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WISH LIST

★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus


★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions

★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him

★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia


★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships

kinks if ya nasty

Comments

[followhim]

You're nicer. [that's really what this banter has devolved to, huh. arguing over who's nicer. smh. still tracing, ftr. he takes the shudder as encouragement to keep going. not that he's putting a whole lot of active thought into it in the first place.]

You're all ... I like when you get worked up about stuff. [so every second of every day of his life?] And when you get excited about stuff. When you smile, it's like ... it's like a meteor shower.

[bythehand]

[ oh my god even i can't handle how gay that is and i was prepared for it. there's no way finn is going to survive. his heart promptly does a backflip out into the void of space because of the surge of sudden and intense Feelings he's been saddled with. how is he possibly supposed to cope with living in the same galaxy as that statement??

no really he literally has to take a few seconds. he stops petting poe's head and everything, bc he's like i need all available hands to pretend i can hold all of this, holy shit. and if part of him thinks he doesn't deserve it, he punches it in the metaphorical face bc he can deal with it later and it's not ruining this for him right now.

like a meteor shower.

no one has ever said something like that to him, ever, in his life??? he can't actively angle his memory in that 10-seconds-ago direction enough to acknowledge it or respond directly to it. it just happened. the only word to describe him is shook.

he might not be able to fight fire with equally strong fire, but finn's entire brain to mouth filter is dead, so he guns it before he even thinks about it. ]

You know what I like about you?

[followhim]

[i was only prepared because the sentiment has been made in the past but yeah it's still pretty Full Gay. but poe is a human 100 emoji, okay. it is known. if he's gay he's going full gay and no one can stop him.

but he kind of glances back up at finn when the head petting stops (like excuse u, i was enjoying that, but also did i insult you??? are you triggered by meteor showers????)

but apparently not. this is okay too.]

No, what?

[bythehand]

[ some men just want to watch the world burn, by devastating their boyfriends in one fell swoop. but u know what, that's fine.

finn kind of has to work to figure out exactly what he's trying to say now that his own mouth has forced him into a position to have to say it. it would probably be pretty easy to say everything, even though he knows he'll probably yell at poe within the next 24 hours for something dumb that he inarguably does not like. that's love, bitch.

but he gets into the neighborhood of the feeling, sort of, and lets his tone go soft in the process. ]

You make everything human.

[ without even trying.

with poe, everything is messy and colorful and impulsive. he cares about everything, and he tells people they have smiles like meteor showers, and he's beautiful. even though it would be easy for him not to bother being good at all. ]

[followhim]

[you know what he's gonna do about that? he's gonna stop laying on finn's chest, shift back up to meet his face, and ... kiss him. but also tease him. out of love.]

As opposed to what? Making everything Wookiee?

[bythehand]

[ banishes him to the couch for a week

but like. after he gets his kiss. priorities. ]

I'm sure you wish you were that articulate.

[followhim]

[i mean he probably deserves the couch. he wouldn't think so but he's a giant jerk whose opinion doesn't count so. he kisses finn again before continuing like maybe if he kisses him in-between teasing he won't get shoved away. it's a bold strategy, cotton, let's see if it pays off for him.]

Maybe. What does that even mean?

[bythehand]

[ this is unfair. how can one man function at these critical levels of sweet and salty. finn kisses him back because he does what he wants. he still sounds vaguely salty.

when isn't he vaguely salty tho. in fact, he's going out of his way to poke poe on the forehead. ]

It means that's the last time I tell you I like anything about you, Poe Dameron.

[ or that he's breaking up with you to date chewie. ]

[followhim]

[i can't believe he went for the forehead poke. they are a legit anime. poe has to go put some toast in his mouth and run because he's late for anime school. jk he's still laying here, trying not to laugh.]

No, c'mon! I'm serious! I don't know what you mean!

[bythehand]

Well, it's too late! Now I have to take it to my grave.

[ finn says, probably like 4 seconds before he gets so huffy that he explains anyway??? NO CHILL NO CHILL

when ur #petty but not enough to actually shove your bf off of you. it's that kind of anime life. ]

[followhim]

[he sighs dramatically and rolls off of finn, laying beside him instead of on top of him.]

Then I guess I'll just die first. [he puts his forearm over his eyes like he plans on dying right there. drama queen.]

[bythehand]

[ now he has to be naked and mildly offended AND cold??? this is the nightmare scenatio. poe has personally wounded him. finn starts considering his flop over onto poe instead options.

anyway poe will die first over his dead body. they would both spend a lot of time shoving each other to try and catch a grenade and sacrifice themselves first, probably.

some couples are just like hey race you to the elevator. ]

Not sure exactly how it fixes your problem. [ s i g h. ] Can I try again?

[followhim]

[it's true. forget the elevator, they're placing race you to the grenade because neither can resist the urge to be a big damn hero. he slooowly lifts his arm from over his eyes. maybe he'll choose life today. maybe.]

I'll allow it.

[he is trying s-so hard to be serious but you can tell he's trying not to laugh. what a dummy.]

