yep, get the shoulder. get the other side. do the whole thing. he wants to be a slightly fucked up marble statue. that's not the actual literal thought, but he's still very much vocally and physically encouraging finn to Go Hard. when finn gets all up in a really good spot, he uses his hands to push finn's head (and mouth) down harder.
in face news, his look includes closing his eyes and being slightly flushed. breathing heavily. hair probably artistically tousled. he opens his eyes when finn decides to use his mouth for talking instead of biting, though. after a small laugh, tugs at finn's hair while it's in his grip. how can one person be so amazing. how can their relationship be summed up in a series of "no u" exchanges. ]
Uh-huh. I could say the same for you. Haven't seen a bad look yet.
[ he pulls him in for a kiss. you know, just an intermission kiss. a nice hard intermission kiss. his incredibly tenuous thought process is like "oh man i wanna do so many things to him" followed by "we're gonna be here for forever so just u wait." ]
[ see. the good look. wrapped up all nice and neat in the honeymoon phase flirting. i say like they will ever stop flirting in the dumbest possible manner.
poe generally kisses hard. it's like a stylistic choice, one that finn doesn't mind. poe's big on fast and impulsive, a little too hard and a little too rough. and apart from the fact that that's definitely hot, finn also digs it for how present poe is when he's down to clown. just that full 100% yeet energy.
as a man who puts things firmly into either "overthink constantly" or "don't think about it at all" categories, it's a nice thing about poe that he really likes. not that life problems don't need to be thought about. just maybe not within the borders of bone town.
he bites at poe's lower lip a little bit while they're here. in this neighborhood. maybe runs a Super Casual hand along poe's side. what if they were just naked and hanging out in a bed forever and none of their responsibilities existed anymore. sounds great. finn puts it on his to do list. ]
[ "you don't have to overthink if you never think about anything at all." - poe dameron's autobiography, page 65.
he's Into the lip bite. the hand along his side sends an electric feeling down his spine. one hand slides away from finn's head to the back of his neck, so he can dig his nails into his skin properly. ]
Don't stop. Don't ...
[ the words come out in a breath against finn's lips as they stop kissing long enough to breathe; he loses his train of thought during the effort to repeat them.
i'd say they could live in this pg-13 world of very sexual biting for forever, but i'd be lying. like, poe is going to pull into bonertown. and they will have to do something about it. poe would like to have something done about it. don't stop is a lie. stop for a lil bit so they can reconfigure, probably. ]
[ this is a full adventure in seeing the appeal of the mark-leaving gambit. not just for the part where he leaves a mark or some sort of possessive zest that finn is maybe not 100% aware he's digging on right now. but to get to hear poe sound Like That. very worthwhile.
he gets back into it with a little extra verve and a very brief, distracted wordless sound. kind of one of those "dw i got you" sounds. don't stop, sounds gr8, poe is very warm and very naked and those are basically the best things for poe to be.
it's true that there's no avoiding planning that trip to bonertown, though. finn has to scale back from a don't stop to a don't stop For Now, until the for now is up. probably the next breath break. ]
So we've got options. [ finn wanted to sound really suave and collected, and in reality he sounds out of breath and slightly distracted. give him a whole half second to use to press a kiss to one of poe's shoulders. he's decided that's his favorite specific bite mark handiwork. ] Nothing really uses all the extra space, but-- I was still thinking about it.
[ horny on main, the tale of finn thinking about ways to do it with poe in this nice bed for like an hour before remembering he could literally do it in this nice bed, with poe. ]
[ he also sounds out of breath, all things considered. he forgot how to breathe and has to remember. not only that, he has to remember how to be a human and use his mouth words instead of existing on some level of "no thoughts only sex." his hand stays against the back of finn's neck. if he doesn't stay attached to him, he'll just drift off into the ether and never be seen again. that's definitely how reality works. ]
I mean, I thought about it, too. About the stuff we could do. With extra space. [ he shifts a little under finn like he's going to get up, then realizes he can just ... delegate. ]
[ he's kidding. for the express purpose of kidding. the pg-13 makeout and biting session wouldn't have exactly the same charm if one of poe's grabbing hands was occupied making sure they didn't lose a lube packet in the blankets. even if realistically there were more get naked and canoodle impulses behind this. finn didn't source out where the gratis house lube supply is. he assumes there is one but then there were people hanging out and stuff. so he elected to not think about it. at least poe brought some to the metaphorical party.
finn weighs his pros and cons and decides that yeah, maybe getting up and fishing around for lube in poe's pants pockets will ultimately do them more favors than continuing to bask on top of poe like a lizard in the sun. like, best case scenario, he gets to do that after they get some d.
he plants a forehead smooch for the road before extricating himself and making a lube journey. which he's weirdly a little more tentative about than a mouth smooch or basically any other body part, but consider: yolo. he wants to kiss the forehead. to help carry him through this long and tragic separation.
the long tragic... it's like forty seconds at most, and then he chucks it poe's way and climbs back onto the bed like a civilized, non-tackling person. separation.
