelings out.
it's okay. finn likes him and it's okay to like him back and life can stop feeling victorian novel-level repressed even though, again, they spoon on a twin bed every night. MAYBE NOW THEY CAN DO THINGS BESIDES SPOON. no, dameron, get ahold of yourself. take things one step at a time. right now he gets to kiss him and that's a whole canteen in this affection desert. ]
I didn't want you to feel trapped into being with me.
[ or for him to run away again. because the first time it happened, it almost broke him. all he's wanted… the whole time … is finn's happiness. gay. ]
I've been interested the whole time. … I mean, I came to save you because I loved you. Even when I wasn't supposed to. But then … everything was different, and I didn't want…
I didn't know if it was a good idea to say that.
[ he tried so hard. do you know how hard it is for poe to restrain literally any thought in his brain. and he's been out here for weeks just trying his best. ]
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this is extremely gay. they get to be Soft. his favorite mood is Soft. poe really is an angel without wings and the source of all the good things in the galaxy. take that to the bank. ]
It's better that you waited. There was a lot going on. [ well look he's not gonna lie about it. poe did a good by living his restrained life for so long. because finn is pretty sure if they went straight into "i loved you" territory with no stops on the way, it would have gone way off the rails.
this timeline got 4% better.
anyway more waiting is for idiots, he's going back in for another one. kissing hours are open. ]