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WISH LIST

★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus

★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions

★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him

★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia

★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships

kinks if ya nasty

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[ now he has to be naked and mildly offended AND cold??? this is the nightmare scenatio. poe has personally wounded him. finn starts considering his flop over onto poe instead options.

anyway poe will die first over his dead body. they would both spend a lot of time shoving each other to try and catch a grenade and sacrifice themselves first, probably.

some couples are just like hey race you to the elevator. ]

Not sure exactly how it fixes your problem. [ s i g h. ] Can I try again?

[it's true. forget the elevator, they're placing race you to the grenade because neither can resist the urge to be a big damn hero. he slooowly lifts his arm from over his eyes. maybe he'll choose life today. maybe.]

I'll allow it.

[he is trying s-so hard to be serious but you can tell he's trying not to laugh. what a dummy.]

[ finn punches him on the shoulder and gets up to find his pants, the end. not really. there's probably a reality where he did though.

with his dignity on the line, clearly, and miffed that poe thinks this is funny, wow! rude! poe!!!!!! finn has no choice but to take this re-do very, very seriously. and that much is legit, this is beyond in-the-moment sappiness and getting blindsided by mister meteor showers. he's not practiced in being romantic, but he can sure as hell be genuine and honest and take everything way too seriously out of spite.

finn purses his lips in thought and keeps his eyes on the ceiling. ]

I like that you gave me a name and still asked me if I was okay with it. I like that I spent five minutes stealing a ship with you and I felt more like a person than I ever thought I could. I like that you're good. I like that you try to see good things.

[ finn turns to look at him again with his eyebrows up like "okay how's that, jerkwad." SHOULD HE LOOK KIND OF CONFRONTATIONAL WHILE HE'S TRYING TO DO A ROMANCE? god probably not but he fucking does. he'd hate to have to pvp poe over this right now. ]

I like that I make you think of meteor showers.

[ so THERE??? ]

[first, he sits up. and then he stops looking like he's going to laugh one sentence in. and then he looks kind of awestruck and like he's melting from the inside. he does good things purely on principle, because it's the Right Thing to Do. he gave finn a name because he deserved to have a name. but knowing that the things he just does mean so much to finn, is a lot. it's overwhelming and he's going to die. he can't laugh or make witty retorts or do anything besides just sit there.

so uh, you won, finn. congrats. he can't even laugh at the meteor shower comment at the end. he's overloaded with feelings.]

Finn, that's ... that's — wow. I — thank you.

[also, why wasn't his love confession that good? now he wants to re-do his. because of course he does. he's not going to but he will throw this in.]

I like that you're good, too. You're always so good. I meant it when I said I think you're the best person I know.

[ god, finally. success. he wins at being really gay, even if just for a moment.

they're gonna get a lot of practice in before they polish these off as wedding vows or whatever. finn keeps a straight face for all of half a second in his triumph and then he basically grins ear to ear because 1) he's a little shit sometimes and 2) he just really loves poe. this is terrible. rose is never gonna let him hear the end of it bc he's gonna look like a big sap every time poe looks at him. ]

Yeah? I've been trying for good.

[poe's not pressed okay, look, that's what he's talking about. meteor shower. (he's not going to be able to look at him without looking stupid as hell either. the entire resistance is gonna laugh at them.) he rolls back on top of him. not dying today. also, it was cold not pressed against finn and he's not about it. ]

Trying and succeeding. I'm glad I decided not to die now.

[ oh good let him just get his arms around poe to prevent a quick repeat incident. precautions are very important. no takebacks. ]

Is that all it takes. [ he sounds like a GOTDANG SAP. ] Congratulations on your wise decision. Hope you're not that indecisive all the time.

Maybe I never planned on dying. [ he gets back into basically the same position he was before, using his good arm to hold himself over finn with the injured one against his chest in a less supportive capacity. and then he kisses him for the millionth time (gotta make up for all that lost time ... those weeks or however long), pulling back with a grin. ] It was a strategy to get you to confess to me. I'm actually brilliant, did you know that?

[being held was part of his strategy too. he's pleased with it. this is all part of his plan. that he made up just now.]

[ Don't make Finn laugh. It's too late, he's laughing. He flattens his hands against Poe's back and slides them up, mostly because he can. ]

I know you're smart. I'm not considering it related.

[he's not not into it. but also, now that they've gotten in a whole lot of hella gay boyfriend moments, he's going to point out the obvious — ]

Was there a point to us getting undressed, or ...?

[ not not into it, sold. ]

You were the one who started it. I just helped you finish it. [ and then you had a really mushy sincere feeling and faceplanted. ]

Still waiting for the point.