[bythehand]

[ finn punches him on the shoulder and gets up to find his pants, the end. not really. there's probably a reality where he did though.

with his dignity on the line, clearly, and miffed that poe thinks this is funny, wow! rude! poe!!!!!! finn has no choice but to take this re-do very, very seriously. and that much is legit, this is beyond in-the-moment sappiness and getting blindsided by mister meteor showers. he's not practiced in being romantic, but he can sure as hell be genuine and honest and take everything way too seriously out of spite.

finn purses his lips in thought and keeps his eyes on the ceiling. ]

I like that you gave me a name and still asked me if I was okay with it. I like that I spent five minutes stealing a ship with you and I felt more like a person than I ever thought I could. I like that you're good. I like that you try to see good things.

[ finn turns to look at him again with his eyebrows up like "okay how's that, jerkwad." SHOULD HE LOOK KIND OF CONFRONTATIONAL WHILE HE'S TRYING TO DO A ROMANCE? god probably not but he fucking does. he'd hate to have to pvp poe over this right now. ]

I like that I make you think of meteor showers.

[ so THERE??? ]

[followhim]

[first, he sits up. and then he stops looking like he's going to laugh one sentence in. and then he looks kind of awestruck and like he's melting from the inside. he does good things purely on principle, because it's the Right Thing to Do. he gave finn a name because he deserved to have a name. but knowing that the things he just does mean so much to finn, is a lot. it's overwhelming and he's going to die. he can't laugh or make witty retorts or do anything besides just sit there.

so uh, you won, finn. congrats. he can't even laugh at the meteor shower comment at the end. he's overloaded with feelings.]

Finn, that's ... that's — wow. I — thank you.

[also, why wasn't his love confession that good? now he wants to re-do his. because of course he does. he's not going to but he will throw this in.]

I like that you're good, too. You're always so good. I meant it when I said I think you're the best person I know.

[bythehand]

[ god, finally. success. he wins at being really gay, even if just for a moment.

they're gonna get a lot of practice in before they polish these off as wedding vows or whatever. finn keeps a straight face for all of half a second in his triumph and then he basically grins ear to ear because 1) he's a little shit sometimes and 2) he just really loves poe. this is terrible. rose is never gonna let him hear the end of it bc he's gonna look like a big sap every time poe looks at him. ]

Yeah? I've been trying for good.

[followhim]

[poe's not pressed okay, look, that's what he's talking about. meteor shower. (he's not going to be able to look at him without looking stupid as hell either. the entire resistance is gonna laugh at them.) he rolls back on top of him. not dying today. also, it was cold not pressed against finn and he's not about it. ]

Trying and succeeding. I'm glad I decided not to die now.

[bythehand]

[ oh good let him just get his arms around poe to prevent a quick repeat incident. precautions are very important. no takebacks. ]

Is that all it takes. [ he sounds like a GOTDANG SAP. ] Congratulations on your wise decision. Hope you're not that indecisive all the time.

[followhim]

Maybe I never planned on dying. [ he gets back into basically the same position he was before, using his good arm to hold himself over finn with the injured one against his chest in a less supportive capacity. and then he kisses him for the millionth time (gotta make up for all that lost time ... those weeks or however long), pulling back with a grin. ] It was a strategy to get you to confess to me. I'm actually brilliant, did you know that?

[being held was part of his strategy too. he's pleased with it. this is all part of his plan. that he made up just now.]

[bythehand]

[ Don't make Finn laugh. It's too late, he's laughing. He flattens his hands against Poe's back and slides them up, mostly because he can. ]

I know you're smart. I'm not considering it related.

[followhim]

[he's not not into it. but also, now that they've gotten in a whole lot of hella gay boyfriend moments, he's going to point out the obvious — ]

Was there a point to us getting undressed, or ...?

[bythehand]

[ not not into it, sold. ]

You were the one who started it. I just helped you finish it. [ and then you had a really mushy sincere feeling and faceplanted. ]

Still waiting for the point.

[ and you know what, if the point's not getting laid, that's life. but he's redirecting his hands to specifically at least cop a feel of the ass while he can. IS THAT A CRIME IN THIS GAY ECONOMY. ]

[followhim]

Yeah, yeah, I got distracted. [with the gravity of their gayness.] I can make it up to you.

[it must not be a crime, okay, because he grins and an exhales something like a single "ha". into it. he moves down, lowers, until his head is between finn's legs. baby's first bj. i can't believe i wrote this tag when i was half-asleep but i have nothing better to offer you so i'm hitting post now.]

[bythehand]

[ i legit laughed out loud thanks friend.

finn loses his claim on the Butt, but gains something much more immediately interesting and relevant. this really is a gay economy and he's suddenly making bank. ]

I can guarantee you won't have long to manage it.

[ he could try to play it cool and act like he's aloof but finn has never had chill and neither of them are actually cool people, so. why lie about his full investment in boner town at this point. he is painfully invested in boner town and he knows it's gonna be a short trip, and also only tangentially related, poe is really beautiful. ]

[followhim]

[poe just shakes his head and laughs like, oh finn. you beautiful tropical fish. beautiful rule-breaking moth. rainbow-infused space unicorn. basically he just loves finn a lot and his face probably hurts from smiling and laughing so much at this point, okay.

surprisingly — or maybe not surprisingly at all — his mouth is good at other things besides bickering and bantering for years on end. just because it's been a minute doesn't mean he's forgotten how to recreate all the (literal?) fuckery he was up to in those new republic bunks. was he born without a gag reflex or was it a talent he mastered over time? one of the galaxy's mysteries. whatever the case may be, he sure is working that dick down his throat. just going for it. as finn has claimed, he apparently only needs like five seconds anyway. might as well make them nice. ]