[ he gibes back, but it's very clear that his heart isn't in the bickering. he's 100% here for that ass. that said, he does kind of relax back into the bed and close his eyes. feeling out the warm feeling that came with the forehead smooch. something that's not really sexual but just Nice.
also, unpictured: poe and sam wilson stuffing lube packets in their jackets like the breadstick lady because who knows if they'll ever have another opportunity. here, it's this opportunity. he was waiting for this exact opportunity. he sits up, grabbing the mysterious alien lube packet off the bed. ]
[ poe and sam are the lube heroes this facility needed. finn got to that part of the tour like god i just wanna read my pamphlets and forget the sandsharks. and then he was also like i get hungry 3 times a day like clockwork and i'm hungry now and i want the food yeet. and they let him. they let him yeet on out bc the lube commercials were optional. thanks for reading the beowulf of lube backstories.
most relevant: poe having his pants off was more important. finn is biased enough to agree. he wanted the d. he can't argue. ]
Well, if you've got ideas. [ finn isn't really a goofer at heart. but poe is easy to be around and sometimes he's like yeah okay fun is real, we can keep the sass train in business.
also he does turn around. the real question is can he shove poe first or is poe gonna dodge him like a sexy cobra. ]
[ poe feels the shove, and exclaims a "hey!", but doesn't actually seem that pressed about it. there are more important matters at hand. he slowly pushes finn all the way down onto the bed, taking a moment to stare down at his back like ah yes bae is so beautiful. the back, the ass, the whole package. gonna wreck it.
he then rips into the lube packet like aw yeah gonna get this party started ... only he completely ignored/didn't read the directions. the directions that were a very clear "shake contents before opening." he didn't shake contents before opening, and now it's everywhere. all over finn, all over poe, all over the bed. which, i mean, it's ~warm and tingly~, so it's not the worst thing to ever happen. that said, poe is immediately trying to wipe it off of everywhere with an apologetic ]
[ finn can't be the "i don't know what i expected" meme bc he did in fact know what he was expecting, and it was what poe was expecting, which was to not have the lube packet explode. life swerved. ]
No kidding!
[ finn is divided as he returns to an upright position to offer as much assistance as any equally-naked person can in this situation. his boner: still significantly interested in the warm tingly faux-massage experience his entire back half is having. he's not not into warm tingling. everything else: hell. not hell-hell. just sort of an "ah this might as well be happening" shade of hell. ]
The bacta suit wasn't enough? We've gotta do this again in my new bed a month later?
[ all their in-jokes are near death experiences, jakku, and bacta suits. it's come full circle. tbh im glad this has happened, not enough homoerotic bacta cleaning references in my life.
rip covers it's all over nah who's he kidding, he was gonna have to wash those after quenchquest 2 anyway, if he did it right. ]
[ ah yes memory lane. gently helping finn wipe bacta off his body. that's some actual canon from jason fry that no one will ever take from me.
maybe he can fix it. he can still save this. he uses his convenient behind finn position to pull him in closer, arms wrapped around him. mouth kissing the back and side of his neck. there sure is a lot of warm tingly action happening between them despite that useless cleaning effort. ]
It's not that bad. [ casually plays down his fuckups like a pro. also, he bites at his ear. ]
What if we did it again? Not with bacta, but something bacta-ish. ... And not this. But I wanna lick stuff off you. [ to demonstrate, he switches up to licking the back of his neck for a second there. ]
[ as a walking factory in production of the no chill brand, finn cannot and does not put in the effort to keep a shiver from running up his spine. objectively licking shouldn't be such a Promising enterprise. but objectivity is fake anyway.
as a weenie in general, he's not complaining about the extra contact. he's happy to lean back into it some, actually. take advantage of this prime chance to get a little hand over hand action. hang with a very warm and attractive person. that's some good shit right there. ]
Maybe if it goes both ways. I'd be up for trying. [ he doesn't mean that as a double entendre but i DO. finn has broad interest in some more claim-laying activity. ] This put a big dent in those plans you mentioned?