[ and you know what, if the point's not getting laid, that's life. but he's redirecting his hands to specifically at least cop a feel of the ass while he can. IS THAT A CRIME IN THIS GAY ECONOMY. ]

Yeah, yeah, I got distracted. [with the gravity of their gayness.] I can make it up to you.

[it must not be a crime, okay, because he grins and an exhales something like a single "ha". into it. he moves down, lowers, until his head is between finn's legs. baby's first bj. i can't believe i wrote this tag when i was half-asleep but i have nothing better to offer you so i'm hitting post now.]

[ i legit laughed out loud thanks friend.

finn loses his claim on the Butt, but gains something much more immediately interesting and relevant. this really is a gay economy and he's suddenly making bank. ]

I can guarantee you won't have long to manage it.

[ he could try to play it cool and act like he's aloof but finn has never had chill and neither of them are actually cool people, so. why lie about his full investment in boner town at this point. he is painfully invested in boner town and he knows it's gonna be a short trip, and also only tangentially related, poe is really beautiful. ]

[poe just shakes his head and laughs like, oh finn. you beautiful tropical fish. beautiful rule-breaking moth. rainbow-infused space unicorn. basically he just loves finn a lot and his face probably hurts from smiling and laughing so much at this point, okay.

surprisingly — or maybe not surprisingly at all — his mouth is good at other things besides bickering and bantering for years on end. just because it's been a minute doesn't mean he's forgotten how to recreate all the (literal?) fuckery he was up to in those new republic bunks. was he born without a gag reflex or was it a talent he mastered over time? one of the galaxy's mysteries. whatever the case may be, he sure is working that dick down his throat. just going for it. as finn has claimed, he apparently only needs like five seconds anyway. might as well make them nice. ]

[ look he's not here to win a contest about it. it's the first blowjob of both his life and this relationship. and i challenge anyone about to get their first blowjob to adequately prepare for their partner to go from 0 to deep-throating at the speed of light. they just can't.

finn would always have lost this battle in two minutes or less. its fine they can get into the marathon sex circuit when the necessity of crowded smuggler ships and lots of big deal resistance duties don't limit the market to semi-public quickies.

anyway idk the space war equivalent of jesus christ, but. that. finn pulls in a hella loud breath and immediately slaps a hand over his own mouth bc he's fucking doomed. he'll be damned if he lets his lack of chill be what causes someone to finally see what's going on in the cargo bay. VOCAL PORNO SEX CAN ALSO WAIT??? i mean tbh i can't guarantee he'll ever be prone to being super vocal but there are sounds falling out of him before he can get them totally wrangled rn. his other hand ends up in poe's hair, bc where else would it even go at this juncture.

mister toad's wild ride gets wild... finn will be a very courteous gentleman and presumably say something into his hand that sounds like a strangled poe, to give the proverbial uhhhh. heads up. ]

[ hell yeah this is 100% his aesthetic right now. making finn make noises, finn's hand in his hair. hot. into it. thinking about anyone being like "huh i wonder what those weird noises coming from the cargo bay are" is so far down on his list of concerns it's not even on his list of concerns.

he thinks he hears his name?? how do you tell your boyfriend that it's totally okay to come in your mouth because 1) it's gonna feel amazing when you swallow and 2) you don't even taste anything because 3) you taste more holding it in your mouth trying to spit it out than if you just didn't? (not that it even matters, he thinks finn probably tastes great anyway.) you can't because you would have to take the dick out of your mouth and it would ruin the whole thing, so ... poe holds his hand up and makes a vague gesture like "no, it's okay." maybe a thumbs up? don't worry about it. you're doing great, sweetie. ]

[ this is why he has finn to overthink all the worst case scenarios for him. a blessing. a prone to overthinking disaster who is getting really great at being a human person.

anyway finn's not gonna look this gift blowjob in the mouth. he doesn't need to be told twice. well, "told" idk. gestured. he doesn't need to be thumbs-upped twice. poe's commitment to sparkle motion arguably makes this even hotter.

his fingers tighten in poe's hair a little as kind of one last warning before he comes, at which point he is roughly sure he's never had a thought or been able to think a day in his life. poe dameron is too powerful and must be stopped at all costs 2k18. ]

[ poe is super-committed to sparkle motion. he just wanted to give his boyfriend a sexual experience to remember, okay. he's pretty sure he accomplished his mission, and is therefore very proud of himself. he rises back up from between finn's legs, sitting up and wiping his mouth off against his wrist. like he is just the coolest dude ever. (he's not.) ]

Did I make it up to you?

[ he doesn't have to be cool for finn to think he is. finn gives himself like five very luxurious seconds of having no bones and a shuffled rubiks cube for a brain before he answers. ]

Don't ask a question you already know the answer to.

