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WISH LIST
★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus
★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions
★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him
★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia
★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships
kinks if ya nasty
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(finn, you fool. you did on takodana. you were yelling at your alpha all along. fool.)
anyway sorry poe, the rude crude ear biting dude, he's laughing at you for sure now. have a couple of pats on the arm. ]
I'm sure it is. She doesn't seem too big on sugarcoating.
[ like not what he's seen of her so far at least. she's a sensible person. ]
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is he still rambling??? yep. probably.]
She's the closest thing I've had to a mom since my mom died. She always ... gives me more chances even when I don't deserve it. You know, it's like ... I'm really glad she's in my life. I'm really glad you're in my life.
[gay. everything has to loop back to how much he loves finn, okay. his beautiful perfect soulmate.]
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the ramble zone is the ideal zone. now finn likes leia even more than he already did. that's a win. poe's mom being gone is less so. he squeezes his hand. ]
I'm glad you're in mine. [ if we're gonna have gay sleepover style rambles we're going all out in gayness. ] Never really had anyone before. There was my fire team, but.
[ shrug. ]
We weren't there to make friends. Or anything else.
[ last week the closest thing he had to a mom was phasma and he thought of his teammates as friends but they weren't diggin the same vibe... now he has a soulmate and like 3 friends/found space family and he loves revolution? the resistance is rad. first order can get rekt. ]
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he'd like to know more. but also doesn't want to push, since it seems like it'd be a lot based on what he knows about stormtroopers in general.]
Yeah? [there. gentle pushing, but not. finn can say more if he wants, but doesn't have to. probably isn't even going to get a chance to because he doesn't really wait before moving on to more sappy shit — he's pretty bad on a normal day and now he's on overdrive, so.]
You don't have to worry about stuff like that anymore, okay? You've got the Resistance, and you've got me, and we're ... we're a family, right? You and me, we're gonna ...
[the whole shebang. married, settle down on yavin 4 or smth, kids??? it's gonna happen. maybe like, not until after the war, as he keeps being fuckin reminded, but it's going to happen and thinking about it makes warmth well up inside him.]
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how can finn ever be equipped to handle poe's level of sap. poe is too perfect. in the war between sobering deets during a good and nice moment and pushing things aside for later, finn is usually willing to aim for pushing shit aside. they're healthy people. he wants a good thing. ]
Yeah.
[ the family matter weirdly doesn't bother him as much as the teammates matter. as much as slip. it's hard to miss or mourn something you were too young to remember having. it's just... part of life. he has more now than he thought he would. that's basically a miracle. ]
You making plans, Poe Dameron?
[ if it sounds like he's wearing a shit-eating grin it's only bc he is. ]
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poe: my favorite color is orange
finn: i literally just came.
and that's it. that's their relationship. it's beautiful. i can't wait for them to learn more mundane ass facts about each other.
anyway meanwhile poe can hear that shit-eating grin, like excuse you sir, but also not really because he's going to shift his position so slightly so he can peer over finn and see the grin in person. beautiful. worth it. ]
I'm always making plans. You got a problem with that? [clearly not expecting a problem from the way he's grinning back. aw man. he's so good. he could just look at finn's dumb face forever. like he tried to do like five minutes ago in the hallway. we're back into that feedback loop again.]
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if poe is going to the trouble of being in the vicinity then finn is gonna execute some kinda dumb head turn to look back at him. it doesn't matter if he pulls a muscle or whatever he wants. to look at poe and his dumb face. ]
Is there a list of things you're gonna ask me about having a problem with? I don't have a lot of dealbreakers.
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you know what? this is silly. the spooning setup was nice for a minute but now poe is over it. he tries to get finn to roll around to face him by taking his handholding hand to pull at finn's shoulder like hey. over here. roll around and look at me. i want easier access to your face sir. why did we stop facing each other??? huge mistake.]
No, not a list. But if you do have any problems, tell me and we'll figure it out. Okay?
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of course, generally speaking, hopefully nobody else at all is getting the little spoon + stare directly into poe's face experience from this same vantage point. finn thinks that would be a problem. he's positive it isn't going to be something that he actually has to pvp someone over.
while he's here, he presses his forehead to poe's. mulls over his answer. significant parts of his brain are busy going "look we're never going to have any problems ever as long as he's in range so idk about you man". hopped up on poe-spice. the wheel keeps on turning. how uncivilized. ]
Same goes for you, right?
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the degree of "there's only finn" rises when he's facing him and their foreheads are pressed together. he can smell him so much. there is literally nothing better he's deceased bye.]
Yeah ... yeah. Of course.
[what are problems? could not think of a single problem right now even if he wanted to. problems are a made up concept like time. what were they even talking about again?
you know what he's just gonna go for it. finn's face is in his face and it's a crime they've waited this long honestly. who would've thought they'd be the couple who saved kissing on the mouth for dead last in their list of intimacy checkpoints??? but it's ok because poe is gonna check it off
right
the heck
now.
he closes that like .00005 millimeters of space left between their faces and goes in for a kiss, biting at finn's lip as he pulls away. maybe he's not bite-y because he's an alpha so much as because of who he is as a person. he will probably go in for more kissing in like less than a second but he wants to savor just the one first.]