[ slippery and tingly and trying to embrace it for the greater booty call: a star wars story. im half asleep tell me if this makes no sense and ill return to edit. ]
[ poe's dick: no keep yeeting i'm so warm i'm Ready don't worry about it the rest of him: that lube packet exploded on u for a reason and it's because you Need to Talk. this was divine intervention clearly.
he doesn't pull away, but he doesn't make any more Advancing Moves either. "in the middle of having sex is a great time for important conversations" - no one. literally no one has ever said that. but here he goes. ]
Nah. [ he kisses him one more time before yeeting into ]But can we — we talk about something first? I'm just — I think I gotta talk about it before we do anything else.
[ "the lube packet said we had to talk about it" and other deep thoughts from poe's brain. ]
[ it's the weirdest version of reading tea leaves i've ever seen in my life. but it's valid, i'd probably do the same thing in his position.
it takes finn half a second. he has to remember that his brain isn't just a one track thirst machine. he can do conversations. and then he is immediately concerned about any sort of "actually we need to talk" that comes with this kind of precision timing. he can't believe poe is either dying or breaking things off and he waited until they were having sex to bring it up. rip. ]
Yeah. Of course. [ he'd feel better about this if he had an easier time looking poe in the face, so he's gonna go ahead and finagle himself a turnaround. is it graceful? no. impossible. this is a very lubricated bed now. but it's effective. ] You okay?
[ the fact that poe only has one braincell really shines through in times like this. ]
Yeah, I — [ am instantly filled with regret for doing this now but have committed to it?? ?] I just wanted you to know that I've had sex with other people. Who weren't you. And I felt weird not saying anything. Because I still ... like you most. Is that okay?
[ well, he can see why that would feel like a better subject to bring up before really getting into anything. like yeah they're naked and he went to town on poe like this is a really trashy vampire au fic, and if the lube packet hadn't exploded it. maybe wouldn't have come up until later?
but finn can kinda get the vibe here.
he feels some kind of way about it. exactly what way, he's not sure of yet. they sort of talked about this prospect before the first quenchquest. how any kind of legit relationship attempt would be complicated At Best on sex research island. there's always gonna be some bang happening. finn keeps running it through the processor. someone might as well draw a question mark on his forehead at this rate. ]
It's not like I thought it wouldn't happen. We're here for a reason. [ everyone here is hot and bound to get to participating. he doesn't think he's upset??? there are non-poe people he'd totally be dtf if the opportunity came up. he's not hopping himself up on weird double standards of getting laid.
and there's sort of just some Oh Hm feeling circling the brain drain regardless. thinking sucks. he's gonna go highkey gay and take one of poe's slippery tingly hands between his slippery tingly hands. i wouldn't rp this sincere and serious convo in any other setting so jot that down. what if he follows his thought train... and communicates like an adult. ]
So I'm not mad. You know, it's probably good that you didn't think you had to keep it to yourself. [ that's his educated guess anyway, he has no idea what the fuck he's doing. but he thinks it's a way worse look if poe had sex with other people and felt like it meant a whole thing and needed to be kept secret from the bae. ] Look, as long as you don't start keeping me around just because you feel... obligated, or something. I think we're gonna be fine.
[ yeah that sounds about on track. a little more up the right feelings alley than deciding he must be jealous. he's 99% sure he could trust poe to be like "sorry this isn't working yeet" if that was what's really happening here, otherwise he probably wouldn't have floated that hypothetical At All.
after 2 months or whatever, dare finn believe,,, poe likes him and thinks he's attractive and enjoys spending time around him in general. ]
[ the slippery tingly handholding really adds a whole extra layer to this scene. fascinating.
this is better. it's going well. he thinks? he's in a weird in-between space emotionally. one foot in the door of "i really wanna double down on the 'i love you' thing" and one foot back outside in the "absolutely do not say that we are fwb and it's Cool." but he feels better for having said something. talking about your problems: a revolutionary technique.]
It's on the board. [that slips out just like if he got some of the lube in his big stupid mouth. ] I didn't put it on the board. I don't like that thing. But it's there.
[ now that he's said those words, the galaxy brain is at work like he didn't say "yeah me too fam" ... what does it mean? is that good? bad? ]
What about -- did you? ... You don't have to answer that.