[ finn's personality is basically a sour patch kid.

he sits up, because his personal plan starts with tonsil hockey and it's easier to go find it than it is to lay on the ground and look at poe until poe can read his thoughts. and i mean like the full 4 quarters of tonsil hockey, chaste is out the airlock. get a blowjob and immediately french your boyfriend, part two of the cargo bay saga. ]

[ finn could have warhead candy for a personality and poe would still love it.

look, if finn wants to jump straight from blowjobs to tonsil hockey, who is poe to fault him? he would never. he loves it. what's not to love about a) finn taking initiative, b) finn's tongue scraping the inside of his mouth, and c) also getting to explore finn's mouth with his own tongue. one hand presses against his back —

and then he feels the scar that has to be there from being on the wrong end of kylo ren's lightsaber. it takes him out of the moment for half a second, half a second of him just freezing up like oh heck. he hasn't even actually seen it yet during all this nudity time, but just feeling it is more than enough to remind him that he almost lost finn before he ever got to tell him anything. the fragility of life, something something.

which means he is MAKING UP FOR IT NOW. head back in the game. everything is fine. they're still making out. cool great good. his hand finds an unmarred place on finn's back so he can stop being weird about it. his other hand goes to the back of his neck like yes just stay right here.]

[ poe you can't just freeze during tonsil hockey and then gun it twice as hard on tonsil hockey in your effort to erase it?? please. you beautiful disaster.

as a good person and official boyfriend finn can't just be like well guess everything's cool after all. WHAT IF POE'S NOT INTO FRENCHING AND HE'S JUST MAKING HIMSELF DO IT? ok no finn trusts him to be able to say something like "no thanks, actually, not feeling it". finn trusts poe as much as he trusts rey. they're fully on-par.

but there are so many what ifs.

he's gotta disengage the tongue. he's gotta bring out the direct eye contact. it's the only way. ]

You okay?

[ finn's gonna get to touch the dick in this timeline by god. but he'll be damned if he doesn't touch base first. ]

[YES HE CAN WATCH HIM. talking about feelings is hard and he already did it once today!

also yes please poe would like him to touch the dick but he's too much of a gentleman to be like ALL RIGHT BUDDY NOW IT'S YOUR TURN. and the making out was nice. can't they just go back to that??? apparently not. aw geez.]

What? Yeah, I'm okay. [no not the eye contact too. well now he's gonna feel bad if he doesn't say anything. and he's not exactly the best liar anyway. due to that lack of mental filter.] I just forgot — [the whole lightsaber thing? the time you almost died??? why you were in a bacta bag for like 20 years??? red alert red alert, every single thing he can think of to say is the actual stupidest thing he's ever thought, and he's thought a lot of stupid things in his life.] I didn't think there'd be a scar there.

[nailed that just like he nailed landing on jakku. so fuckin smooth.]

[ making out was part one of his plan. it's a two-step plan. make out, touch the dick. now it's like a two and a half step plan. ]

Oh. [ somehow this was not in the list of potential explanations that crossed his mind. in a way, that's a huge victory. that's all it is. it's far from the worst case scenario! one fear, averted. he doesn't wanna say "well. there is one." because it's pretty obvious. finn works to keep it casual. ] I forget it's there, too.

[ you know what, they can definitely push having a conversation about That Nonsense off. kylo ren showed up shirtless in tlj and ruined a million moods, he's not taking this one with him. finn is slidin his hand up a thigh, that's it. ive personally lost track of what position theyre in im just assuming he's in the clear for that landing zone. ]

Not into scars?

[ u wound him. the way his eyes are crinkling up says he is almost definitely asking that to tease poe like a jerk. ]

[i think they're both sitting up??? i've lost track too honestly. it's fine, they're making out, moving around, it's whateva. but yeah hand sliding up thigh should be fine in any case. poe definitely thinks it's fine. he has been waiting a long time for this. laying in the desert, dying of thirst.

BUT FIRST. you can tell he's trying to keep focus on this Serious Discussion and just ... immensely failing.]

No! No, it's fine. It just ... it doesn't hurt, does it? I don't ... wanna hurt you.

[ you mean tortured by thirst. relatable.

poe would go and say something really... poe like that. honestly. he just laid on the floor on his back for a whole gay conversation. bless this beautiful pilot.

finn's never had someone be so flagrantly gentle about him so frequently in his entire life. and it's only been like a week or something. even rey hit him with a big stick the first time they met?? poe is in his own league. ]

It's fine. Promise. Pretty sure that's the last thing you need to worry about doing.

[ shit, finn loves him.

finn lets his hand get to home base on The D, finally. he gives it a couple of really slow pumps, like he's just angling to get a metaphorical feel for this whole setup. the reality is mostly that he's never gotten to do this for someone before and he thinks he's gonna be a fan of getting to do it. some life experiences you gotta savor. ]

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