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WISH LIST

★ my dark au kink:
+ being captured by the first order and subjected to reconditioning
+ trying to turn him back with the power of gay love and friendship (and possibly failing)
+ he was always a first order tie fighter pilot instead of winter soldiered
+ poe and finn first order murder squad (dynamics if they were both stormtroopers? running away together?)
+ ^ part b: the fam that gets captured and reconditioned together… stays…together…
+ Interesting Dynamics with kylo and hux from dark aus

★ finn stuff
+ what will they do after the war? romantic vacations? homesteading? sending finn's spit to space 23andme?
+ infinite escape reimagining/aus, stormpilot escape room reigning champions

★ rey stuff
+ relationship of convenience because they're both In Denial
+ sith princess rey aus where he tries to save her and/or she turns him

★ kylo stuff
+ infinite interrogating/torture room reimagining/aus
+ ^ part b: stockholm syndrome?
+ We Need to Talk about Leia

★ general
+ honestly anything regarding leia (esp processing grief post-tros)
+ talking about his sketchy spice runner past (possibly playing things taking place during that time in his life?)
+ ^ same for things taking place during academy/new republic tbh
+ i love aus. modern aus, vampire aus, a/b/o aus, let's au the entire world
+ i prefer m/m for poe but am good with most ships

kinks if ya nasty

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[ he actually does appreciate the tour guide function. bc yeah basically all he knows about coruscant is boring basic history shit, if that. he wouldn't get any of the layout deets until like a day before getting assigned here for whatever reason, if the first order ever rly gunned it on coruscant. it's kinda nice.

finn sticks close to poe. jury's out on if he looks more like a bodyguard or a tourist tbh?? he's prepared to have to pvp something but he's havin an okay time looking around. and every now and then he lets his hand drift up to the ring on principle. maybe its weird to look like he's just grabbing the front of his own shirt to passersby but consider: he doesn't care. ]

We barely had it and it barely had us in the first place.

[ that shitty tie fighter can rot in hell??? goodbye forever. ]

[ it's very hard to find humor in anything when their lives are one giant flaming disaster (not unlike that tie fighter, rip) but that very accurate assessment makes poe laugh for ... the second time? maybe the third time since this rapid downhill descent of questionable decisions.

when finn says stuff like that, even if it isn't much, it gives him hope that the finn he knows is still in there somewhere. that maybe, if he just keeps being patient and supportive and never gives up, he can have him back in some capacity.]

I know, I know. I'm sorry. That was my fault. When you try to repair a ship with the bare minimum of things it needs to stay in the air ... you learn that those little parts matter more than you thought.

[bb-8 beeps behind them like yeah i tried to tell him that but he wouldn't listen. i just work here.]

[ someday they're gonna get to take a nap and everything will look fifteen percent less terrible for a while.

for all of a second, finn lets himself think it would probably be neat to learn droid. it would probably have been neat if they taught him more than one language at all. but, shoulda-coulda-wouldas, really. ]

You'd know better than me. I wasn't pilot track or maintenance.

[ mostly he was learning to get good at Fighting Shit. he did some nice standard duty rotations tho. chopped stuff up in the mess hall. moved equipment around. occasionally wound up on sanitation. whatever bulldonk it is that militaries do. ]

[yeah poe needs a nap in this thread too honestly.]

Yeah, I know.

[didn't he ... mop floors or something????? super good not-boyfriend over here. well, finn probably doesn't want to talk about it anyway, so he's not going to bring it up. maybe he'll talk more about himself. that seems safe.

but also maybe not because he doesn't want finn to think he doesn't have a handle on things. despite being very open about not having a handle on things already? smh. ]

I'm not ... they train us to do some basic repairs as pilots, but most of what I know is from messing around with older models and stuff when I was a kid. I jury-rigged podracer engines to farm equipment once, that was pretty cool.

[ wow poe quit knowing stuff about him?? nah, he's not actually offended, that kinda tracks. basically everyone in the first order also knew what he was about. what's he gonna do, get mad about privacy he never had anyway? what a good attentive not-boyfriend.

also. yes, it's way more interesting to hear about poe. poe like. grew up on a planet or something, probably. he's done stuff. that's probably a good thing for a person to have going for them. ]

That turn out to be a big crash?