I don't really check the board. [ part of it is him staying in his lane. part of it is not knowing who half of anyone on there is. part of it is his mun forgetting about the board a lot of the time. balance.
reasons he likes having poe around number a million: turn down for what for free will and liberal with his "you don't have to"s. as someone who can be super spite motivated, finn is way less inclined to get salty about a question he doesn't have to answer. it's not a social corner. it's an optional window.
so he thinks on it for a sec. and doesn't really need long to think on it. they're already here doing this anyway and there's a whole lotta nothing to report as it is. SHRUG. ]
And I haven't. Yet. For the record. It's, uh. [ finn internally: @s himself over how to speak like a human. he doesn't want to just be like nah i've got you hooked on as a sex dispenser and that's It?? ] I don't feel like I'm off-track around you. And I know you've got my back. So I figured I didn't need to push it.
[ he knows why he's here. he knew before he agreed. exclusivity is a luxury folks can't afford in these parts. but he has one whole trust for poe, who's easy to be around in general anyway, and someone he goes to and feels like he fits, who he knows he can count on for the good d as a bonus. rey has the first two things and he got the impression she's personally not dtf, which he respects in general.
unless someone goes on a drugging jamboree next time there's a party, the luxury of not getting any ass he's (unsure) about felt like one he could maybe afford for a while. or the luxury of getting ass at all ever, when sometimes he tries to make small talk with someone and his soul leaves his body and he's like oh boy i'm sure not a whole-ass person oh god. ]
[ for the record poe was and continues to be fine with being a sex dispenser. he just felt vaguely guilty for doing some dispensing to other people. BUT IT'S FINE NOW. everything is actually chill. there just might be a couple of chill bones in his body.
but he's actually glad finn doesn't check the board because, as stated, he doesn't like the board. just because everyone is having sex with everyone else doesn't mean that he'd like to do anything other than stay in his lane and mind his business. (also he was going to feel bad if finn saw it first and was like "poe did what with thor?? ? ?" fuckin thor.) ]
Yeah, no, that's fine. Great. I feel the same way with you. Not off-track. It's like ... I know where I am.
[ poe's one braincell: it's because he has like no experience so he's a blank canvas you can paint all your kinks on the rest of poe: LITERALLY NO ONE ASKED YOU, IT'S BECAUSE FINN IS WHY THE STARS COME OUT AT NIGHT
it's okay because he immediately has to think about the next question. that seems like something friends do? he had friends once upon a time. in current friend news, he knows way too much about rey's sex life and he didn't even want to know that much. this seems a lot better by comparison. also, if he's being honestly with himself ... of course he wants to know. maybe they'll let him watch 👀 (he'll save that kink for later.) ]
Sure, yeah. If you wanna talk about it. [ he starts to grin, a valiant return to his bullshit. ] Maybe I can pick up some tips.
[ shoutout to his chill bones. they'll probably be short-lived so it's important to remember them while we can. finn has the finn version of chill, too, but it's not very chill. it's more like poe says he feels the same way with him and finn does a cool backflip without actually doing a backflip.
that's a good thing. he's pretty sure it's a good thing. he likes it, so. probably good. poe is such a good. he'd die for poe. ignore the base tier that self sacrifice is for finn. poe is just great and that's the real point.
even if, yes, he instantly valiantly returns to his bullshit. finn makes a face at him. ]
I think you'll manage fine without picking up tips, Poe.
[ he almost paps a hand over poe's face to push him, but luckily one of his braincells is like please don't accidentally get any of this stuff in poe's eyes. and that's valid. ]
[ poe would die for finn so that's fine. they're just that one pic of the guys noodling around each other to get in front of the gun until the person with the gun leaves.
but it's fine. great. cool. they had another Talk and it didn't end with everything being on fire. with more cumulative Talk experience, maybe he'll learn that it's very unlikely that it will ever end with anything being on fire.
maybe he can pick back up where they left off. that's what he decides. instead of finn pushing down poe, poe shoves finn down by the shoulders. ]
Yeah, you're right. I'm pretty good all on my own.
[ healthy relationship development: have had at least two responsible Talks and nothing is on fire yet.
finn goes down without a fight. he doesn't even complain about the tragic lube explosion that led them into convo town. he's decided to embrace this all in the name of getting laid. and in the name of getting some quality time with poe.
but he made the booty call and he's definitely seeing that through, so. gotta prioritize. side note from him to himself, bite poe all the time, it looks fantastic. ]
Big talk. Still waiting on those plans I heard about.
[ help him poebi-juan whoever u are... you're his only ho. ]
[ criticism like that, even playful criticism, ONLY MAKES HIM STRONGER. yeet here he goes. he is reinvigorated with purpose. ]
Good things come to those who wait.
