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WISH LIST

★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus


★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions

★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him

★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia


★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships

kinks if ya nasty

Comments

[followhim]

[when he gets there, he glances around at the setting like ah yes. i'd expect nothing less. and yet he wasn't over here drinking and having fun because he has shit to do. he is non-stop. he is a ridiculous person. he is literally alexander hamilton.

anyway, he had mostly been joking anyway, but when sees rey he's like nope nope definitely not. he will hold back her pretty hair if she needs to vomit and maybe cuddle but he's not going to have sex with her wasted ass. she deserves something more ~special~ than that.]

[cheekily (as always):] C'mon, your escort awaits.

[forcevisions]

Poe!

[ she gets to her feet when she sees him, knocking over two bottles. she holds out her hand like she's going to use the force to right them back on the table but

honestly the whole notion of that is laughable. she lacks the concentration and clarity of mind entirely. disgruntled by her failure, she blows air out between her lips and waves her hand like fuck you too. then she turns away from it and hustles over to poe to

throw her arms around him. ]

[followhim]

[this is more intense than he anticipated. but he's gonna go with it, because he's a man of honor.]

Hey, Rey. [he hugs her back but his mood is very like woah girl.] What's this, you guys find some stash of Corellian stuff? [he points at c'ai threnalli, literally probably his only pilot friend now that like everyone is dead.] You better save some for me, buddy. Later.

[anyway back to rey. what if he just ... sweeps her off her feet. and carries her bride style. this seems safe.] I think you've had enough, huh?

[forcevisions]

Rose found it.

[ she says it like this is very important information and rose deserves credit because rose is the best. if you think rey isn't an effusive, complimentary drunk, you are wrong. she yelps and grabs onto poe's shoulder as he hoists her up. except for her, 'as' really means a 3-5 second delay. she's already in his arms when she yelps. ]

You're cutting me off? [ she laughs about it, then nestles her face against the curve of his neck. ] Is it because you want me to yourself?

[followhim]

Yep, you caught me. [he goes with the response that's least likely to result in her thrashing away. he's so smart sometimes. sometimes.] Never been that good at sharing. [he is just saying things at this point.]

[forcevisions]

Where are we going?

[ it's asked in an absent, half-engaged kind of way that doesn't really seem to mind any answer, but rather, has finally thought to ask. ]

[followhim]

I'd take you back to your bunk, but I don't know where it is. [also he's not entirely sure she would know where it is.] So we're going back to mine.

[forcevisions]

For warmth?

[ she laughs at her own joke because it's just so good. ]

[followhim]

[he chuckles to oblige her but also because she's cute.]

Yeah, for warmth. It's gonna be cozy.

[forcevisions]

I should probably warn you that I ...

[ she loses track of that thought, looking down at him. ]

... I never knew I was taller than you.

[ you're not, rey. he's ... holding you ... ykw don't even worry about it. ]

[followhim]

[he doesn't know whether to correct her or make an angry anime face or what tbh. wtf??? he ends up laughing again. she doesn't even know what she's saying, why get pressed.]

Uh-huh, you and a lot of people.

[forcevisions]

I like it. It's different than ...

[ she trails off. and in order to avoid the end of that sentence, she kisses him.

as kisses go it's probably pretty unappealing tbh. ]

[followhim]

[1. she is in for disappointment when she realizes she's not actually taller than him

and 2. oh. this is happening. he's too surprised to really kiss back so it's probably more like ... she awkwardly smashes her mouth against his. wow. romance. amaze.]

Rey ...

[why did he flirt with her in the first place?????? he wasn't expecting this to happen????? WHEN WILL HE LEARN ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES OF HIS ACTIONS. it's not just for not getting people killed. instead of finishing whatever he was going to try to say, he announces:]

Oh look, here we are.

[just gonna ... plop her down on his bed. there u go. please don't throw up.]

[forcevisions]

[ she tumbles without any the grace that the last jedi should have. ]

Here we are.

[ she scoots back against the wall and let's be honest it's a very small bunk so that doesn't even make that much space. she looks up at him expectantly. ]

[followhim]

[he takes a moment to stare at her on his bed like yep. this sure is a mess i got myself into. good job dameron. ur a champ.

but he slides onto the bed like it's fine. it's totally fine. and moves to hug her. just cuddling. fine. maybe she'll fall asleep and/or forget any other ulterior motives.]

[forcevisions]

[ poe has underestimated rey's willpower.

he's not the only one, don't worry. i'm sure he'd be relieved to know how much he has in common w kylo ren.

she reaches one hand up to brush against the side of his face as she squirms to find a space against his chest. ]

[followhim]

[ are you ever just

also NO HE WOULD NOT BE RELIEVED YOU HEAR THAT YOU SATAN.

also also he is not as good at straight chicken as he is at gay chicken. help him. he is frozen.]

Uh ... hi.

[forcevisions]

Where did all that boldness from earlier go?

[ she laughs, if quietly. ]

[followhim]

[that was before he realized the extent of her wastedness and that it was A Bad Idea.]

I dunno. You're really-- I don't want you to regret anything.

[forcevisions]

Why would I regret this?

[ the humor softens out of her face. but it's worth noting that her eyes are still having a hard time ... staying focused. ]

[followhim]

[he's trying to be as nice as he can without flat-out calling her out on being wasted because in his experience people don't typically respond well to being called out?????? y'know. and he likes her. even though he also likes finn. fuckin anime love polygon.]

Sometimes when people have too much to drink, they do stuff they regret.

[forcevisions]

[ nope she's not going to accept that bc it's the biggest nonsense rey has ever heard. IN HER DEFENSE the drinking and sex parts of her life have been small so why would she even ... have the capacity to navigate that conversation about consent.

instead she has, ]

It's because of Finn, isn't it?

[followhim]

[he will cling on to that like jack and rose's bed frame/door thing from titanic because like it's not even a lie so????]

Yeah. [the word comes out like a sigh of relief lmfao.] You know how I feel about Finn. I don't want things to get messy.

[forcevisions]

You shouldn't have come to get me.

[ she pushes herself up to a sitting position but she has the muscle control of a toddler so one of her arms buckles and she sways like ? ?? how did that happen. she gets herself upright all the same, it just takes a second try. ]

This is all wrong. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have —

[ wanted this for herself? she feels sick with her own selfishness at the thought.

no, wait, that's the other kind of nauseous. the kind from alcohol and sitting up quickly. she groans and puts her head down against her knees. ]

[followhim]

[ you stupid bitch.mp3

no really he feels really bad. and then is immediately like “maybe she won’t remember this later!” AND FEELS BAD ABOUT THAT. he is the literal worst. a monster. a—

oh no. he scrambles to sit up with her, placing a hand against her back.]

Hey, no. You okay?