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positives: finn was right, this is... so much less confusing than getting kissed by rose. and like sure that would have been a little confusing in any au or timeline considering everything horrible that was happening at the moment, regardless of how gr8 rose is or the length of my list of finn ships. but in this au it was probably especially Not Ideal, realistically.
anyway he's into this, this works for him. poe "the biter" dameron keeps on keeping on brand.
it's like all of his atoms want to hold hands with all of poe's atoms. it's like he used to be intrinsically attached to poe and then they got split off and only just made it back to each other. there are intricate levels of ride or die commitment at work. who cares if they hit shuffle on the intimacy playlist, they're just too cool. finn will meet poe in the middle on kissing 2: electric boogaloo when the moment comes. Give Him Your Face Sir. ]
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poe feels it, too. he wants their atoms to hold hands. every time he touches him, it's like coming in contact with electricity — in a good way. soft electricity. just warmth and tingling. he could chase after that feeling forever and never get tired. in fact, he's going to now. that was a good second he spent looking at finn's face and taking it in post-kiss but now he's going back in, more intense than ever. (i.e. the one time?) now with more biting and some exploratory tongue.
also: one hand cups the side of finn's face before sliding down to his neck, and the other grips at the back of his head. very much "i know where i want your face to be and it's right here attached to my face so don't get any ideas about our faces not being attached." one of his legs joins in the effort, too, sprawling its way over finn's. he's really dedicated to the idea of the two of them just melting into each other, okay.]
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it's nice to have a world narrowed down on all sides to being exclusively poe-related. every point of contact lighting up, everything smelling like him. the catch of poe's teeth on his mouth. this is the dream.
finn gets a fistful of the front of poe's shirt as if to say "i catch your drift, now consider: you also are not allowed to detach from my face." melting is a good term for what finn is doing, overall. he's melting into this like it's his job.
also he forgot tongues can be a whole thing for a minute there, excellent reminder. this is arguably even better than regular kissing. it feels like being closer. ]
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this is better, he decides. this is better than anything. if you thought rut hormones-induced sex on the finalizer was gonna be number one for him, ya wrong. i mean, it was amazing, of course, because it was finn, but like ... this is finn up close and personal with no sense of urgency or dread that they might be caught and idk killed or sent back to their rooms or whatever bad end the first order had on the menu for them. kissing is nothing without feeling behind it, and he's still 100% riding on that good shit that is finn's scent and skin-on-skin contact with finn and just finn in general. amazing. showstopping. spectacular.
maybe they'll stop to breathe or something eventually.]
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disaster.
anyway breathing is for idiots. we can determine this because eventually they will, in fact, absolutely have to stop to breathe, and they're idiots. finn is riding out the kiss wave until the last possible second, though. LUNGS ARE EVEN MORE FOR IDIOTS. ]
Well, no problems so far. Except for you maybe being too good at that.
[ let him also ride the wave of compliment bullshit. he has no makeout comparisons and he doesn't care, it has no bearing on goodness.
really he should... verify... for science.... gay disaster has nothing to do with it ]
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anyway, poe was ready to die for this cause, i.e. the cause of kissing finn until the heat death of the universe. but if finn is going to pull away, then his lungs will just have to remember how to breathe. smh.]
Oh yeah? Then we got a another problem, 'cause I could do that forever.
[smooth moves, dameron. that was all he had, though, as he goes back to his favorite pastime of staring longingly at finn's face while he catches his breath. if finn needs to do some gay science experiments, well ... who is he to blame him.]
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the kissing ideal: nobody pulls back and immediately passes out. so that's one thing checked off the potential real problems list, right there. lives have been saved. he pulls a quick face in the spirit of "yeah, well, fair point there". ]
I'd probably let you.
[ is that a problem??? nah. can't be. sounds great.
he likes the way poe looks at him. so much. he gets that expression on his face like he's looking at the best thing ever. it's wild. so really the nice thing about catching their breath for a few seconds is getting to scope that out.
but finn has Important Data to collect from poe's mouth, with his own mouth, so. he trades out his vice-grip on the front of poe's shirt in favor of laying his palm flat to poe's chest while he goes back in for it. vital gay data. ]
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his hands release finn's head from their vicegrip in surprise, and then rearrange themselves to be other places. gently remembers that finn has an entire body. one does stay at his neck, mostly because it's attached to the arm that's being crushed from the weight of the rest of poe (and like ... it might fall asleep. but you know what, sometimes those are the sacrifices we have to make.) but the other one wanders over to finn's upper arm and grabs him by it. you know what another truly amazing part of finn is? his arms. what great arms. a++++. ]
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or that's finn's way of doing it. man i wish he didn't spend most of his screentime completely stressed out or confused, let's all just rest assured he's having a very good time right now.