[ you can almost hear the dumb winking emoji in his voice. now that he's got finn where he wants him and lube is ... generally sort of in the right place, he's just gonna go for it. gonna start fingering him in the ass, as one does for the ones they truly love. ]
[ poe is doing important and diligent partner work right now. finn, personally, opens with snorting. poe fast ships and impatience mcgee dameron up there. get a load of that guy. ]
Very wise.
[ the emphasis was gonna be there to poke fun at him a little regardless, but it's probably working double time because he says it at a fingering-adjacent point.
finn can fill this pillow queen role as needs must. i mean he takes to it easier than poe at a default tbh, but even if he didn't, at this point it's like. he made poe pillow queen for a very long time while he was engaging in sexy vampire aesthetic, it's only fair. so he's gonna do it. enjoy the ride. try to Be Relaxed and comfortable. or at least 20% more relaxed than he is most of the time and as comfortable as he can be. that's basically the same thing. poe is a comfortable person to be with. he's sure not having a bad time.
this warm tingly lube is a credit to lubekind. it should be proud.
i was gonna gagtag you with (moans) but i was actually too lazy to delete it before doing a real tag so i did a real tag instead. ]
[ honestly i would have taken (moans) as a whole valid tag because sometimes that's how life be.
he just needs a minute to reorient himself and get into this. the mood isn't gone because honestly he is ready to bone finn 365/24/7 or whatever the planetary equivalent of every second of every day is on zhautas. he can get hard again with very little effort. just the sheer energy of thinking about how much he wants to bone finn. fingering continues. when he seems to be doing ok with one, he adds in another. ]
Just relax, okay? I'm gonna ride you, you just gotta relax.
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yep, get the shoulder. get the other side. do the whole thing. he wants to be a slightly fucked up marble statue. that's not the actual literal thought, but he's still very much vocally and physically encouraging finn to Go Hard. when finn gets all up in a really good spot, he uses his hands to push finn's head (and mouth) down harder.
in face news, his look includes closing his eyes and being slightly flushed. breathing heavily. hair probably artistically tousled. he opens his eyes when finn decides to use his mouth for talking instead of biting, though. after a small laugh, tugs at finn's hair while it's in his grip. how can one person be so amazing. how can their relationship be summed up in a series of "no u" exchanges. ]
Uh-huh. I could say the same for you. Haven't seen a bad look yet.
[ he pulls him in for a kiss. you know, just an intermission kiss. a nice hard intermission kiss. his incredibly tenuous thought process is like "oh man i wanna do so many things to him" followed by "we're gonna be here for forever so just u wait." ]
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poe generally kisses hard. it's like a stylistic choice, one that finn doesn't mind. poe's big on fast and impulsive, a little too hard and a little too rough. and apart from the fact that that's definitely hot, finn also digs it for how present poe is when he's down to clown. just that full 100% yeet energy.
as a man who puts things firmly into either "overthink constantly" or "don't think about it at all" categories, it's a nice thing about poe that he really likes. not that life problems don't need to be thought about. just maybe not within the borders of bone town.
he bites at poe's lower lip a little bit while they're here. in this neighborhood. maybe runs a Super Casual hand along poe's side. what if they were just naked and hanging out in a bed forever and none of their responsibilities existed anymore. sounds great. finn puts it on his to do list. ]
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he's Into the lip bite. the hand along his side sends an electric feeling down his spine. one hand slides away from finn's head to the back of his neck, so he can dig his nails into his skin properly. ]
Don't stop. Don't ...
[ the words come out in a breath against finn's lips as they stop kissing long enough to breathe; he loses his train of thought during the effort to repeat them.
i'd say they could live in this pg-13 world of very sexual biting for forever, but i'd be lying. like, poe is going to pull into bonertown. and they will have to do something about it. poe would like to have something done about it. don't stop is a lie. stop for a lil bit so they can reconfigure, probably. ]
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he gets back into it with a little extra verve and a very brief, distracted wordless sound. kind of one of those "dw i got you" sounds. don't stop, sounds gr8, poe is very warm and very naked and those are basically the best things for poe to be.
it's true that there's no avoiding planning that trip to bonertown, though. finn has to scale back from a don't stop to a don't stop For Now, until the for now is up. probably the next breath break. ]
So we've got options. [ finn wanted to sound really suave and collected, and in reality he sounds out of breath and slightly distracted. give him a whole half second to use to press a kiss to one of poe's shoulders. he's decided that's his favorite specific bite mark handiwork. ] Nothing really uses all the extra space, but-- I was still thinking about it.