[ l o o k "child attaches podracer engines to farm equipment" sounds like a disaster just waiting to happen, even to him. ]

[he averts his eyes slightly like he can still remember being scolded by his dad. it was a lot, ok.]

No, but the exhaust from the engines singed a tree in our yard. Luke Skywalker gave this Force tree to my parents, but it looks like any other tree. How was I supposed to know? My dad was furious.

[if you want mundane childhood stories, he's got you, fam.]

[ this is a really short tag but there's only so many ways i can say finn sounds skeptical as hell tbh. he sounds 100% disbelieving. ]

A Force tree. [ if this is how poe turns out to be fake he's not even mad, it's a heck of a hill to make his last stand on. ]

A Force tree.

[ there's sort of like, an exhaustion in his voice, like he is just so over this damn tree. he would go home and set it on fire (again) if he didn't think his dad would murder him. ]

I don't know why it's a Force tree, or what makes it different from any other stupid-ass tree, but I had to spend a year nursing it back to health. Maybe my dad just said it was a Force tree to teach me a lesson, I dunno.

[ this is the most fascinating bullshit in the world. poe is mortal enemies with a tree. and it has to be a normal tree, bc there can't just be... a tree that's a force tree, for some unknown reason. there can't.

parents are wild. ]

A tree is a tree. I don't see how the Force can change whatever lesson you were supposed to learn that much.

Maybe it was supposed to be a reason why he cared so much about the tree? I think it came from the Jedi temple here. Maybe Luke Skywalker giving it to him made it a Force tree.

[and now he's a little sad because he misses his dad. :'( NOT BECAUSE HE'S DEAD. kes dameron is just chillin on his ranch like new phone who dis. meanwhile, his son is a dumpster fire. maybe he could just ... go home. that sounds nice. a natural choice for most thirty-somethings who have driven their lives into the ground, even in the star wars universe. his dad wouldn't care that he went awol and kind of kidnapped a stormtrooper.

... nah. he probably would. at least a little. ]

Anyway, I probably should've learned my lesson back then, but judging by today, I didn't. This time I'll be more careful, though.

[ finn mentally votes not to be the guy to remind poe's dad that the jedi are extinct and the force is a bulldonk tool people use for torture and murder, if he ever even meets him. if he's even alive? finn's not sure. he doesn't wanna ask, just in case.

i like that shara bey is giving the thumbs up for the hot stormtrooper and kes is more likely to be a reasonable non-pilot human.

he doesn't see how this equates too well. the lesson was probably supposed to be about poe not getting back on his bullshit. in that case, it really didn't take. dryly: ]

Carefully repaired garbage. Sounds great. [ love u sweetie. ] Just let me know how to help when we get started.

[ just ask rey he's so great.... at tools....... and handing the right ones to people when they direly need them. totally ]

[WOW POE LOVES THE FORCE OK he trusts in the force and that's why things always work out for him. he just has a vendetta against the stupid tree.

and shara is the one poe takes after obviously. pilots are wild-ass messes: fact. basically shara is over here like this and kes is over here like this. he just wanted poe to be a sane logical person like him and he got this instead.

lesson-wise, he was going for something about being more careful while repairing and modifying things that fly, but. you know. not getting back on his bullshit is close enough. they're related.]

You're gonna help? [he raises his eyebrows. and then,] Well, I could use the moral support.

[they make it to a subway station. i was going to say it's not much to look at, but nothing is "not much to look at" by finn's standards, so. idk. weird laser turnstiles and shit. sketchy people getting the heck out of this hell level. graffiti such as "the first order sux" crossed out and then written again slightly to the left. a shitty graffiti drawing of a dick or something. ambience. ]

[ what the fuck is moral support and how is he supposed to provide it. i'm kidding he knows what it is in theory, but finn totally gives poe a Look. like "wait did you sideline me within two sentences".