nobody needs two whole awake arms, it's fine. finn only needs his one chest-groping hand, even, in fact, because rebels are very smart people with a lot of low collars. so he can get under poe's shirt to touch some skin without having to do like a whole entire two-handed action to get there. it turns into more of a part-shoulder part-neck touch than a chest touch, but poe is warm and beautiful and good and his, so. that works. whatever!!!! thinking is for nerds. ]
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he planned this, clearly. he planned on wearing a low collared shirt just so finn could reach and touch him. a+ planning ahead. but finn getting that good skin-on-skin contact makes it slowly dawn on him ... what if ... they weren't ... wearing clothes? the thought comes in such slow motion it's one of the sloths in zootopia.
but it reaches his brain eventually, and when it does, he decides to do something about it. with his one full-range-of-motion-possessing arm. said arm and attached hand move from finn's upper arm to the hem of his shirt, at which point he gets distracted by reaching under the shirt and feeling the abs. ah yes. finn is beautiful. finn is shredded. what was he doing again?]
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poe is an unrecognized genius. he's the real beautiful tropical fish here. therefore it's okay for him to get distracted by abs. finn's kind of getting used to him getting distracted.
this is like, a willpower thing. on one hand, there's instant gratification in being able to stick a hand in someone's shirt, and all the especially dumb parts of finn's brain are like hey this tracks, let's not stop touching things. stopping is the enemy. poe is touching him, that's good, the end.
on the other hand, he likes the cut of poe's pre-distraction jib. this prospect of taking off the clothes. stopping having them on. god this is so unfair. physics are homophobic. ]
Might have to sit up for a second. [ he says and immediately fails to do bc that was what two whole seconds? that he bravely sacrificed. if they have to sit up and not be making out for a second in order to lose a shirt or two, then it's time to build up a touch supply to get them through it. that's how it works.
and he's going to start that supply by kissing poe's whole entire face, starting with his forehead. finn just realized that that's a level of bullshit he can further get onto. ]
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he knows that finn has a point, that if they want to get to the part where they don't have clothes, they're going to have to sit up, but doing literally anything feels like fighting against an ocean current when he'd rather be pulled under because the ocean is safe and warm and has finn kissing him in it.
but he's trying. he's making an effort. he's going to sit up … any second now. but as soon as he gathers up a single ounce of gumption, finn has to ruin it by switching up his technique and kissing him in different places on his face. oh no. it's too easy to just let this happen and not do anything.
no, no, he can do this. he is in control of his life and his choices and not a slave to … hormones??? impulses??? some sort of intangible force he could not even begin to describe? he is going to let finn kiss him for like one more second and then
move to sit up. stop using his hands to touch finn for like two seconds. yep, his arm has some pins and needles feelings going on, but it was worth it tbh. he rips off his shirt like he is in a competition for fastest shirt removal and flings it off the bed to join his jacket and boots on the floor. bye.
he did it. that should not have been a herculean task, but it was. are they going to be this stupid forever? there has to be a point in time where they acclimate to … being in one another's presence enough to complete basic tasks. sooner or later. but clearly not yet in this honeymoon period. it has been five seconds since his hands were touching finn and he is already antsy about it tbh. this is three more seconds than anticipated.]
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after he also sits up and loses his shirt. let no sacrifice be made in vain and all that, as five seconds is an actual eternity in star wars honeymoon phase town. long term investment. match poe for shirtlessness instead of immediately groping the bod
and then run his hands over the bod because it's perfect. and then maybe lean in to stick his face into poe's neck again to hit that good shit. god poe smells good. GOD. it's uncalled for. ]
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yep, this was worth it. finn's hands touching them without a clothing barrier in between? perfect. ideal view of the front of finn instead of the back of finn? perfect. finn's face against his neck again? also perfect. it all checks out.
and there's the realization that he can pull finn in for a hug and then they can both be all up in each other's necks. because that's what it's all about. drowning in finn's scent. why do other scents exist in the world when there's this??? his hands wander aimlessly, just feeling up the uncharted territory of finn's body. it's all good shit. found the sick-ass scar, but he's too high on finn-spice to be weird and emotional about it. just gonna double down on pvp-ing the entire first order but especially kylo ren on his to-do list for later. it's a brief flash of a thought that's immediately shoved away because this is a GOOD VIBES ONLY ZONE. kylo ren is not invited. anywhere, ever, in general.]
You ... you're amazing, you know?
[wow, look. words. look at him words.]
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this is also already becoming a banner day for finn's praise kink tbh. poe can't see his face what with it being squashed into him, but finn catches a grin and it doesn't stop spreading until it's hit the full ear-to-ear span. it was like five words but he loves poe so much and he's keeping them forever thank u poe. he's easy. ]
I think you might be biased.
[ does he sound even slightly serious? no. he doesn't. ]
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comes back with the gay inception noise
clutches my chest
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