[ horny on main, the tale of finn thinking about ways to do it with poe in this nice bed for like an hour before remembering he could literally do it in this nice bed, with poe. ]
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[ he also sounds out of breath, all things considered. he forgot how to breathe and has to remember. not only that, he has to remember how to be a human and use his mouth words instead of existing on some level of "no thoughts only sex." his hand stays against the back of finn's neck. if he doesn't stay attached to him, he'll just drift off into the ether and never be seen again. that's definitely how reality works. ]
I mean, I thought about it, too. About the stuff we could do. With extra space. [ he shifts a little under finn like he's going to get up, then realizes he can just ... delegate. ]
Get my pants. There's lube in the pocket.
[ true romance ]
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[ he's kidding. for the express purpose of kidding. the pg-13 makeout and biting session wouldn't have exactly the same charm if one of poe's grabbing hands was occupied making sure they didn't lose a lube packet in the blankets. even if realistically there were more get naked and canoodle impulses behind this. finn didn't source out where the gratis house lube supply is. he assumes there is one but then there were people hanging out and stuff. so he elected to not think about it. at least poe brought some to the metaphorical party.
finn weighs his pros and cons and decides that yeah, maybe getting up and fishing around for lube in poe's pants pockets will ultimately do them more favors than continuing to bask on top of poe like a lizard in the sun. like, best case scenario, he gets to do that after they get some d.
he plants a forehead smooch for the road before extricating himself and making a lube journey. which he's weirdly a little more tentative about than a mouth smooch or basically any other body part, but consider: yolo. he wants to kiss the forehead. to help carry him through this long and tragic separation.
the long tragic... it's like forty seconds at most, and then he chucks it poe's way and climbs back onto the bed like a civilized, non-tackling person. separation.
wow this is just like romeo and juliet. ]
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[ he gibes back, but it's very clear that his heart isn't in the bickering. he's 100% here for that ass. that said, he does kind of relax back into the bed and close his eyes. feeling out the warm feeling that came with the forehead smooch. something that's not really sexual but just Nice.
also, unpictured: poe and sam wilson stuffing lube packets in their jackets like the breadstick lady because who knows if they'll ever have another opportunity. here, it's this opportunity. he was waiting for this exact opportunity. he sits up, grabbing the mysterious alien lube packet off the bed. ]
C'mon, turn around. I've got some ideas for this.
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most relevant: poe having his pants off was more important. finn is biased enough to agree. he wanted the d. he can't argue. ]
Well, if you've got ideas. [ finn isn't really a goofer at heart. but poe is easy to be around and sometimes he's like yeah okay fun is real, we can keep the sass train in business.
also he does turn around. the real question is can he shove poe first or is poe gonna dodge him like a sexy cobra. ]
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he then rips into the lube packet like aw yeah gonna get this party started ... only he completely ignored/didn't read the directions. the directions that were a very clear "shake contents before opening." he didn't shake contents before opening, and now it's everywhere. all over finn, all over poe, all over the bed. which, i mean, it's ~warm and tingly~, so it's not the worst thing to ever happen. that said, poe is immediately trying to wipe it off of everywhere with an apologetic ]
That wasn't supposed to happen.
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No kidding!
[ finn is divided as he returns to an upright position to offer as much assistance as any equally-naked person can in this situation. his boner: still significantly interested in the warm tingly faux-massage experience his entire back half is having. he's not not into warm tingling. everything else: hell. not hell-hell. just sort of an "ah this might as well be happening" shade of hell. ]
The bacta suit wasn't enough? We've gotta do this again in my new bed a month later?
[ all their in-jokes are near death experiences, jakku, and bacta suits. it's come full circle. tbh im glad this has happened, not enough homoerotic bacta cleaning references in my life.
rip covers it's all over nah who's he kidding, he was gonna have to wash those after quenchquest 2 anyway, if he did it right. ]
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maybe he can fix it. he can still save this. he uses his convenient behind finn position to pull him in closer, arms wrapped around him. mouth kissing the back and side of his neck. there sure is a lot of warm tingly action happening between them despite that useless cleaning effort. ]
It's not that bad. [ casually plays down his fuckups like a pro. also, he bites at his ear. ]
What if we did it again? Not with bacta, but something bacta-ish. ... And not this. But I wanna lick stuff off you. [ to demonstrate, he switches up to licking the back of his neck for a second there. ]
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as a weenie in general, he's not complaining about the extra contact. he's happy to lean back into it some, actually. take advantage of this prime chance to get a little hand over hand action. hang with a very warm and attractive person. that's some good shit right there. ]
Maybe if it goes both ways. I'd be up for trying. [ he doesn't mean that as a double entendre but i DO. finn has broad interest in some more claim-laying activity. ] This put a big dent in those plans you mentioned?