....... but damn if the subway station doesn't distract him from his saltiness at full capacity.

it literally flees his mind. he was basically born and gonna die in a boring holding cell as far as he remembers, this is the good stuff. it's dirty and gross and sketchy and there's dick graffiti for like 4 different species. something smells gross. there's so much going on. so much scenery flavor to absorb.

it's beautiful, in a gross way. it's beautiful because of how messy and gross and colorful it is. god finn has such low fuckin standards right now.

anyway finn has never once in his lifetime learned not to get back on his bullshit so he definitely reaches over and grabs poe's hand at some opportune point?? he doesn't even think about it At All, he just instinctively guns it for a hand. no drifting allowed, we get through the subway like otters. ]

[if jakku is a walmart parking lot at 3 a.m., this is waffle house parking lot at 4 a.m. but you know what? finn seems enthralled with it and it melts poe's heart. he even kind of forgets how sad it is because lost memories blah blah blah because finn seems genuinely excited about dick graffiti. he's so pure. such an angel. someday ... poe really will take him to a nice place. seriously. it's going to happen.

hand holding like otters is the way to be. he is not losing finn because what if someone walks between them and they're separated or one of them gets on the car and then the doors close before the other can get in? how would they contact each other? coruscant is a million levels and they would literally never see each other again. yikes. gonna hold on to finn's hand extra hard. gonna hold hands through the turnstiles all the way to the other side. (and what do you mean he has to pay fare for bb-8 too??? shouldn't small droids get to ride free??? what the hell is this economy.)

what were they talking about? ]

You can help, if you want. With the ship. Sometimes I say stuff without thinking.

[everything. has never thought about a word before it comes out of his mouth in his life.]

But, you know, I could teach you, and you could help. We could do it together. That'd be good, right?

Edited (i don't know why that was a separate paragraph) 2018-02-01 05:09 (UTC)

[ oh good thank god. he didn't want to lose poe in a subway. slipping away into the crowd weirdly doesn't even cross his mind. i mean maybe for a second but he doesn't really give it thought. if he fucked off right now he'd basically be a jewelry thief and poe might actually die. ]

Saying stuff without thinking usually means you're being honest. [ it's the anti filter. ] If you think I'd slow you down too much, it's fine. You can just tell me that up front. I can work with that.

[ one time he got criticized for his mopping it was wild probably. ]

No, no, I was just thinking, maybe it'd be good for you to get your hands on something. [like THIS DICK no i'm sorry forgive me.] Since the ring is helping a little bit, right? So even more physical contact would help. ... With things. Physical contact with things.

[i think at this point poe himself is aware that every thing he says sounds like innuendo but every time he tries to make it sound less like innuendo he just digs that hole even deeper.]

[ WHAT IS THE TRUTH.

Speaking without thinking.

Finn already had the picture, but now he's really starting to get it. ]

I'm almost sure I know what you're saying.

Yeah? Good.

[poe dameron is a mess who needs to be saved from himself. rip.

but hey you know what it's fine because THE NEXT TRAIN IS HERE. to save him. from himself. he's so grateful that it's here and he doesn't have to explain what that even was anymore because he is just going to pull finn by the hand onto the train like this is some saving private ryan shit. he wishes bb-8 had a leash so he could pull him along too but he doesn't. at least bb-8 is a fast rolly boi. and less of a flight risk in general.

it's a big metal train idk what you were expecting. but they have to go out into the more open area to get on so enjoy some more of that total lack of sky ig. there are seats and stuff and everything is kind of run down and grimy. i can't believe i watched half an episode of clone wars just to capture the proper aesthetic for finn. and if the coruscant transit authority is anything like irl i'm sure absolutely nothing has changed in 50+ years.]

Edited (i want to be historically accurate in my sick burns) 2018-02-02 00:15 (UTC)

[ god bless your sheer work ethic tbh that's more than i could ever do. This Train Is Hella. obviously. 9/10, needs just a little more space gum.

anyway it's horrible. like objectively. the same way the station is horrible and this part of the planet is horrible and the space dennys was shady and horrible. he grew up in clean and sterile city. he guesses maybe he should think this is horrible in a more visceral active fashion? filth and chaos of the new republic, it needs something to bring order and equality, blah blah blah. he was raised on that shit. this should be awful, because they told him it would be and now he's here.

the thing is, it's different in the real world.

the planets are different than they made it sound. the people are different than they made it sound. (mostly poe. poe sort of tears open the entire universe around him as he goes, and it's equal parts terrifying and humbling.)

and he's seeing some seedy, dank shit, and it seems like this levels thing is a hot mess overall, but it still looks a lot like people just. living their lives and minding their own business to him. being people. when even the gross run down grimy aesthetic part of the experience is too good to be true on several levels 2k18.

he feels like something about realizing that isn't fair. he feels like something's shifted even though he's not even a full day out of his cell. he can't figure out what it is. but it's fine. he's got a ring in one hand and a hand in the other, and a blaster, he guesses, which makes him feel better even though he hasn't strictly needed it, and it's fine because he's going to not try to think about any of his dumb feelings. he can focus on getting his peep on and just kinda Staying Present. ]

[poe is still holding his hand like they're otters who got lost and ended up drifting down some whitewater rapids — more for his own sake than finn's. it's not even actually that crowded. finn's hand is just his own ring of keeping in touch with reality right now.

anyway, he leads them towards the back of the car, so he can get a look at the map. make sure they're on the right track, figure out where they need to get off. he remembers the level number and that's about as far as he got in that part of the plan.]

Uh, so ... 1782. That's where we're going. Wanna sit? It's gonna be awhile. [there's a small monitor on the wall that displays the next level the train stopping at. guess where they are. guess where they're going now. it's like, level 12.]

[ handholding is a vital part of keeping people in the new trilogy from falling into pits of dissociation and despair.

there are so many levels and they are so far down, what the fuck. finn's eyebrows shoot up for a second. ]

Yeah. Sure. Since we've got time to kill.

[ even he isn't stubborn enough to insist on standing for like 1700 more stops. even in this stage of his life, where he's a shambles of disasters barely holding together and sometimes wanting to implode, he is not that wantonly self-destructive. he has his limits. sitting down is the dream rn. ]

You come here much?

[just gonna sit the heck down on one of these grimy seats then. bb-8 rolls around in the aisle beside them, but there's lots of space so he can move if anyone actually needs to get by. his grip on finn's hand ... becomes slightly less of a deathgrip, but he's still not letting go. handholding is all these new trilogy kids have, ok. they need it.

he snorts. so close to a laugh, and yet not.]

No. Not this far down. [at this point i would like to note that clone wars did this same fuckin plot of hiding in the coruscant underworld and ahsoka only went to like level 1300something and it was sketchtown extreme. poe dameron is the most extra person in the world incapable of doing anything besides the most.] There are some New Republic bases on the upper levels. And it's a good place to ... [how can he talk about his impure life to a beautiful angel like finn lastname.] uh. Have drinks. Get wild.

[ he could probably hold finn's hand for twenty years and finn would only be against it during peak meltdown season. right now it's nice. it's like having someone.

... he thinks, even though poe will basically be there for him until the heat death of the universe? he actively has someone that cares? whatevs. i just can't believe poe planned to come here exclusively to brag about doing the Most Level. ]

What, do you get more wild? [ BULLSHIT HOW MUCH MORE WILD THAN THIS DAY COULD ANYONE GET ]

[DON'T MAKE HIM SAY IT. don't make him say he came here to party and have the sex. maybe he can just ... not. and say something snappy instead. he has .005 seconds to choose a direction to take before his brain just does whatever it wants.]

You don't even wanna know.

[HA actually nailed that one. the literal smoothest.

nah everything that happened today is like the wildest shit he's ever done honestly. partying aside, insubordination that wiped out the resistance's entire bomber fleet aside, mutiny aside. ... he's done a lot of wild shit.]

[ poe, attempting to build an emotional pillow fort around finn: don't worry about it. ]

You're my pilot, so no. I probably don't.

[ he's leaving this train right now poe is a smutty fiend 2k18. nah he doesn't care that much about it. if poe's wild partying doesn't get them murdered. ]

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