[ slippery and tingly and trying to embrace it for the greater booty call: a star wars story. im half asleep tell me if this makes no sense and ill return to edit. ]
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the rest of him: that lube packet exploded on u for a reason and it's because you Need to Talk. this was divine intervention clearly.
he doesn't pull away, but he doesn't make any more Advancing Moves either. "in the middle of having sex is a great time for important conversations" - no one. literally no one has ever said that. but here he goes. ]
Nah. [ he kisses him one more time before yeeting into ]But can we — we talk about something first? I'm just — I think I gotta talk about it before we do anything else.
[ "the lube packet said we had to talk about it" and other deep thoughts from poe's brain. ]
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it takes finn half a second. he has to remember that his brain isn't just a one track thirst machine. he can do conversations. and then he is immediately concerned about any sort of "actually we need to talk" that comes with this kind of precision timing. he can't believe poe is either dying or breaking things off and he waited until they were having sex to bring it up. rip. ]
Yeah. Of course. [ he'd feel better about this if he had an easier time looking poe in the face, so he's gonna go ahead and finagle himself a turnaround. is it graceful? no. impossible. this is a very lubricated bed now. but it's effective. ] You okay?
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Yeah, I — [ am instantly filled with regret for doing this now but have committed to it?? ?] I just wanted you to know that I've had sex with other people. Who weren't you. And I felt weird not saying anything. Because I still ... like you most. Is that okay?
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but finn can kinda get the vibe here.
he feels some kind of way about it. exactly what way, he's not sure of yet. they sort of talked about this prospect before the first quenchquest. how any kind of legit relationship attempt would be complicated At Best on sex research island. there's always gonna be some bang happening. finn keeps running it through the processor. someone might as well draw a question mark on his forehead at this rate. ]
It's not like I thought it wouldn't happen. We're here for a reason. [ everyone here is hot and bound to get to participating. he doesn't think he's upset??? there are non-poe people he'd totally be dtf if the opportunity came up. he's not hopping himself up on weird double standards of getting laid.
and there's sort of just some Oh Hm feeling circling the brain drain regardless. thinking sucks. he's gonna go highkey gay and take one of poe's slippery tingly hands between his slippery tingly hands. i wouldn't rp this sincere and serious convo in any other setting so jot that down. what if he follows his thought train... and communicates like an adult. ]
So I'm not mad. You know, it's probably good that you didn't think you had to keep it to yourself. [ that's his educated guess anyway, he has no idea what the fuck he's doing. but he thinks it's a way worse look if poe had sex with other people and felt like it meant a whole thing and needed to be kept secret from the bae. ] Look, as long as you don't start keeping me around just because you feel... obligated, or something. I think we're gonna be fine.
[ yeah that sounds about on track. a little more up the right feelings alley than deciding he must be jealous. he's 99% sure he could trust poe to be like "sorry this isn't working yeet" if that was what's really happening here, otherwise he probably wouldn't have floated that hypothetical At All.
after 2 months or whatever, dare finn believe,,, poe likes him and thinks he's attractive and enjoys spending time around him in general. ]
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this is better. it's going well. he thinks? he's in a weird in-between space emotionally. one foot in the door of "i really wanna double down on the 'i love you' thing" and one foot back outside in the "absolutely do not say that we are fwb and it's Cool." but he feels better for having said something. talking about your problems: a revolutionary technique.]
It's on the board. [that slips out just like if he got some of the lube in his big stupid mouth. ] I didn't put it on the board. I don't like that thing. But it's there.
[ now that he's said those words, the galaxy brain is at work like he didn't say "yeah me too fam" ... what does it mean? is that good? bad? ]
What about -- did you? ... You don't have to answer that.
[ yeet ]
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reasons he likes having poe around number a million: turn down for what for free will and liberal with his "you don't have to"s. as someone who can be super spite motivated, finn is way less inclined to get salty about a question he doesn't have to answer. it's not a social corner. it's an optional window.
so he thinks on it for a sec. and doesn't really need long to think on it. they're already here doing this anyway and there's a whole lotta nothing to report as it is. SHRUG. ]
And I haven't. Yet. For the record. It's, uh. [ finn internally: @s himself over how to speak like a human. he doesn't want to just be like nah i've got you hooked on as a sex dispenser and that's It?? ] I don't feel like I'm off-track around you. And I know you've got my back. So I figured I didn't need to push it.
[ he knows why he's here. he knew before he agreed. exclusivity is a luxury folks can't afford in these parts. but he has one whole trust for poe, who's easy to be around in general anyway, and someone he goes to and feels like he fits, who he knows he can count on for the good d as a bonus. rey has the first two things and he got the impression she's personally not dtf, which he respects in general.
unless someone goes on a drugging jamboree next time there's a party, the luxury of not getting any ass he's (unsure) about felt like one he could maybe afford for a while. or the luxury of getting ass at all ever, when sometimes he tries to make small talk with someone and his soul leaves his body and he's like oh boy i'm sure not a whole-ass person oh god. ]
Do you wanna know when I do?
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but he's actually glad finn doesn't check the board because, as stated, he doesn't like the board. just because everyone is having sex with everyone else doesn't mean that he'd like to do anything other than stay in his lane and mind his business. (also he was going to feel bad if finn saw it first and was like "poe did what with thor?? ? ?" fuckin thor.) ]
Yeah, no, that's fine. Great. I feel the same way with you. Not off-track. It's like ... I know where I am.
[ poe's one braincell: it's because he has like no experience so he's a blank canvas you can paint all your kinks on
the rest of poe: LITERALLY NO ONE ASKED YOU, IT'S BECAUSE FINN IS WHY THE STARS COME OUT AT NIGHT
it's okay because he immediately has to think about the next question. that seems like something friends do? he had friends once upon a time. in current friend news, he knows way too much about rey's sex life and he didn't even want to know that much. this seems a lot better by comparison. also, if he's being honestly with himself ... of course he wants to know.
maybe they'll let him watch👀 (he'll save that kink for later.) ]Sure, yeah. If you wanna talk about it. [ he starts to grin, a valiant return to his bullshit. ] Maybe I can pick up some tips.
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that's a good thing. he's pretty sure it's a good thing. he likes it, so. probably good. poe is such a good. he'd die for poe. ignore the base tier that self sacrifice is for finn. poe is just great and that's the real point.
even if, yes, he instantly valiantly returns to his bullshit. finn makes a face at him. ]
I think you'll manage fine without picking up tips, Poe.
[ he almost paps a hand over poe's face to push him, but luckily one of his braincells is like please don't accidentally get any of this stuff in poe's eyes. and that's valid. ]
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but it's fine. great. cool. they had another Talk and it didn't end with everything being on fire. with more cumulative Talk experience, maybe he'll learn that it's very unlikely that it will ever end with anything being on fire.
maybe he can pick back up where they left off. that's what he decides. instead of finn pushing down poe, poe shoves finn down by the shoulders. ]
Yeah, you're right. I'm pretty good all on my own.
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finn goes down without a fight. he doesn't even complain about the tragic lube explosion that led them into convo town. he's decided to embrace this all in the name of getting laid. and in the name of getting some quality time with poe.
but he made the booty call and he's definitely seeing that through, so. gotta prioritize. side note from him to himself, bite poe all the time, it looks fantastic. ]
Big talk. Still waiting on those plans I heard about.
[ help him poebi-juan whoever u are... you're his only ho. ]
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Good things come to those who wait.
[ you can almost hear the dumb winking emoji in his voice. now that he's got finn where he wants him and lube is ... generally sort of in the right place, he's just gonna go for it. gonna start fingering him in the ass, as one does for the ones they truly love. ]
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Very wise.
[ the emphasis was gonna be there to poke fun at him a little regardless, but it's probably working double time because he says it at a fingering-adjacent point.
finn can fill this pillow queen role as needs must. i mean he takes to it easier than poe at a default tbh, but even if he didn't, at this point it's like. he made poe pillow queen for a very long time while he was engaging in sexy vampire aesthetic, it's only fair. so he's gonna do it. enjoy the ride. try to Be Relaxed and comfortable. or at least 20% more relaxed than he is most of the time and as comfortable as he can be. that's basically the same thing. poe is a comfortable person to be with. he's sure not having a bad time.
this warm tingly lube is a credit to lubekind. it should be proud.
i was gonna gagtag you with (moans) but i was actually too lazy to delete it before doing a real tag so i did a real tag instead. ]
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he just needs a minute to reorient himself and get into this. the mood isn't gone because honestly he is ready to bone finn 365/24/7 or whatever the planetary equivalent of every second of every day is on zhautas. he can get hard again with very little effort. just the sheer energy of thinking about how much he wants to bone finn. fingering continues. when he seems to be doing ok with one, he adds in another. ]
Just relax, okay? I'm gonna ride you, you just gotta relax.
[ more smooth pillowtalk from a smooth man. ]
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